In eclectic conversations navigating psychedelic medicine, spirit entities and everything in between, Onaya welcomes wide-ranging guests including neuroscientists, musical healers and Shipibo curanderos. Your main host is our founder Dr Simon Ruffell, a psychiatrist and research psychologist with a PhD in Amazonian ayahuasca and a student of Shipibo curanderismo. Onaya is dedicated to bridging the gap between traditional indigenous knowledge and modern science, including a not-for-profit res ...
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Dear Source: Your Ascendancy Hotline is your go-to spiritual guidance show where real-life challenges meet profound spiritual wisdom. Hosted by Erin Sarles Bowers, corporate leader turned shamanic mentor, this podcast offers a compassionate, down-to-earth approach to navigating life’s struggles through the lens of ancient spiritual teachings and universal laws. Inspired by the format of the classic “Dear Abby” advice column, Dear Source invites listeners to submit their questions about every ...
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DISCOVER HOW TO LIVE A PURPOSEFUL AND FULFILLING LIFE Sandra has a B.S. in Psychology and life coaching. She has extensive training and credentials in Leadership, Health and Wellness, behavioral, and spiritual coaching and mentorship. And in complementary and integrative medicine as a Shamanic practitioner, Mindfulness-based Stress Reduction (MBSR) Reiki Master, EFT facilitator. Under the three pillars of Health, Wellness and Personal Development, Sandra specializes in what she describes as ...
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#11 — Ayurvedic Medicine with Dr Vanessa León-Sulca
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1:10:09Dr Vanessa León-Sulca is a Medical Doctor and Psychotherapist of Quechua lineage, with expertise in combining Ayurvedic traditional medicine and ayahuasca. Having first pursued careers in politics and finance, she was forced into a profound healing journey of her own. Since then, Vanessa has immersed herself in the shamanic traditions and Andean co…
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#10 — Dreams and the Unconscious with Maria Nazdravan
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55:39We spend a third of our lives asleep, immersed in richly altered states of consciousness that have been valued by traditional societies throughout human history, but dismissed or ignored by mainstream Western culture. Swimming against this tide, Maria Nazdravan is a dreamwork facilitator, writer, and trainee integrative transpersonal and trauma psy…
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Aligning Your Life: Finding Harmony Between Personal and Professional Worlds
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18:58Are you feeling like one misaligned area of your life disrupts everything else? In this thought-provoking episode of Dear Source, Erin explores the intricate connection between our personal and professional lives. Discover practical steps to bring all aspects of your life into alignment, embrace balance, and cultivate harmony. Whether you're strivi…
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Beyond the Ordinary: What Sets Erin Apart in the Coaching World
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22:11In this special episode of Dear Source, Erin answers the burning question: What makes her different from every other coach in the industry? Drawing from her unique combination of corporate expertise, shamanic practices, and intuitive guidance, Erin takes listeners on a journey to understand her transformative coaching style. She shares how her abil…
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Breaking Free: Finding Purpose Beyond a Toxic Work Cycle
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19:34In this episode of Dear Source, we address a heartfelt plea from someone feeling trapped in a toxic relationship with their work—burnt out, uninspired, and disconnected from life. When a job feels like a prison and exhaustion steals every ounce of joy, how do you break free? We explore actionable guidance for shifting your mindset, reclaiming your …
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Breaking Free from Fear-Based Leadership: Cultivating Accountability and Positivity at Work
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20:50What do you do when your workplace is stuck in survival mode, led by an owner who avoids accountability and makes decisions from a place of fear? In this compelling episode of Dear Source, we tackle the emotional toll and practical challenges of working in a fear-driven environment. Discover powerful insights on how to maintain your sense of purpos…
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Healing Betrayal: Reclaiming Trust and Power After Being Let Down
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24:08In this eye-opening episode of Dear Source, Erin Sarles Bowers responds to a listener who shares a devastating story of betrayal by a coach they trusted with their time, money, and dreams. After investing over $30,000, they were left with broken promises and a coach who abandoned the journey—only to launch a certification program for others. Erin e…
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#9 — Ayahuasca: An Ancestral Art Form with Carlos Tanner
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56:03Carlos Tanner has been studying the science and art of plant medicine in the Amazon Rainforest for twenty years. He currently works as the director of the Ayahuasca Foundation, a non-profit organisation he founded in 2009 in Iquitos, Peru. They organise healing retreats and educational courses led by Indigenous Shipibo healers, to help people in ne…
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Decoding Energies: Sharpening Discernment for Aligned Relationships
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18:17In this illuminating episode of Dear Source, Erin Sarles Bowers addresses a heartfelt question from a listener struggling with discerning energies, particularly in romantic relationships. Why do we attract certain vibrational patterns? How can we tell the difference between authentic alignment and an illusion? Erin unpacks practical and spiritual t…
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Revelations of Divine Feminine and Masculine Energies: A Shamanic Perspective
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19:11In this transformative episode of Dear Source, Erin Sarles Bowers, a gifted shaman, seer, and channel, unveils a powerful revelation about the Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine energies. Dive deep into the intricate dynamics that govern creation, balance, and spiritual evolution. Through Erin’s profound insights, discover how these sacred forces…
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Finding Yourself Again: Breaking Free from Self-Sacrifice and Reconnecting with Who You Truly Are
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30:06In this episode of Dear Source, Erin answers a heartfelt letter from a listener who feels lost in the chaos of life, trapped in an unfulfilling marriage and struggling with the demands of motherhood. Overwhelmed by self-sacrifice and isolation, this listener is yearning to reconnect with herself but doesn’t know where to start. Erin offers profound…
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Breaking Free: Overcoming Self-Loathing and Embracing Compassion
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19:35In this deeply moving episode of Dear Source, Erin addresses a heartfelt question from someone trapped in a cycle of self-loathing and relentless negative self-talk. If you've ever struggled with feeling inadequate, overwhelmed, or burdened by self-criticism, this episode is for you. Erin shares transformative insights on breaking free from the gri…
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Navigating School Friendships: How to Support Your Child Through Social Challenges
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19:09In this heartfelt episode of Dear Source, Erin addresses a listener’s struggles with supporting their child through social challenges at school. When friendships and fitting in become a concern, it can leave parents questioning their intuition and feeling unsure about how to help. Join Erin as she offers insights on: ✨ Tuning into your intuition as…
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Dear Source: Finding Stability Amid Chaos
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19:27In this transformative episode of Dear Source, Erin dives into a listener’s heartfelt question about navigating emotional chaos and feeling ungrounded. From moments of clarity to overwhelming confusion, life’s ups and downs can feel like carrying multiple energies at once. Erin explores the profound connection between inner stability and external e…
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Thanksgiving and the Gospel of Philip: A Journey Through Death and Resurrection
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22:17This Thanksgiving, we invite you to dive into a deeply spiritual reflection on the themes of death, resurrection, and transformation as illuminated in the Gospel of Philip. Join Erin as she unpacks the profound truths behind these teachings, exploring how they resonate with gratitude, renewal, and the cycles of life we experience in our spiritual a…
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The Journey to Remembering: Erin's Spiritual Awakening
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17:52On today's episode of Dear Source, Erin shares a deeply personal and transformative story as she answers a listener’s question about her spiritual journey. From navigating life’s valleys to standing on the mountaintop of self-realization, Erin reveals how she uncovered the truth of who she truly is. Discover: The pivotal moments that shaped her spi…
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#8 — Plants and Partnership with Dr Bia Labate
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1:15:52Dr Beatriz Caiuby Labate is a Brazilian anthropologist based in San Francisco. She has a PhD in social anthropology, and is the author, or co-author or co-editor of twenty-eight books and many peer-reviewed articles, focusing on the study of plant medicines, drug policy, shamanism, ritual, religion, and social justice. She is Executive Director of …
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Lost in Uncertainty: Navigating Workplace Challenges During Tough Times
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22:46In this episode of Dear Source, Erin tackles a heartfelt question from a listener struggling with workplace uncertainty. With layoffs looming and poor communication from leadership, the listener feels torn between staying loyal to their small business employer and planning for their future. Join Erin as she explores: How to encourage transparent co…
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Dear Source: Balancing Two Worlds – A Teen’s Journey Through Divorce, Parenting, and Dating
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20:23In this episode, a teenager seeks guidance on navigating the complexities of life with divorced parents who have polar opposite approaches to parenting. With Mom fostering independence and spiritual growth, and Dad enforcing strict rules and control, they feel torn—especially when it comes to dating and finding their voice. Erin dives deep into off…
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Breaking Free from the Hustle: Finding Balance Beyond Overwork
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21:16In this eye-opening episode of Dear Source, Erin tackles the overwhelming pressure to constantly work and achieve—a struggle many face in today’s fast-paced world. If you’ve ever felt trapped in the cycle of overwork, using productivity as a measure of self-worth, or finding it impossible to disconnect, this episode is for you. Discover the underly…
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💔 Heartbreak and Healing: Reclaiming Your Power After Betrayal
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25:12In this deeply emotional episode of Dear Source, Erin addresses a listener's heartbreak after discovering dishonesty in a relationship that once felt perfect. From catching lies to uncovering hidden truths, the listener grapples with betrayal, self-doubt, and the pain of letting go. Join Erin as she explores how to: 🌟 Identify red flags and trust y…
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Breaking Free from Obsession – A Runner's Journey to Self-Discovery
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21:11In this compelling episode of Dear Source, Erin responds to a listener who feels trapped by their addiction to running. What starts as a healthy outlet has spiraled into an obsession, masking deeper emotional struggles and leading to feelings of failure and imbalance. Join Erin as she unpacks the emotional layers behind this compulsion, exploring h…
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Friendship at a Crossroads: Finding Balance and Protecting Your Energy
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20:26In this powerful episode of Dear Source, Erin answers a heartfelt letter from someone struggling with a draining friendship. What happens when negativity overshadows connection, and the effort feels one-sided? Erin offers spiritual insights and actionable advice on navigating tough relationships, setting healthy boundaries, and choosing peace witho…
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Conquering Imposter Syndrome as an Entrepreneur
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26:55Do you ever feel like you’re just one step away from being “found out” as a fraud in your career? This episode of Dear Source dives into the all-too-familiar territory of imposter syndrome, a struggle that haunts many entrepreneurs, creatives, and high-achievers. When doubt and self-criticism hold you back from stepping fully into your purpose, how…
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#7 — The Psychedelic Enlightenment? with Alexander Beiner
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1:16:59With challenges to the so-called psychedelic renaissance, do we now need a ‘psychedelic enlightenment’ that changes not just ourselves, but our culture? Alexander Beiner is an author, journalist and facilitator focused on bringing new ways of seeing and being from the margins of culture into the mainstream. Last year, Ali published a bestselling bo…
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Finding Peace in Uncertain Times: Navigating Anxiety in a Divided World
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18:50In this heartfelt episode of Dear Source, a listener shares their profound anxieties about the upcoming U.S. election, feeling as though the world is at a crossroads of light and dark forces. With so much uncertainty, they ask, "How do we move forward in a world that feels divided?" Join us as we explore this complex landscape and offer guidance on…
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Shamanic Vision for Business: Aligning Intuition with Success
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18:38In this episode of Dear Source, we explore the powerful connection between shamanic wisdom and business vision. If you’ve ever felt that your business could benefit from a deeper, more intuitive approach, this conversation is for you. Together with our guest, we’ll delve into how shamanic journeying can bring clarity and purpose to your entrepreneu…
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#6 — Buddhism Meets Shamanism with Dr Isa Gucciardi
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1:07:55“The Earth is a huge field of sentience..." 🌎 Dr Isa Gucciardi holds degrees in cultural and linguistic anthropology, comparative religion, and transpersonal psychology. She has spent 50 years studying spiritual, therapeutic, and meditative techniques, working with master teachers of Buddhism, Christianity, Judaism, and Sufism, as well as expert in…
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Unlocking Ancient Wisdom: Exploring Shamanism with Special Guest Shaman Lori Lund
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1:07:23In this captivating episode of Dear Source, we’re honored to welcome a special guest shaman, Lori Lund, to unravel the mysteries and profound practices of shamanism. Together, we explore the core principles that have guided shamans for centuries, uncovering how these ancient teachings can enhance modern spiritual paths and help us connect with natu…
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In this episode of Dear Source, we delve into a heartfelt letter from someone struggling with unrelenting anxiety. They've turned to constant workouts and intense physical control over their body as a way to manage their emotions—running mile after mile and restricting their eating in an effort to escape the stress consuming their mind. But the mor…
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Unpacking Karma: Understanding Its Role on Your Spiritual Journey
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19:33In this episode of Dear Source, we dive into the often misunderstood concept of karma. You've likely heard the phrase, "karma is a bitch," but what does karma actually mean, and how does it impact our spiritual journey? Whether you're new to spirituality or looking to deepen your understanding, we'll explore the deeper layers of karma—how it relate…
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Tarot Unveiled: Tools for Insight or Spiritual Caution?
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18:22In this episode of Dear Source, we’re diving into a topic that stirs curiosity and sometimes controversy—tarot and oracle cards. Growing up in a religious environment, many of us were taught that tarot was something to fear, a tool of the devil, or dangerous to our spiritual wellbeing. But as we evolve on our spiritual journeys, it's natural to que…
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Breaking Through Leadership Blockages: Exploring the Power of Energy Healing
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19:41In this episode of Dear Source, we dive into a powerful letter from a leader who feels completely stuck and overwhelmed. After years in a leadership role, they’ve hit an invisible wall, struggling to inspire their team and move forward despite trying various professional development courses and coaching programs. What if the block isn’t just mental…
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Lost in the Process: When Coaching Leaves You Confused
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23:51In this episode of Dear Source, we dive into the frustration and confusion of someone who’s dedicated significant time, energy, and money into working with a coach—only to feel more lost than ever. Despite following all the guidance, they haven’t seen the promised results and are left wondering if it’s them, the coach, or the path that’s wrong. If …
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Struggling to Let Go: Parenting Young Adults
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18:27In this episode of Dear Source, we dive into the emotional and spiritual challenges of parenting as children transition into young adulthood. Our letter writer is grappling with finding the delicate balance between supporting their kids and allowing them the space to grow independently. The fear of creating co-dependency or losing connection entire…
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Navigating Social Media: Staying Authentic in a Superficial World
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21:16In this episode of Dear Source, we tackle a dilemma many of us face in the digital age: how to navigate social media without feeling overwhelmed or disconnected. A listener writes in, sharing their deep frustration with the superficiality and constant comparisons that come with online interactions. They’re searching for a way to stay connected and …
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#5 — Cultivating the Fire with Julian Vayne
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52:49“Tradition is not the worship of ashes, but the preservation of fire.” ~ Gustav Mahler. From Simon's misadventures with a not-so-traditional Shipibo treatment for tinnitus, to the connection between spirituality and madness, this episode is a ride through all things weird and wonderful at the fringes of spiritual scholarship with Julian Vayne. Juli…
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Frustrated with Dating: Searching for Divine Masculine Energy
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28:22In this episode of Dear Source, we address the overwhelming frustration that comes from navigating the modern dating world. Our listener is exhausted from repeatedly encountering emotionally unavailable men who shy away from taking the lead in relationships. They are seeking a true partnership with someone who embodies divine masculine energy—someo…
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In this week's wrap-up episode of Dear Source, we’re taking the time to reflect on the powerful discussions we’ve had and answering your burning questions from the past week. Whether you’re curious about overcoming leadership blockages, balancing spirituality with the modern world, or navigating the complexities of addiction, we’re here to dive dee…
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Tired of False Promises in the Coaching Industry
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31:30In this episode of Dear Source, we dive into the frustrations many people face in the coaching industry—empty promises of wealth and success, and the struggle to find a coach who genuinely cares about your growth. If you’ve been feeling disheartened and stuck after working with coaches who seem more interested in their own gains than yours, this ep…
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Finding Balance Between Spiritual Practices and the Modern World
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20:30In this episode of Dear Source, Erin Sarles Bowers addresses a letter from a listener feeling conflicted between their spiritual practices and the modern realities of Western medicine and processed food. With the constant stream of information suggesting that these aspects of modern life are harmful, they find it difficult to maintain peace without…
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In this raw and insightful episode of Dear Source, host Erin Sarles Bowers responds to a letter from a listener who has spent years battling various forms of addiction—from drugs and alcohol to fitness and relationships. They describe an overwhelming cycle of highs and lows, constantly chasing external fixes yet never feeling truly fulfilled. Erin …
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Dear Source – Exploring Erin’s Spiritual Journey & Shamanism
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28:59In this enlightening episode of Dear Source, Erin Sarles Bowers opens up about her profound spiritual journey and her practice of shamanism. As the Founder and CEO of Ascendancy Collective and Ascendancy Blueprint, Erin shares how her unique blend of corporate expertise and spiritual insight has empowered countless individuals to transform their bu…
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Lost Between Two Worlds: Navigating Chaos and Spiritual Truths
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23:32In this reflective episode of Dear Source, a listener shares the struggles of balancing an intense spiritual journey with the chaotic and often overwhelming events happening in the 3D world. As they deepen their spiritual understanding, they find it increasingly difficult to reconcile the higher truths they’re learning with the negativity and confu…
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Co-Parenting with Compassion: Finding Common Ground in Medical Decisions
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21:22In this heartfelt episode of Dear Source, we dive into the complex dynamics of co-parenting when parents see the world through vastly different lenses. A listener writes in, sharing the challenges they face with their ex-partner over medical decisions for their children. As a deeply spiritual person who believes in natural and holistic health pract…
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#4 — Intuition and the Psychedelic Body with Dr Esme Dark
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29:29“Knowledge is only a rumour until it's in the bones.” ~ Proverb from the Asaro people of Papua New Guinea. In this episode, Simon talks to Dr Esme Dark about the special interplay between felt intuition, embodied knowledge and psychedelic experience for facilitating healing and transformation. Dr Esme Dark is a psychedelic and somatic therapist wit…
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When Leadership Changes: Finding Purpose Under Challenging Bosses
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25:06In this episode of Dear Source, we hear from a listener who’s feeling stuck and disengaged after 20 years in a career they once loved. A recent leadership change has left them frustrated, as their new boss’s ineffective style is draining their motivation and passion for the job. They’re torn between their loyalty to the work they’ve invested so muc…
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Torn Between Two Paths: Navigating Twin Flames and Marriage
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19:28In this heartfelt episode of Dear Source, we dive into a letter from a listener who finds herself at a crossroads between her long-standing marriage and an intense, spiritual connection with someone she believes is her twin flame. She’s torn between the loyalty she feels to her spouse and the undeniable pull toward a new love that has left her ques…
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Dear Source: Chasing Perfection, Losing Myself
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18:07In this deeply personal episode, we hear from a listener who has been struggling with body image issues for as long as they can remember. Having overcome eating disorders in the past, they now face a different but equally difficult challenge—the relentless pursuit of physical perfection. Despite working out consistently and even turning to medicati…
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