Best Ex Lds Podcasts (2024)

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Family reunion gone... Mormon 1:01:16

4h ago1:01:16

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There’s nothing more Mormon than a big old family reunion! Unless it’s a big old family reunion hosted at a polygamy compound! Or one that has some temple-style role-play in the woods. Or… well, you’ll just have to listen to this episode and find out. For more Girlscamp content follow along on Instagram, TikTok and YouTube. For ad inquiries please …

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Ep. 5 - Three Months a Mormon 57:21

3h ago57:21

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TW: Mentions of suicide -- we give a trigger warning for potential mentions of self harm and eating disorders in the recording as well, but those topics did not come up. Devyn, OUR FIRST GUEST EVER, shares her experience converting to Mormonism during her young adulthood just to be immediately blindsided by things that are kept "hush-hush" in the c…

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Style over (modesty) standards with Victoria Miner 1:08:32

2h ago1:08:32

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It’s no easy feat to rediscover your style after ditching strict modesty standards. Fashion influencer Victoria Miner comes to Girlscamp to share all her practical tips and tricks on finding your personal style. We talk about modesty as control in Mormonism, the power of self-expression via fashion and the “fugliness” of garments. For more Girlscam…

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Ep. 4 - Mormon Cringe (PART ONE) 45:25

2d ago45:25

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Last week's episode was HEAVY, so we're here to bring you some more lighthearted, hilarious content as we talk about a bunch of random, super cringey things we experienced as youth in the Mormon church. More to come ;) Be on the lookout for PART TWO. We referenced a song in the episode, but couldn't remember who it was by. It's Everclean/Sons of Pr…

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Ex-Mormon musings on Ballerina Farm 52:58

6d ago52:58

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Ballerina Farm, Hulu’s newly announced show “The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives,” and my personal wrestle before God around womanhood are the interwoven intro topics for this week’s campfire chat. After connecting these dots, we dive into your submissions, discussing whether I've ever questioned my sexuality, a wild story about a Mormon funeral, and …

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Ep. 3 - "I'm hooked on the gay." 53:25

9d ago53:25

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TW: Mentions of homophobia, transphobia, self-harm, and suicide Being queer and Mormon is a TRIP! Things that leaders of the Mormon church have said about being gay are absolutely horrendous and beyond damaging...and we're about to talk about it! Sources: 1. https://newsroom.churchofjesuschrist.org/official-statement/same-gender-attraction#:~:text=…

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Down the K-hole! 1:03:58

13d ago1:03:58

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I’m doing ketamine treatment! And I’ve got a lot to say about it! Today I’m recapping the how, what and why of my own ketamine therapy, including what led me to it. I share my takeaways, which include thoughts on Mormon faith deconstruction, motherhood, friendship breakups, self-compassion and ~the meaning of life~. I also talk about my recent trip…

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Ep. 2 - Sammi's Exit Story 49:12

16d ago49:12

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Sammi shares what it's like being deeply invested in the church just to realize that you can't stand by the beliefs and history that you spent your whole life defending. CES Letter (print): https://cesletter.org/ CES Letter (audio): https://archive.org/details/CESletter Note: We are not experts--we are just humans with real-life experience.…

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Ministering to the Marginalized | Principle | S1E9 [9] 46:03

17d ago46:03

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Send us a Text Message. Can small, meaningful acts truly build Zion and foster a more inclusive community? Join us in this enlightening episode of From Grace to Grace, where we sit down with Jeff from our YSA ward to explore this profound question. Jeff shares his inspiring story of switching from sports medicine to business after a divine promptin…

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Transracial adoption into a Mormon family 1:32:46

20d ago1:32:46

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Tara Herbert opens up about how her identity was repeatedly erased: as a transracial adoptee in a white Mormon family, as a Black woman misled about the church’s problematic past, and as a mother excluded by men from spiritual rituals. She also shares her journey of rediscovering her identity and worth outside the confines of the Mormon church. For…

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Ep. 1 - Karina's Exit Story 44:10

1M ago44:10

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TW: Mentions of sexual assault, self-harm, and suicide. Karina shares her story of growing up in Mormonism and what it's like realizing that your whole life has been a lie. CES Letter (print): https://cesletter.org/ CES Letter (audio): https://archive.org/details/CESletter Note: We are not experts--we are just humans with real-life experience.…

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STALKED on a Mormon mission 1:11:45

27d ago1:11:45

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We’re telling more mission tales, focusing on the lack of safety many missionaries experienced. From stalkers and hostile governments to dangerous companions and hurricanes, there's no shortage of ways to feel unsafe on a Mormon mission. The common thread? Those in charge doing the absolute least to ensure our safety. Trigger Warning: This episode …

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"Interfaith Debate: Should Different Religions Ever Marry?" | ft. @HalfPastChai (ep 9) 1:30:00

1M ago1:30:00

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Oo la la! Today is a juicy episode--one of the most polarizing questions--should people of different faiths (and races) marry? Is it even possible to make work? Would that be a disaster? How would you raise your family? What holidays would you celebrate? What would be the hardest part? We cover all of that and more in today's episode. Please let me…

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Evil Does Not Exist 10:30

1M ago10:30

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"Evil Does Not Exist," the piece of music by Eiko Ishibashi and the film by Ryusuke Hamaguchi; a related note on "I Saw the TV Glow," a film by Jane Schoenbrun; a carousel as a symbol for the concept of home or the true nature of our hearts.By Maximum J. Murphy

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Experiencing domestic violence in an LDS marriage 1:23:30

1M ago1:23:30

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Only three days into her honeymoon, Gabby's husband began abusing her. She believed he was a good Mormon boy because he’d always played the part. The violence continued, sometimes even triggered by church rules, until she found the strength to leave. Soon after, she discovered she was pregnant. Gabby shares how the church made her more vulnerable t…

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Girl(scamp), so confusing 1:01:55

1M ago1:01:55

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As Charli XCX knows, being a girl can be so confusing—especially for a post-Mormon! Around the campfire today, we're chatting about grieving identity after a faith transition, a stake president who needs to grow up and learn some social skills, and why I haven't officially removed my records from the church yet. I also respond to submissions about:…

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Conversion therapy to drag diva 1:08:11

2M ago1:08:11

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Meredith Peterson shares the journey that led to her coming out as a transgender woman. She tried to live the model Mormon life, including going on a mission and graduating from Brigham Young University. She even had to endure horrible conversion therapy sessions in a family friend’s basement. After coming out as gay, she discovered the art of drag…

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r/ExMormon 1:06:45

2M ago1:06:45

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Buckle up for the best (and craziest) posts from the exmormon subreddit. I’ve curated wild stories, thought-provoking questions, and hilarious comments from my favorite Reddit page to scroll through late at night. We’re talking about murderous moms (yes, you read that right), a Sunday school lesson about Taylor Swift, and a return missionary gettin…

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Atonement of Christ | Doctrine | S1E8 [8] 1:06:21

2M ago1:06:21

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Send us a Text Message. Have you ever wondered how understanding the etymology of Jesus Christ's name can deepen your faith? We kick off this episode of The From Grace to Grace Podcast by exploring the profound significance of names and titles such as Savior, Redeemer, and the Anointed One. By delving into the roots of these names in Hebrew and Gre…

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Meeting myself after Mormonism with Kelsey Wells 1:19:08

2M ago1:19:08

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After 10 years, Kelsey Wells is finally ready to share her whole story about leaving Mormonism. We dive into her devout Mormon upbringing, her husband leaving the church before her, and the intense social and emotional fallout she faced after discovering the church wasn’t true. Then we chat about how she's rebuilt her sense of self and spirituality…

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So, you have an Ex[-Mormon]? | Principle | S1E7 [7] 49:17

2M ago49:17

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Send us a Text Message. What happens when you mix high expectations, competitive environments, and the emotional complexities of faith transitions? Join us as we reflect on these profound themes with our special guest Katie, an electrical engineering student from the University of Utah. Katie’s journey from high school robotics competitions to navi…

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Don't be mean to missionaries! 1:01:40

2M ago1:01:40

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First Wednesday of the month means it’s time for a campfire chat! I’m reading and responding to your thoughts, questions and advice inquiries. Some things we’re chatting about: How I’m REALLY doing since my dad’s death The way you should treat the Mormon missionaries If ex-religious people are more educated and enlightened than religious ones Why i…

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Gender in sound with Chad Murphy 29:56

3M ago29:56

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Today my guest is Chad Murphy, an artist, musician, and associate professor at Oregon State University. Chad and I talk about how we know each other (0:47), how Chad presents in the world in regard to gender (2:21), and the music that connected with him as a young person navigating the culture of the Mormon church. Chad talks about the Smashing Pum…

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SHELF-BREAKER(S) with Zelph on the Shelf 1:13:56

3M ago1:13:56

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Many of us who are ex-religious can pinpoint a moment when everything came crashing down. Today, we are talking through those moments. They run the gamut—from reading multiple accounts of Joseph Smith’s First Vision and hearing Jeffrey R. Holland’s “musket fire” talk to having a friend come out as gay and watching a Scientology documentary that fel…

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We got 80 years of this??? | Doctrine | S1E6 [6] 53:11

3M ago53:11

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Send us a Text Message. Embark on a profound journey with us, Tyler and Sam, as we navigate the spiritual complexities of our earthly existence. We'll uncover the deep purpose behind our mortal experiences and the significance of our physical bodies, promising to leave you with a renewed sense of life's grand design. Our dialogue is not just theore…

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Ex-Mormon Mean Girl 1:04:30

3M ago1:04:30

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Today, I unpack the Mormon-run "Ward Radio" hate episode about little old me! I discuss my reservations about snark content and then proceed to dive into a snarky episode of my own. But hey, I do it much better than they do. And I guess I've got to live up to my new "mean girl" title somehow. Cultural Hall recap of Ward Radio video: https://www.you…

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BRIEF DEATH EXPERIENCE 1:13:51

3M ago1:13:51

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Andrew flatlined and had an afterlife experience that really shook up his Mormon worldview when he was brought back to life. This kicked off an unraveling of faith in his 40s that ultimately led to leaving the Mormon church. We talk about his leaving and reconstructing, as well as connect over losing close family members, swap mission stories and a…

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Fiction or Non-Fiction: Picking Your Sources Wisely with Quinten | Principle | S1E5 [5] 50:33

3M ago50:33

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Send us a Text Message. Embarking on a quest for truth can be daunting, but it becomes an adventure with the right navigator. Join us as we welcome Quentin, a dedicated scholar, who lights the path to discerning fact from fiction. Together, we tackle the intricate process of selecting reliable sources, especially in an age where misinformation is r…

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I had a COW at EFY 48:27

4M ago48:27

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EFY aka Especially for Youth aka Mormon youth summer camp- let's get into it. From COWs (crushes of the week) to creepy counselors to Christian worship knock-off music being sung in unison, there's a lot to talk about. Please note this episode may contain paid endorsements and advertisements for products and services. Individuals on the show may ha…

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Introducing Rose Bridge 2:14

4M ago2:14

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Hi, I'm your host, Rose Bridge. We're gunna talk about music now. XoBy Maximum J. Murphy

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Married people have crushes too?! 53:32

4M ago53:32

53:32

My partner Bentley joins to kick-off our new once-a-month campfire chat tradition. We answers all your burning questions (how to start swearing, what not to bring up around Mormon family members, how I feel about the criticism for wearing a tank top dress to a temple wedding). Then things get a little juicier as we open up about how we navigate por…

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Man’s Genesis: Adam, Eve, and the Garden of Choices | Doctrine | S1E4 [4] 51:00

4M ago51:00

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Send us a Text Message. Have you ever pondered the cosmic ballet of chaos and order that shaped the very fabric of existence? Join us as we traverse the enigmatic creation narrative, grappling with the origins of evil in a world created by a perfect Deity, and examining the role of moral agency in the human experience. Our discussion takes a deep d…

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FOUND JESUS, LEFT MORMONISM with Nicole Mitchell 1:18:45

4M ago1:18:45

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Connecting with Jesus was the catalyst for Nicole leaving the LDS church. After telling her Mormon story (which includes addiction, foster care & a temple marriage at 18), we dig into her love of Jesus now as a post-Mormon. I admit my own Christianity hangups and we get into all the tricky dynamics between people of Christian faith and those who ha…

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The Common Mormon & The Good Death 47:41

4M ago47:41

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Sister Lisa shares the story and meaning of her first tattoo, an update on her feelings around her grad school experience, and her thoughts on reading ‘The Testaments’ by Margaret Atwood. The siblings then discuss recent thoughts around death and the treatment of remains, and their potential preferences for their own bodies. — The Common Mormon: Pa…

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PATRIARCHAL CURSINGS 58:56

4M ago58:56

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We’re talking Mormon fortune-telling aka patriarchal blessings. And how, for many ex-Mormons, they were less of a blessing and more of a curse. I give a little patriarchal blessing 101, share about the significant way my blessing changed my life and then read and unpack listener submissions about the crazy things their blessings said. Please note t…

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Faith Crisis or Plot Twist? Navigating the Unexpected | Principle | S1E3 [3] 43:47

4M ago43:47

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Send us a Text Message. Embarking on a journey through the tumultuous process of faith transitions, Tyler Gordon and Sam Binns confront the emotional whirlwind that accompanies questioning one's deeply-held beliefs. Our episode today isn't just another tale of spiritual struggle; it's an intimate exploration of transformation, paralleling the scrip…

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Let's talk about (ex-religious) sex! 1:18:45

4M ago1:18:45

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Sex therapist and self-proclaimed sex witch Aimee Heffernan talks us through all things sexual health. She answers questions about pornography, masturbation and non-monogamy from a post-religious perspective. Her openness and enthusiasm about sex is inspiring, especially for those of us with a lot of baggage (ahem, purity culture) around our own se…

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Weyes Blood's music video for "Movies" 21:50

5M ago21:50

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The first five seconds of the music video for the song "Movies" by Weyes Blood; a poem by Fiona Davidson entitled "Fire in Water;" a box as a metaphor for one's identity as, for example, a mother.By Maximum J. Murphy

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Ruby Franke & the Mormonism of it all 1:05:51

5M ago1:05:51

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When it comes to the Ruby Franke case, many of us are wondering- how Mormon is all of this? Samantha Shelley and I answer that question today from our ex-Mormon perspective. We discuss purity culture, the character of Mormon God, when "honor thy father and mother" goes too far and how we feel about Ruby and Jodi's recent statements in court. Please…

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Before Birth: “Our birth is but a sleep and a forgetting…” | Doctrine | S1E2 [2] 41:33

5M ago41:33

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Send us a Text Message. Are the choices we make in this life mere ripples from a pre-existing ocean of our eternal selves? My fellow spiritual seeker Tyler Gordon and I, Sam Binns, invite you to explore this profound question as we unravel the mysteries of our premortal life, where agency isn't just a concept—it’s our soul's currency. Discover the …

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CATHOLIC SCHOOL DROPOUT 1:16:37

5M ago1:16:37

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Evelyn fell DEEP into fundamental Catholicism as a struggling teen, to the point of only wearing skirts (even to go swimming). But once she started at Franciscan University, the fundamentalism became too much. Her journey includes discovering her sexuality, being told her panic attacks might be demonic and ultimately being intimidated into withdraw…

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I KISSED A GIRL AT GIRLS CAMP 54:14

5M ago54:14

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Gather 'round the fire for some wild stories from Mormon girl's camp. These tales include traumatizing object lessons, "snipe hunting" and getting secretly stoned under the stars. And I even sing my favorite girl's camp song! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/hayley-rawle/support Please note this episode may contain …

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Meet The Hosts | Pilot | S1E1 [1] 20:05

5M ago20:05

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Send us a Text Message. Have you ever wandered off your spiritual path only to find your way back with a heart full of conviction? That's my, Tyler's, story—one of rediscovery and renaissance within the realm of faith. Together with Sam, whose unwavering commitment has only deepened through scholarly pursuit, we bring to you 'From Grace to Grace,' …

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THE CHURCH BROKE OUR FRIENDSHIP 1:24:32

5M ago1:24:32

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BFFs since third grade, Tanner and I experienced most of our faith journeys together. When Tanner came out as gay and then left the Mormon church, I was still hanging on to my progressive Mormon ways. Because of these differences, we broke up. Now that we’ve reconciled, we have lots to say about how the church can come in between people. Thank God …

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Season 1 Prelude: The Journey Begins | Trailer | S1E0 [0] 3:23

5M ago3:23

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Send us a Text Message. Discover the power of perspective as Tyler Gordon and Sam Binns unite for an uncharted exploration of faith in the inaugural season of the "From Grace to Grace" podcast. We're not your typical scholars or scriptural masters; we're two guys with a passion for the gospel of Jesus Christ—Sam, a lifelong member, and Tyler, a ret…

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OVERSHARING IS CARING 1:06:23

6M ago1:06:23

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TMI? Never! This episode I answer all your juicy questions and make a few confessions along the way. We’re chatting about wandering thoughts while married, my beef with progressive Mormons, making sense of past spiritual experiences and what I think about “homewreckers.” Thanks for letting me (over) share. --- Support this podcast: https://podcaste…

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Ex-Cult Member ROASTS Jubilee’s Mormons vs Ex-Mormons! (ep 8) 2:02:11

6M ago2:02:11

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Oh what a fun video! Jubilee recently posted an episode on Mormons vs. Ex-Mormons—this is me reacting to that video. I of course grew up Fundamentalist Mormon, so I will also share additional historical context from a Fundamentalist Mormon perspective.LINKS1) Original Jubilee Video: https://youtu.be/Run1f29po8g?si=UbPR9Jmi82ZckQHX2) When I was on J…

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Moana (2016) 11:42

6M ago11:42

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Moana (2016) and how being assigned female at birth left me feeling like Te Kā from the film; how the song "Know Who You Are" from the film describes my experience as a trans man.By Maximum J. Murphy

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INFERTILITY & FAITH w/Jaci Marie Smith 1:26:31

6M ago1:26:31

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Jaci tells the whole story of her infertility journey, focusing on the faith aspect of things. We discuss how we feel about “God’s timing”, how Jaci hopes to parent outside of the strict rules of Mormonism and what it's like to be a couple of gals who sometimes need to be "humbled" by whatever higher power might be out there. --- Support this podca…

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FORGIVE US FOR WE HAVE SINNED 1:02:22

6M ago1:02:22

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Today Ty French and I get to play Mormon bishop and, spoiler alert, we’re sending some of you straight to jail (forget the sacrament)! We read your confessions which include a steamy encounter with a cousin, a “teensy affair” with a BYU professor and sexting with the Elders. I don’t know if I’ll ever see Mormons the same way again. --- Support this…

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