I return to thee, episode in hand! In the months of my absence, I learned a few things. Enjoy hearing their early descriptions.

Tremendous loss sometimes needs an outlet. I chose to share my state with you.

First Episode In a while Also, First Episode recorded in UTTER pain!! Hear me out. Let's Process this together.

Most of why you are is BECAUSE you are. We often cannot handle the truth because we are aware of it and choose to be in denial of it all. Stings to admit circumstances of my making, the end result is worth it. Here goes everything!

The pause ends now!! Thank you for supporting this podcast. Here's an episode to catch up and give some context to why i tend to disappear from time time. Work load is what it is. I am glad you're still with me on this journey. Enjoy!

Information is power, especially to the one who passes it on. Keeping it to yourself is also as powerful. 'weapons to the initiated?' My attempts to comprehend.

In readiness for the new calendar, Figured I'd use one of these last few episodes for sharing the little game I have.

Im sharing this episode as a way to start talking about letting my guard down. Bare with me,

Some of us may remember this phrase from television. 'sit down and think of what you did!' Detention, they call it, Well, In my absence, i did a lot of self questioning. Some of what I've learnt thus far,

In my absence, it became clearer that we should all play to our strengths. Some don't know what theirs are. Heck, what their limitations could be. My challenge to you all.

the thin line between 'crazy' and 'obsessive' is walked when a thought becomes even more. As I continue to better understand My ideas, Here's some of my understanding thus far.

Once again, this quote, visits the podcast: 'You Keep campaigning, you're gonna get elected'. There is a power we wield that we aren't treating with the respect so completely holds. Hear me out...

There's a reason why those kids with active imaginations, lucky enough to read Calvin and Hobbes, are as amazing to me as those who read fantasy books. They had a fuel I so wish I had. Enjoy an episode that was inspired by one of the crash courses I'm taking to join y'all.

Celebrating successes and acknowledging that I should be more proactive. Jump into execution.

The tug of war between, creator and consumer has suffered greatly in recent years. As such, the creator will make compromises that they feel will keep the consumer coming back. I feel some push back in needed. Yet again, I ask that you indulge me for a bit....

There's a moment in film, novels, entertainment in general! where the lead character finds out something they sought was right under their nose all along. I had such an experience the morning of this episode and I could not help but share my findings thus far!!

To gain the world and then be ungrateful that you did. Been noticing a lot of that lately and I have chosen to take a first look at both the audience and the person of regard.

You cant face a world you aren't studying. This is something I always write or say out loud, to make things right. As I learn, Please walk with me.

There are many ways to look at the world and try make your impact in it. Some chose to rule, some chose to obey, many of us hope to play our fair part and make it comfortable for all to have their moment in the light. Make all voices be heard. Inclusion is always a good place to start. However, should we not try be a tad bit aggressive in finding o…

A skit in the track POWER off the mix-tape BAR EXAM 4 by Royce Da 59' had the following words "Everybody wants to be a beast!...until its time to do what beasts do". As one constantly endeavors to find his inner 'beast mode', I looked to influences I have, not only in history and film, but also in Music and entertainment. Based off my current concl…

I made this episode to highlight the respect and admiration I have for Kenyan Published animator and artist, Salim Busuru, This man is one of the few of My generation who pushes the envelope and inspires me in everything that he endeavors. My take on the greatest of us.

Strength in numbers is a fact, if you are lucky enough to have right group of people around you. During my hiatus from making the show, I've been lucky enough to finally have core people who make it possible for me to say, 'I'll let you take care of that.' what I've learnt in my absence...

In continuation of my previous episode, I am one who feels we need to know what the 'battlefield' is right in-front of us. Look forward to hearing from you on @PBlankevumbi on twitter. What's your take on this episode.

Best way of addressing a situation is by first recognizing what it is. Seeing as I'm still chewing this big bite of curiosity, I'll let the episode speak for me.

If there's one valued lesson I've learnt through the journey of making this podcast, its that having a different out like is a plus. If we all were in agreement on everything and accepted blanket perceptions, nothing would be Innovated. Here's a glimpse on how I curate the podcast,

In this episode, I attempt viewing the world, speculatively, through the eyes of a woman. See all that has been and, hopefully not end up causing more of a rift from the strides they've already taken without the help of my sex (the male). Here's hoping it is received with the intent i made it with.

In my lifetime, I got to witness the increase in talent getting to surpass the relationships that may lead to stoppage of potential impact. As one who exists in this advantage, here's my take.

There's no experience worse than being caught, flat footed. That being said, I decided to share an example of one who took dire circumstances and flipped to betterment of more than himself. You may find this a good piece of research to dive into.

We literally are living in the times when the only thing being served by life is lemons. I Think the lemonade of life is only way to go. The story of Athens being attacked by Sparta brought to light, the importance of putting rationality in the forefront of decision making. For your consideration... enjoy…

If you've ever been excessively infatuated with a love interest, this is the episode for you! To love and be loved is sometimes such a frightful thought, especially for a man. we then choose to get defensive, resorting to sex as the extent to which we feel love is attained. my thoughts.

So much self discovery in these COVID times, I will spare you the long winded intro. the episode speaks for itself.

Heard this from THE JOE BUDDEN PODCAST, "you can't expect all members of a team to have the same aspirations'. True indeed. In the last episode, i spoke to a situation i was wrapping my head around. In the time away, here are some takes i got.

'That which we see in ourselves, both negative and positive, we project on to others.' this is done either as a coping mechanism or as a way to berate them so as to remain high. I'm going through a bit of this, I'm afraid. Hopefully, my sharing helps me get a better understanding of it all.

In the weeks I've been away, quite a lot had taken place in my professional life. That I spent't the months before curfew, bettering my understanding and readiness for that which was coming, this episode recaps the different strides taken and lessons learnt. Enjoy!!

We don't all get a chance to try again in certain fields. I get excited when my back is against the ropes, yet still I'm let in the room. Here's an episode about one of my first steps towards redemption.

'Who chooses to not be intimate, when a happy heart sometimes leads to even greater existence?' That would be me. I revisited the reason why I'm going on three years as a single man and how I feel about it so far. Nothing is written in stone, That much, I will say.

Though I've been advocating for the betterment of self during quarantine, some of my entertainment, lead me down the rabbit hole of questioning, just how many may be turning this situation into a profit, but of a darker nature? See if i'm over thinking this...

The cards dealt to us in life, we cannot help but try make the best of them. Some, to avoid being contrarian, do as they're told. I did, once. What i became, on the other side, is what i speak on today. Hope it makes sense to you as it does to me.

the iconic superhero character that lead me to wanting a trial at animation and comic books is one, I feel had a purpose in his existence that, lately feels out of place, but necessary, The episode may bring light to what I mean.

When the planet hands you lemons, you make the best of it to fight off cold symptoms. I chose to share some of the ways i've been coming into acceptance of the covid 19 circumstances. Maybe you'll find value in that which i've gone with.

Some of those who wish ill on the chosen, will go above and beyond to hinder the growth to be. Fortunately, when you are in large numbers, you're able to make it out, regardless. This episode is dedicated to those who know that, Quarantine times are no only for your physical health, but a perfect excuse to regroup as an individual.…

If there's any product that moves faster in the age of information, it's one that is connected to outrage. There was a piece that lead to this episode of the podcast, oddly enough, i also came across information that also touched on it. hear me out.

the entertainment world has chosen to be on the forefront of making 'Quarantine and chill' endurable. I wanted to take the time to give the Djs of the world, their roses. They've made it possible to have the to question how best to turn a bad situation into a growing method of better exposure. My humble thoughts.…

we hold on to the wrongs done to us so much so, sometimes, we never evolve past it. If it's not physical harm, maybe growing past that which was, is the only way to make the best of the future. As uninformed as that statement may seem, hear me out.

Competition can either mold you or destroy you. The determining factor is an individuals level of preparedness and, or capability to see through the journey. In these times where the future is unpredictable, I offer this episode as a suggestion of what to consider attending to, during lock down.

we're drawing closer and closer to the total shut down of the planet. Makes you wonder why despotic futures are always appealing to draw and write about. still, there are observations and silver linings to consider. My two cents.

Entertainment is an ever changing animal. It continues to evolve in its technologies and as such, younger contributors come to the fore because they grew up side by side with the innovations. This episode is dedicated to those of us who get mad at younger minds coming in and growing to quick.

For the first time in my existence, the whole world is on lock down. As one who seeks the silver lining in everything I am, this is thee best time to get into your creator bag or your 'self searching bag! here are a few suggestions on how to get bye.

It's one thing to keep people safe, its completely another to get them scared of even leaving the house. Not making light of the health risk it is to go on with every day life, but to a certain extent, something's got to give, my humble suggestion.

Ever step in a creative journey counts. Every mark made that lead others to even greater heights, moves the bar. I have followed the lead of people younger and older than me, through it all, I grow better for it. Here are some random epiphanies i came across.