My life is a tragic story of late. I have always had a interest in Child pornography my whole life. When I had a kid of my own, I thought those feelings might change. Now I realized they will never change. I think about my own child at times in a sexual nature and I don’t know what to do... I have worked in the Cannabis, Mushroom and illicit drug business. Peddling things fro E, meth and of recent Fentanyl and doing drugs seems to be the only release my mind receives from thinking of childre ...