Weekly public talks recorded live at the Angel City Zen Center
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Transform your city with Holy Spirit Power!Tom Ruotolo, founder of Power and Love, has now started City Quake! The vision of City Quake is to come alongside the pastors and leaders in a city and equip the Christians to grow in a lifestyle of love and power so that this amazing good news of Jesus will penetrate the hearts of the lost! City Quake will host 3 ½ day activation events in a region (much like a Power and Love) and then build on what the Holy Spirit does through a 2 month campaign c ...
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A gritty True Crime Podcast focusing on unexplained murders, paranormal reported mysteries, and sinister plot twists from the dark side. Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/smokeafterdark/support
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From the border city of Hatay, Strait Talk brings special coverage of Turkey's anticipated military intervention in Syria's Idlib province.
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TechToROMs is the best site to download ROMs, Games, and Emulators. We have a wide selection of free and premium games and emulators for iOS, Android, PC, and Mac. Name: Techtoroms Website: https://techtoroms.com/ Gmail: techtoroms.com@gmail.com Street: 4366 Golden Ridge Road City: Latham State: New York Zipcode: 12110 Country: United States Number: (+1) 2025550128
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Interviewing 3 people on the big one and preparations
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John chats to Harley Carnes, a CBS Radio News anchor and correspondent, based in New York.
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Shake the Quake (Confidence & Certainty) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“Zen is not an established technique. It's sitting down and admitting that nobody can tell you what is right but you. No one knows the ground beneath your feet but you. Nobody can bear witness for you. And when something really shakes you, there can be a powerful moment where all of the sudden you just know one thing for certain. But it might be di…
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Controlled Demolition (Anger) w/ Chris Arnett
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“If there is just one person in the world, he will always be neutral. If someone is very angry, but is the only person in the world, he's a little crazy.“ - Kobun Chino Chris opens up the pandoras box of trying to productively deal with anger. We get angry, we vow not to indulge it, we know we can’t wish it away. Is it wisdom, skill, or spiritual b…
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You are Invited (Harmony & Discord) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“The most destabilizing thing I know is trying to impose harmony on other people. Because it always finds a way to explode. Everything finds a way to come out.” - Dave Cuomo Dave looks into harmony and discord, and whether trying to all just get along means suppressing our unruly little individualities (as much of our teachings and training seem to…
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Revenge Fantasy #3 (What Am I Doing Here??) w/ Samm
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“Revenge fantasy #3: Live a satisfactory life. Rescue from the rubble what I still love about Buddhism…” - Samm Samm brings us the unvarnished story of what she’s doing and why she’s here as a second generation Zennie growing up in Buddhist America; a story of snake oil salesmen, tyrants, a revenge best served warm, and a Buddhism that somehow surv…
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Spiritual Security (Spacetime & Community) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“If you don't want a boss, don't need a boss. If you don't like your country, be a better one.” - Dave Cuomo Dave takes us out to the odd intersection where the warm fuzzies of scrappy boot strap community organizing meet the wild and wonderful mysticisms of space, time, and being. Can all that trippy transcendent brain candy of Zen philosophy help…
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In this episode of Smoke After Dark, the Funeral for a Crow is an impactful dialogue of who the American Crow is. The rest is an old crow legend.WORKS CITEDhttps://www.audubon.org/field-guide/bird/american-crow https://www.audubon.org/magazine/think-crow-funerals-are-strange-wait-until-you-see-wakehttps://www.mentalfloss.com/article/544646/why-crow…
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Holy High (Intoxicants) w/ Patrick Carroll
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“Let it run. Let your mind go. Let it wear itself out like a kid running around going crazy while their parents say, ‘They’ll sleep good tonight.’”- Patrick Carroll Patrick draws on the full education of his bartending certificate and his sobriety chips to sort through our most intoxicating impulses with a deeply person talk on the 5th precept - no…
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I Blame God (Regret & Responsibility) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“I have no self. I'm fully responsible for everything. I can't control anything. Also I'll do better next time. Also we don't technically believe in time...” - Dave Cuomo Do we need to change the world, or do we need to change ourselves? Dave tries to figure out if Buddhism is advocating for supreme personal responsibility, or ultimate social accou…
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Pop! (Music, Sound, and Consciousness) w/ Robert Holliday
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“If you dislike a sound, listen to it again. If you still dislike it, listen to it again. If you dislike that, listen to it again. And if you like something, listen to it again. If you still like it, listen to it again…” - Robert Holliday Robert demonstrates how creativity can lead to realization in an autobiography of deconstructing himself throug…
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In this episode we begin the Quebec Mystery Miniseries, presented by Smoke After Dark, featuring the Werewolf of Quebec City! Enjoy the shocking details from this urban legend narrated by the generational voice, Preston Olson. SOURCE/CREDIT: https://quebeccity101.com/werewolf-quebec-city/SOURCE/CREDIT: https://thisiscanadiana.com/blogposts/2017/11/…
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Win/Win/Win (Spiritual Attainments) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“Don't sell yourself short. It's been done by lesser people than you. It might've even been done by you when you weren't paying attention and didn't count it.” - Dave Cuomo Dave takes a nitty gritty bare bones look at spiritual attainments in Buddhism while trying to find out where Zen gets it credibility from, whether we can trust them on that, an…
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Little Awakenings (Stuckness) w/ Jitsujo Gauthier
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“Just living my life has a very big effect on the planet, there's a cost to me living my life. And, I still belong here. I have just as much right to belong here as the crickets, and greedy politicians, or righteous beautiful people.” - Jitsujo Gauthier Jitsujo helps us find a way through the stuckness of the internalized hierarchies that can both …
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Resting Bodhi Face (No Pressure) w/ Sara Campbell
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“We're not here to be martyrs, we’re not here to take care of others at our own expense. The more I respect myself, the more I can support and give to others.” - Sara Campbell Sara tries to find out what it takes to find contentment in any weather. Do we owe it to the world to be pleasant people, and if not can our bs be at least entertaining? Are …
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Mystery of Black Vaughan, Wars of the Roses, & Smoke Dogs
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Revealing every battle from the Wars of the Roses, which led to the Legend of Black Vaughan, with a special Smoke Dog exclusive! SOURCES/CREDITS: Mystery of Black Vaughan, Wars of the Roses, & Smoke Dogs (youtube.com) --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/smokeafterdark/support…
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A Magnanimous Mess (Conflict & Zen) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“Shitsticks become dirty to clean us. If these are not Buddhas, what is?“ - Shundo Aoyama After a messy month of his own, Dave gives us a Zen (and personal) look at conflict in practice, how it happens, whether it’s a problem, and how to work with it in meditation and maybe even with other people. Can we meditate arguments away? Is there a healthy …
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“The dissidents, the ones who disagree, the most eccentric figures… in the world where Soto Zen teaching is alive, these figures become the leadership.” - Gyokei Yokoyama Gyokei has an unfortunate incident at his temple and takes the opportunity to contemplate his life choices, question entanglements, questions the tradition, and give us a little d…
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In this video, I unravel the mystery surrounding The Golem of Prague. SOURCE/CREDIT: https://www.viewfromprague.com/legend-of-prague-golem/SOURCE/CREDIT: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Golem SOURCE/CREDIT: By user Thander - http://pt.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ficheiro:Golem.JPG, Public Domain, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=8873104SOURCE/C…
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The Angry Cloud Diaries (Monastery Report pt 2) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“Roshi said, go outside and look at the moon and I promise you, you will be enlightened. but I looked tonight and there was no moon. What’s so wrong with us the way we are, Roshi? an angry cloud wants to know” - Angry Cloud Dave gives us a raw and honest report on his personal experience at the monastery over the Spring. Does Zen inherently breed c…
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In this video, I uncover the events leading up to the death of Ken McElroy. Doing a deep dive into what made Ken McElroy start down a path of destruction, and the fallout from the town after he took his final breath. Concluding with a powerful message you don't want to miss! Thank you for watching! Visit oddmanout.ninja for more! SOURCE/CREDIT: By …
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The Corpse of Wisdom (Monastery Report pt 1) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“If we want to be true to the tradition of Zen, what were the ancients doing? They were throwing away tradition and recreating it for their time and place. And it worked gangbusters.” - Dave Cuomo Dave returns home from his final round of monastery training with a few thoughts on this whole Zen thing (and a two parter of a talk). This week! The his…
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"There's an very easy way to become a Buddha. Stop doing things wrong.” - Dogen Muhō, Former longtime abbot of Antaiji Monastery (home temple of Kodo Sawaki), treats us to a talk about best practices for farming students and the self, and why zazen alone might not be the answer to Zen. Do each of us really create the whole universe, and if so, how …
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A Shorter Conversation (Arguments & Conflict) w/ Emily Eslami
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“One of the hardest things about being human is that you have to be with other human beings.” - Emily Eslami In a particularly divided year, in a particularly divisive culture, Emily tackles the uncomfortableness of living with other human beings, and how to manage argument and conflict as a practice all their own. When should we speak up and when …
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In this episode I go into detail about the mystery surrounding the Hoosac Tunnel. Beginning with the origins through the dark lore surrounding the project. CREDIT/SOURCE: https://newenglandhistoricalsociety.com/hoosac-tunnel-disaster-1867/CREDIT/SOURCE: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hoosac_TunnelCREDIT/SOURCE: By Alexrk2 - Own work, CC BY 3.0, http…
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Don’t Worry, It Gets Worse w/ Corey Warner
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“Illness vanishes. Stress vanishes. Depression vanishes. So where do they go? Don't worry. If you want, you can pull them back at any moment.“ - Gary Shinshin Wick Corey gets a bad diagnosis and gets inspired to give us some Zen teachings on sickness - how to deal with it, how to view it, and how to work with it as practice. Can we meditate the pai…
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“It freaks me out to even think about ordaining someone whose goodness hasn't been shattered.” - Gyokei Yokoyama First, we learn to be good. Then we have that goodness shattered. And then, when we stop trying to do anything, the true goodness can shine through. Dave walks us through Baizhang’s three teachings to try to find out if we are inherently…
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Gnarly Fields of Chill (Twisted Karma) w/ Jordan Mylet
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“Be nice to yourself, include yourself in that ancient twisted karma, allow for the inevitability of people just being people and how irritating that is, but then also how beautiful it is too.“ - Jordan Mylet Jordan takes us on a guided tour of our ancient twisted karma - what it is, where it comes from, and what the hell we’re supposed to do with …
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Barefoot & Drinking (Poetry Corner) w/ Henry Zander
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“Westerners like to conquer mountains. Easterners like to contemplate them. As for me, I like to taste them” - Santoka Taneda Henry brings us a highly entertaining poetry hour as we follow the the lives and words of two Buddhist poets; Miyazawa Kenji trying to help the masses one annoyed farmer at a time, and Santoka Kenji picking himself up from a…
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The Lighter Side of Darkness (Story Time) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“We are the lonely all together. All together, we’re all alone.” - John Prine Dave indulges us in a little story time while also indulging in some explananing of how koans work with a classic tale of dharma drama, jealous rivalries, and onomatopoetic poetry. What should we ask in practice discussion when we don’t know what to say? Can we find a saf…
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The Shadow of Happiness (The 5 Powers) w/ Sara Campbell
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“I've seen too much, man. I know what's out there. And it's not all bad. And it's also not all good.” - Sara Campbell Sara revels in the nightmare of a beautiful spring evening, the fragility of the daffodils, the darkness of the rain, and the five powers that can turn that nightmare into a perfectly present dream. How do we remember to notice the …
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“When the problem is a part of you, there is no problem, because you are the problem itself.” - Shunryu Suzuki Emily brings us a meditation on problems, problem solving, and all the machinations, rationalizations, and somersaults we do to try to prove that our problems are somewhere outside of ourselves, and then what happens when we start to point…
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Lost & Found (Meaning & Purpose) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“It’s not an attainment, it’s a lament.” - Dave Cuomo Dave tries to figure out his purpose and articulate what meaning in Zen is while trying to give a talk in a park with threatening geese and impending rain on a retreat not going entirely to plan. What are the stages of meaning making and how do we rate? Is Dave’s level as off the charts as he cl…
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An Awesome Group of Weirdos (The Fruits of Zazen) w/ Sara Campbell
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“The biggest change for me is to stop feeling like I should have it all figured out. And stop believing that anyone else does; and finding it a deep red flag if they claim to.” - Sara Campbell Sara marks her five year anniversary with ACZC by taking stock and admitting how maybe all this goalless practice has changed her for the better, while the s…
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“If somebody is an a-hole, they must be going through something tough. And they’re making it as bad or worse for themselves as they are for anyone they're hurting. So they deserve just as much care as anybody else suffering from the what they're dealing out. That's a hard truth I want to wrestle with. Because I believe it, but I'm not always instin…
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The Winning Ticket (Spiritual Bypassing) w/ Tanya Orlov
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“The winning ticket, the unfortunate truth, is that you have to take a good look at your bullsh*t before you can get to the good stuff.” - Tanya Orlov Tanya brings us some wise warnings about our purported wisdoms with an in depth look at spiritual bypassing; what it is, how to know when we’re doing it, and how it might be holding us back from the …
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Mutual Conspiracy (Sonic Meditations) w/ Robert Holliday
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“There's no reason sound can't be appreciated wherever you're at. It's always there. We think something has to be dramatic or highly structured, but there's always structures to find in our minds. We have that freedom in our own being to be able to see with what's there, with what's here, with what's happening.” - Robert Holliday Robert explores th…
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Your Kindness & Your Hatefulness (See y’all soon) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“Can we keep the goofy light heartedness of being rebel antagonists, along side the sincerity of really caring? Can we care and be funny at the same time? And you know what I've seen us do? Exactly that. And that delights me. Thank you everybody.” - Dave Cuomo Dave gives us his “See Y’all Soon” address before hungry ghosting us for the Spring with …
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Rote Reverence (Rituals) w/ Gyokei Yokoyama
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“First, there's ‘the thing that I want to do.’ They strip that away completely. Then when we’re hollow and empty they come back and ask, ‘So now, what do you really, really want?’” - Gyokei Yokoyama Gyokei pulls back the curtain on the rituals and forms of Zen, the true koan of the Soto School, to find out if there's any meaning in the method or ma…
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“In order to learn something new, first you have to be confused about it. If you aren't confused about it, you already know what it is and then you're not learning anything.” - Jitsujo Gauthier Great sangha friend Jitusjo brings us hard won personal tips and tricks for navigating the confusion and fear of the inner world, and the discomfort we migh…
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At the edge of Yosemite National Park, a waterfall has a story to tell. The Evil Spirt of Po-ho-no is said to lurk around the Haunted Bridal Veil Falls. Listen to this episode to hear the lore around the Evil Spirit of Po-ho-no and the Haunted Bridal Veil Falls! Visit oddmanout.nina/paranormal to read more wild stories such as this! Full transcript…
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A Clever Game (What Am I Doing Here??) w/ Pedro Peres
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“Whatever goals you accomplish, you're still the same. There's still that same emptiness - there's still something missing. There's always going to be something missing. And that's okay.” - Pedro Peres Long time sangha friend Pedro Peres regales us with the story of what he’s doing and why he’s here - from early forays into beating koans at their o…
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F#@k Around and Find Out (Prajna (Wisdom)) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“Think for yourselves. Be unruly. Challenge what we tell you, Challenge what I think I know about how this place should work. That’s what all the old teachings tell us to do - even if it is kind of inconvenient to have a room full of people thinking for themselves when you’re trying to run a Zen Center.” - Dave Cuomo In the final installment of his…
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The Messy Middle (The Curse of Self Awareness) w/ Heather Ross
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“You can't sit motionless for 30 minutes without learning something, and when that happens day after day, we learn and we learn. Like it or not, we learn.” - Heather Ross Heather opens up the Pandora’s Box of zazen and takes a hard and healing look at the hidden aspects of ourselves that inevitably unhide themselves through regular sitting. How do …
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Dharmically Unqualified (Dharma Combat) w/ Gyokei Yokoyama
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“Liberation means being liberated from the inclination to ignore our flaws - to dismiss them, hide them, divert or disguise them.“ - Gyokei Yokoyama Gyokei unravels the deeper meaning of Dharma Combat on the eve of ACZC’s first ever attempt at such a ceremony. What qualifies someone to be a Zen teacher? Is a vow to liberate all beings actually good…
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Liberty’s Laments (Year of the Wood Dragon) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“There's a freedom, a pit, a dropping off into something you don't know and don't necessarily trust… It takes a strange kind of trust to let go of everything you’ve known as you.” - Dave Cuomo Dave celebrates the year of the wood dragon with evocative writings on dragons, frogs, and earthworms singing through the hollow trees of you and me. What ca…
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A Subtle Sober Magic (Zazen) w/ Gyokei Yokoyama
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“There's some discomfort there, and there's some comfort there. And when you let that go… it's quite a revolution.” - Gyokei Yokoyama Gyokei gives us fully fleshed out, bare bones official Soto Zen explanations and instructions for zazen - body, breath, and mind. How does it work? How much should it hurt? Are Westerners doing it right? Is Japan doi…
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Unraveling the Mystery of Goatman's Bridge. In Alton, Texas a mystery wrapped in a mystery has psyched people out for years. Inspired by elements from this story. --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/smokeafterdark/support
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A Seat at the Table (Meditation) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“Probably the best we can train for is to get a seat at the table where our decisions are made; which is not where we're usually hanging out. Usually we’re hanging out after the fact writing propaganda to justify what we just did.” - Dave Cuomo In the penultimate episode to our paramita series, Dave takes on the big one for Zen - meditation (aka Ze…
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The Problem With Happiness (What Am I Doing Here??) w/ Patrick Carroll
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“There ain't no answer. There ain't going to be any answer. There never has been an answer. That's the answer” - Gertrude Stein Patrick brings us the timeless tale of a Catholic kid trading his faith for the freedom of not quite knowing what the h*ll he’s doing. Along the way we get 30 years worth of ironic wisdom bombs, gleaned from a myriad of li…
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Effortless Efforts (Energy & Depression) w/ Dave Cuomo
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“It includes everything, no matter what. Even being depressed is part of it. That's why I don’t backslide like I used to anymore; because even if I do, I now know for certain that has weight and that's important too.” - Dave Cuomo Dave takes an honest look at energy, the much lauded and lamented fourth paramita, along with all the reasons such thin…
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A sun dog is an atmospheric phenomenon occurring more often than ever before in history. A frost quake is as rare as they come. Artic temperatures, and freezing water can trigger one. Listen for all the details! --- Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/smokeafterdark/support
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