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Brokenness leads to healing. I am part of the 2nd generation of the Way International. A Christian cult that I grew up in, or at least the remnants of. I left everything behind and found a messy, dangerous world filled with beautiful new friends and my own reckoning with the pains of the past. This was a year of my life that took me two and a half years to document and process. Through the help of celebrate recovery and pure desires ministry I’ve finally seen my own brokenness and how much m ...
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Broken Christian Super Fan Sean Stewart gets the chance of a lifetime to interview the man, the myth, the legend, the Broken Christian himself. We had a ton of fun recapping the journey of the Broken Christian podcast and how my viewpoints and life have changed during the process. Sean has been a huge encouraging force in my life and you can hear s…
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Bonus Episode! Let’s talk about Grandma and Grandpa. Come to MeChorusCome to me, all you hurting and you lostThe parts of you that don’t fit right, fit right inside my armsCome to me to be chosen and lovedYour fears will have an answer cause my love will be enoughVerse 1Let’s talk about your past, I know that story tooThe parts you don’t understand…
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Episode 12: Its time to pull everything together and land the podcast. JesusChorusJesus, I bow my heart to youJesus, Your love has broken throughAll my darkness and all my prideSo I give you my lifeVerse 1Jesus, thank you for the peaceThat I have in you, only in youYour presence is where my striving ceaseAnd where I’m made newWhere I’m made newVers…
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Episode 11: A trip around the world and a journey far from homeAre You Big EnoughVerse 1Today my losses don’t feel like gainsIt’s tough for me to let go of shameWhen I think of where I’d rather be My angry thoughts are filled with jealousyAm I thankful for who I amOr do I need more from lifeDo I have the right to be sadWhen so much of life is right…
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Episode 10: Storms and hurt are just part of life. Who is with you while you face them? Be With MeVerse 1I’m an angry man, who does the best he can not to be angry anymoreIt’s humbling to see, the things that I still need to learn from my Lord.ChorusJesus, be with me.Be with me againHold my hand through sorrowAnd show me howTo trust in you againTo …
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Episode 9: The Girl of My Dreams was starting to look like a nightmare and I was struggling against God.You Never LoseVerse 1How far do I run, until you loseYour grip on me that never seems to let me goHow well do I need to hide from youUntil you stop looking for me to showYou’re relentless in your pursuitThough I try my hardest you never loseThoug…
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Episode 8: The Girl of my dreams and the adventure of a lifetime. Be My GodVerse 1Help me on this treacherous roadSo I don’t gain the whole worldAnd forfeit my soulHold my hand and be close by my sideTell me don’t be afraidIt will be alright‘Cause I feel more lost than in the pastSo tell me time and time again, I’m on the right pathChorusBe my comf…
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Episode 7: Why not complicate matters more with an Ex-girlfriend from Ohio? She wasn’t really an Ex though...Does He Still Love Me?Verse 1I quit, and went, back to my jobTo the familiar seaBut even at home, I still feel lostLike something is still missingFollowing him was my greatest adventureBut now it just seems too hardCan I find the courage I’v…
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Episode 6: Where is home and who are the people you live life with?Oh JerusalemVerse 1Oh Jerusalem, why don’t you cry?And why don’t you, realize?The strength that you have is a lieAnd the weakness that you hideIs more beautiful than your prideI grew up within your wallsI walked in your ways, as one of the throngBut now I must leave,And follow where…
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Episode 5 : Emotionally Healthy Spirituality and Friends from the PastJobVerse 1Are you proud of me like Job?And brag about meTo your friends and enemiesOr is my name hardly known?Are you proud of me like Job?And that’s why I seeSuch great calamity?Or is that just the way life goes?Verse 2Are you treating me like Job?And waiting for meTo be done sp…
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Episode 4: New friends. Beautiful, Messy, Raw, Honest FriendsJesus in the BoatVerseA little boat out on the wavesWhere Jesus sleptWas caught up in a stormBut no one woke him yetUntil all hope was goneAnd they wouldn’t surviveThat’ when they learned a lessonFor all of lifeChorusIf Jesus is in the boatWe’ll make it to the next shoreAnd because of him…
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Episode 3: New Year’s Eve and the WallProdigal BrotherVerse 1I saw my brother leave todayI didn’t say goodbyeI know what he is thinkingI know what he is likeHe’s going to waste all that he hasBefore even knowsHe doesn’t deserve it anywaysSo might as well let him goChorusAnd I’ll just stay here workingTill I reach the endAnd tomorrow I’ll wake upAnd…
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Episode 2: New York City and NebuchadnezzarElijahVerse 1Elijah what are you doing here?I see you’re disappointedI see you’re full of fearI listened to your heart, I know that you hurtThe dreams you had yesterdayHave crashed and burned‘Cause the rain can’t satisfy you when you’re dealing with the next threatThe timing might surprise youYou might eve…
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Episode 1 : The Moment Things Broke He Cares For YouVerse 1I thought I earned all I ever wantedBut somehow it never turned out that wayI thought I learned more than I’d forgottenBut somehow I still went astrayBut I’ll look up, I’ll look up, I’ll look upChorusDeliverance is just around the corner‘Cause our Lord is so greatAnd I’m not alone for feeli…
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