Cough cough *our truth*. This is the most asked for episode in the history of our podcast. We have evolved a lot since our first season so we are sharing all things leaving religion, our experiences and tools we have use to heal an expand, and where we are now. We gave some updates in S01:E01 and S01:E09 if you want to follow more of the journey.…

Jalynn unpacks her recent transformation including why she left SeneGence (the company she's been with for almost 7 years), what she's doing now, and all the things that lead her to this point—the REAL "tea" ;) Here's a link to her youtube video referenced in the episode: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qfm9hfuKs4E…

Today Saunder & Jalynn talk about the reversal of roles in their marriage...not the bedroom. 😜 Saunder has experienced some recent transformation through working with a transformation coach, Egypt, the Journey to Nobody and other things. Show Notes: Saunder's Transformation Coach - Zach Blakeney: https://www.instagram.com/zackblakeney/ Journey To N…

Saunder and Jalynn experienced an "aha" in Ceremony together. The secret sauce has been pushing their life forward ever since...it's crazy how much has changed in only 4 weeks.

After the information and experiences that were revealed in "A Night with Ms. Molly" (previous episode), we are now (finally) ready to dive into more of what has happened since then and our life changing Egypt trip...

Saunder and Jalynn continue on their journey of expansion. This time with a special visitor, Ms. Molly—a visitor they never planned on visiting. 😜 Things don’t go as expected, for the better. 🙏🏼 They both discover two MAJOR blocks and connect like never before. But wait…. There’s more. Listen until the end to hear the roller coaster ride that has f…

We're back...and ready to dive into the last year of our lives. More specifically, SEX. This episode won't be anything you expected. It's real, raw and one of our most vulnerable episodes. See ya on the other side! [Apologies for Jalynn's mic on the highs]

We're back...and we get preachy. Too much division. Too many constructs. Too many things we're projecting our identity on.

It’s not what you think, unless you’ve experienced it. ;) Our opinions have changed dramatically around Plant Medicine and intentions over the last 9 months. In today’s episode we are chatting all about our experience with Psilocybin aka Mushrooms.We dive into our intentions, our new beliefs, some incredible (wild) experiences and the healing and g…

We are back and ready to dive into a BIG topic aka SEX. Being married for almost 8 years now, our biggest obstacle has been SEX! Lots of feelings, very vulnerable conversations, past trauma, tears on both sides and learning how to surrender. Maybe you can relate, and maybe you can’t. We would love to hear your perspective and don’t worry, there wil…

Just as we think we're starting to understand what surrendering really looks like, we get slapped in the face. Jalynn re-connects with her ex-husband and Saunder's inner voice convinces him he's going to lose Jalynn. Lots of emotions, lessons and growth in just a few weeks time span. This is one of our most real and heavy episodes.…

We interview a first day Shaman, Melissa Watts. Her mission is to help people heal themselves, so they can help heal the World. Melissa shares her experience with Mormonism, Divorce and a Global Awakening. We also talk at length about finding balance and overcoming programming. You can follow her on Instagram: @hellodarlinglife…

Starting a spiritual journey can be overwhelming. There are so many paths, so much information and possibly a lot of confusion. Today we share another one of our most asked questions, “where do I get started on my spiritual journey”? We hope that this will give you some direction to start healing and to find your spiritual path!…

We have our first guest on the podcast and one of the most sobering and important conversations to date. We're joined by the Founder of Exitus, Candace Rivera. It gets heavy. She shares all things Human Trafficking—how it varies across the world, Exitus's holistic approach to helping exited trafficked persons and many heart breaking stories. Learn …

Navigating life changes and parenting can be tricky! Hell, parenting period is just hard. We get asked all the time how we parent and how we plan on parenting in the future. We don’t have it figured out (does anyone?!), but we share it all! We're just trying to do our best. PS It may or may not end quickly....and we may or may not have been slightl…

Ya know those times where you just aren’t feeling it?! That deep connection that makes a relationship sooooo good?! IT’S GONE! But not forever. Saunder and Jalynn and feeling a little disconnected (such is life) and we are going to need a little listener participation on this one!

"Let’s talk about sex babyyyyyy, let’s talk about you and meeeeee”. Another week, another taboo topic. If we haven’t made you feel uncomfortable yet, let’s see what we can do this week! 😉 In today’s episode we cover all things sex; expectations, what works, what doesn’t, communication, and maybe a little bit on the TMI side. Enjoy!…

Did somebody say taboo? Comfortable or not, here we come! Yes, we are talking about the “m” word. Otherwise known as masturbation. In this episode we share our thoughts, insecurities, how masturbation works in our marriage, pros, cons, boundaries, and the list goes on and on. Hold onto your butts (or vibrator)! ;)…

One of the most frequent questions Saunder and Jalynn get asked is, "What does Saunder believe now?". Well this episode covers that, as well as where Jalynn is at in her beliefs.

Jalynn got cut in half. Saunder talks through his walls and how he's overcome them-ish. Due to popular demand, we talk through how we process and respond to "harsh" comments, especially from those we love!

The last year has been hard. Both Saunder and Jalynn have felt emptiness towards each other. In this episode they detail this emptiness, walking on egg shells, how they've been understanding towards each other and touch on how they've worked through it.

2020 has been quite the year! Actually, the last 12 months have been quite the year and we're adding to it! Get ready for BIG changes and a BIG life update...

Day 3 of the retreat and we go deeper than ever. As Samuel L Jackson once said, "Hold Onto Your Butts". Jalynn cries for 5 hours, discovers a heavy and confusing loss, AND HAS MASSIVE AMOUNTS OF HEALING. Saunder builds in his Universe and experiences enlightenment.

Day 2 of the retreat and things get really real. Saunder is introduced to his Spirit Guide or Animal. Jalynn has a dark experience and then a beautiful experience as she has a rebirthing of her VAGINA (she's working on saying it loud and proud). The Spiritual Experience continues.

The episode you've all been waiting for! This episode is all about the first day of the ceremony and taking the medicine. Jalynn & Saunder had completely different experiences. Jalynn uncovered things that happened in her past that were buried deeeeeep. Saunder had an epic battle with his ego and unleashed his warrior spirit. And then...they enjoye…

This is a loooonggg episode (listen at 1.5 or 2x ;). We told ourselves we weren't going to go deep and then we went deepish. We wanted to provide you guys with some more info of our journey and where we're at today. Jalynn get's raw. Saunder gets triggered. This is unedited and and we just kept the stuff we said we were going to edit out. Thursday …

Soooo...we lied to you guys last week. We decided to do an episode talking about Our Story. How we met. How Jalynn broke Saunder's heart. How Jalynn made Saunder's heart happy again (and her heart too ;). Marriage. Sex Expectations. Divorce? Little Char. SeneGence. Dream House. Dash. Spiritual Awakening. Pretty much a 10,000 ft view of what's happe…

A quick intro about Jalynn and Saunder and what we'll be discussing in episodes to come..