You're in a cycle of dating losers and you keep asking yourself, 'Why me?'. Well, sometimes it's you, you are making choices that are leading you to choose these people - but it's not all your fault. Sometimes we have generational trauma, parental woes, trauma bonds, the list goes on.. I'm breaking down how to see the flaws in ourselves while also …

** I know Hawaii is NOT an international flight - it just FELT like one ** I went to Hawaii with my mom for 11 days and I had THE BEST time. I met someone who showed me a different perspective on life, sang in front of strangers, did things scared, saw waterfalls, hiked, went to a gay bar, experienced dole whip, ate amazing food, fell in love with …

I am still going through it - so I figured you might be too. Here are the most healthy ways to get onto the other side of a breakup. I know we still want to reach out to them or fix the situation, but the best thing right now is space. Things like no contact, boundaries and surrounding yourself with YOUR people are what will ultimately get you thro…

Wow, it has been a MINUTE. I have been trying to process my emotions in a healthier way. I am so used to just pouring my soul that I lost sight of my own private moments to myself. Sometimes we have to hold things sacredly, against our chests, and just be. I have spent this time getting to the root causes as to why I keep making the same decisions,…

Okay, lets deep dive on dating, games (actual games you can play to get to know your partner better - it might end your relationship or make you fall more in love), where I'm at in my fitness journey & how you can start YOUR fitness journey/BETTER your routine, and I also sprinkle in some mental health at the end of the episode. Love you, mean it. …

Life updates, grad school, funny stories & new goals. Can't keep a girl down. Love you, mean it. xoxo c. Link to Blog: https://c1992mccarthy.wixsite.com/sbeauty Support The Show: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/manicandmed IG/TikTok: @manicandmedicated_ Email: manicandmedicatedpodcast@gmail.com Send Me A Text :) Support the Show.…

This is for all the girls who were terribly disappointed on Valentine’s Day - just know you’re worth it and he’s a god damn LOSER. I just officially ended things on Valentine's Day with the guy I was dating. I THOUGHT I would be worthy of receiving a rose petal at the very least but all I got was a shrug and a whole lot of nothing. SO, sit back, re…

Happy 2024! My year didn’t start off the way I had imagined but that doesn’t mean it’s all bad. Let’s discuss why I had a full blown anxiety attack, my forever changing self image, mental capacity, my first ever therapy session, dynamics in my personal relationships, raising sensitive kids, confidence and why I really hate social media. Love you, m…

I'm doing that TikTok trend where we talk about all the guys we've dated this year. Honestly, it's super therapeutic and funny to talk about the highs and lows of dating in your 30s. The people who I thought were so amazing, ended up being the worst. So cheers, to another year. If this year was unkind to you I hope 2024 is a bit brighter and I'll s…

I know - I knowwww. ROLL YOUR EYES. But for the people who are curious I have given up the drank and the smoke. Here are the reasons why I did so and how I feel currently. We're also going through the Matt Rife controversy, an update on my mental health, nicotine addiction & moreeee. Love ya, mean it. xoxo c. Link to Blog: https://c1992mccarthy.wix…

It’s the most wonderful time of the year - is it though? Some of us are basking in absolute happiness, while others are hanging on by a thread. Let's discuss why babies make me cry, what it’s really like being single during the holidays, being left empty handed in the dating world, waiting games, validity in your bitter bitch era, and fears to shar…

The restaurant industry is COLD… I recently had to deal with yet another mean girl. But this time? BABY we are taking the HIGH road! I document a real fight that occurred between a mentally unstable, ex-coworker and I. This is a reminder to be nicer to each other - but also TAKE NO SHIT. You can be the star shining bright, don’t ever give someone t…

TW: We will be discussing food disorders (bulimia, anorexia & binging). Food issues and disorders can be really tricky. Where do they come from? Why do some of us restrict, while others might binge? Is it possible to have issues with both? I take you inside the mind of someone who uses food as a form of control. But where does it stem from? Is ther…

*Recorded on Nov 6th 2023* It’s Scorpio Season and a NEW season of Manic & Medicated! Yesterday we celebrated my 31st birthday and Season 3 of the podcast! It wouldn’t be a celebration if I wasn’t late to it. Let’s talk about some life updates, crying at Starbucks, the cops calling me, going back to school, why I spoke to my ex boyfriend, MassHealt…

I went to the Pitbull, Ricky Martin & Enrique Iglesias concert. Yes, all of them were in attendance - these are my honest thoughts on the performance. What happened after the concert was definitely the highlight of my night. It’s funny, because last episode I spoke about how we need to be nicer to strangers in our real life. Humanity really upsets …

Helloooo fellow humans. I know everyone is in a state of sadness and despair so let's have a little chat and get real. I love to mix giggling and the state of the world together - it's a manic episode and I love having raw, off the rail conversations with you guys. Send me a message in the DMs on Instagram if you ever wanna chat about this episode …

*episode recorded 3 weeks ago* Well, long time no talk - I had a mammogram that got a little wild, a stranger got in my car after I said no, debunking rumors that I'm dating my guy friend, falling in love with a security guard, pen!s slideshow in Boston, dating red flags NOBODY talks about, and my cringey first date. Enjoy. Link to Blog: https://c1…

I downloaded Hinge for the first time in years. It's honestly so funny and I’m learning to not take myself so seriously. Am I trying to find my husband or potential partner? No. Am I leaning into self loathing and outside sources to raise up my confidence in a pathetic attempt to feel better? Maybe. But who cares? Let’s chat about depression, feeli…

I’m spilling the tea on the guy I recently dated - lemme tell you, it went to shit, lol. But I definitely learned a lot about myself and what I truly want in a partner. Dating sucks - the revolving door of asking people, ‘What’s your favorite color?’ mixed in with our shared experiences of childhood trauma gets old… but I’m not going to give up on …

Topics Discussed: Delusion Anxiety Your Brain Is Lying To You Chester Bennington Theory Gen Z vs. Millennials Rage Texting You Don't Know Shit Why Some People Give Me The Ick It's Okay To Not Know Success Working On My Foundation Unhealed Parts & more Link to Blog: https://c1992mccarthy.wixsite.com/sbeauty Support The Show: https://www.buymeacoffee…

Some girls get a new haircut, a pair of shoes, or get a fresh set of nails done when they are feeling off - I opt for a new experience. So… I decided to go skydiving. This is the full story of how I ended up attached to a stranger at 10,000 ft in the sky. Some people will call me crazy, while others know exactly why I chase after a new challenge. A…

I have my sister back on and we are discussing - dating, babies, dogs, debt, social media, medical stories, panic attacks, Sims, why I think everyone hates me, insecurities, hair loss, nervous tics, stims, moving, New England living, illegal tattoos, pumpkin spice lattes up the ass, discussing the future, a lot of giggling & more. Link to Blog: htt…

Putting everyone above yourself often results in feeling burnt out, resentful, and/or questioning what you want. I talk about why I'm no longer a people pleaser - toxic things I would do, gift giving, love languages, and an update on my last visit to the doctors. Ladies, check ya tits, and be your own advocate. If something feels off or weird consu…

TW/CW: Talks of death, suicide & trauma - check in with yourself before continuing on with this episode. I sit down with someone from my past, and we get into some really deep conversation. I haven’t spoke to Dana since our time in high school, so we have a lot to catch up on. We’re talking about childhood, panic attacks, self harm, medication, the…

TW/CW: Talks of death, suicide & trauma - check in with yourself before continuing on with this episode. I sit down with someone from my past, and we get into some really deep conversation. I haven’t spoke to Dana since our time in high school, so we have a lot to catch up on. We’re talking about childhood, panic attacks, self harm, medication, the…

Helllllo, and welcome to another episode where I have absolutely no direction and talk off the cuff. I have been having issues with my hair. I got ghosted by a guy I was never dating. Choosing forgiveness over being a cut throat bitch. I am finally looking at the glass half full in life. And WHY is negativity and being in a victim state so addictiv…

I pulled an all nighter and this was a result of it: 9-1-1 Calls Body Image Money Anxiety Childhood Trauma Obsessing Over Little Things Reviving My Blog Mel Robbins Theory Instagram Triggers Waiting To Date & more! Link to Blog: https://c1992mccarthy.wixsite.com/sbeauty Support The Show: https://www.buymeacoffee.com/manicandmed IG/TikTok: @manicand…

Helllllo, in today’s episode I will be going over my unfortunate run in with my ex, what happened at the doctor today, why I am now going to enjoy the journey and ignore the destination, and what are my ‘highs’ and ‘lows’/my likes and dislikes. If you enjoy banter, rants, and comedy, this one is for you! Support The Show: https://www.buymeacoffee.c…

Just this week a high school student, near me, has passed away in what looks like a suicide. Her classmates have since reached out to me to see if I would speak to their school about suicide prevention. They feel as if they would benefit from someone speaking to them with real life experiences. I am calling on my listeners in the Massachusetts area…

I’ve been known to put a lot of time and effort into my jobs. I’ve always been a workaholic, and now I know my worth. I’m tired of not living up to my potential. Now I’m speaking up for myself, putting my foot down, and taking no shit. Also, discussing my pending skydiving experience, weird ex-coworkers, and why ignoring people is better than being…

TW: Graphic talks of suicide - check in with yourself before this episode. I tried to unalive myself about 2 years ago. There are some things I haven’t talked about. I finally sit down and breakdown what really happened that night. Some things I am not proud of, but I think it is so important to shed light on what really happens when we are going t…

TW: talks of abuse and suicide You ever find yourself so full of emotions that you could burst at the seams? I threw the mic on and decided to walk you through some feelings. I think you can all relate to them. Fighting with someone you love. It sucks. There are times you do not see eye to eye and it is painful. I also discuss my love for Jeffree S…

What is it really like working in the restaurant industry? I am joined with my friends Amber and Adria as we walk you through our experiences as bartenders and servers. Collectively we have over 25 years in the food industry. In this line of work, you tend to get desensitized to human interaction. We have all had our fair share of ups and downs. So…

CW: Talks of abuse, body image & trauma What is PTSD (Post Traumatic Stress Disorder)? Let’s talk about what people with PTSD experience, triggers & how do you ‘get’ it? Also, what happened to me when I got triggered recently, what you should NEVER do around people with PTSD (or in general) & how PTSD presents. Alsooooo, speaking on why your trauma…

Hiiii... I'm going to be posting sporadically for now, but I wanted to catch you all up to speed on what's been going on. I've been working on a secret project, while I'm still writing my book. A lot of exciting things to look forward to - but, let's giggle about my experiences at Savers and Joann Fabrics today and why I'm off socials right now. I …

Anger is a VALID emotion - but when does it become TOO much?? How do we shift our perspectives on things? Why do we always feel the need to be validated by people? Why do we jump into confrontations that have nothing to do with us? How do we create boundaries with others without starting fights? WHY AM I SO EMOTIONAL?! Well... take a breath, and le…

Hiii - Let’s discuss how I’ve been coping in *healthy* ways with my anxiety and depression and what *didn’t* work for me. TW: talks of body image/suicide Topics: Nutrition Binging/Body Image Weed/Abusing Substances Social Anxiety Routine (Morning vs. Night) Negative/Positive Self-Talk Regrets/Anxious Thoughts Body Mapping/Meditation “Me” Time Activ…

Growing is hard - you have to take accountability, learn from mistakes, try new things, and get hit in the face with your demons. During this growth period I’ve learned so much about myself, and continued to do the work so I can be the person I was always meant to be. So, this is what I’ve learned this past year, and why I’m done listening to the v…

My first trip to Costco solo, why I’m no longer on medication, nice girl era, why I don’t defend myself anymore, being more active, putting myself out there with my creativity & more! ** Please discuss with a medical professional before getting off any medication that is prescribed. ** Follow me on IG/TikTok! @manicandmedicated_ Send Me A Text :) S…

It’s a life update nobody asked for and I have a very sultry voice, you're welcome. Follow me on IG/TikTok! @manicandmedicated_ Send Me A Text :) Support the Show.

TW: Talks of eating disorders/disordered eating I’m addressing the DMs I receive, why I use trigger warnings, bodies treated like trends, my disordered eating (starving and binging), body dysmorphia, toxic body positivity, Instagram filtered baddies vs. ‘love your body’ baddies, getting to your ideal body type and still hating yourself, separating …

There is a definite difference in dating guys who are younger than you vs. older. I dated guys almost 10 years older than me and some who were 5-6 years younger. Within those relationships I learned a lot about myself and what I refuse to put up with in the future. We will be discussing why my last relationship ended, cheating, abuse, insecurities,…

TW: Talks of suicide, death, and abuse of minors. Bullying has been around since forever, but with the increased access to social media it has only become worse. Our youth is subjected to not only in school bullying, but now the bullies can get them where it hurts, online. This is the story of Adriana and Mallory, only 14 and 12 years old when they…

Hi - we are discussing why I left my job recently. Do not do what I did and stay at a toxic job for too long. I regret not reporting these people to HR for their gross behaviors, and from now on I will not let people treat me in these ways ever again. Be kind to others but do not take any shit. Learn from my mistakes and stand up for yourself. Do n…

Hi, I'm back - it's been a minute. Breakups suck & while I'm not ready to talk about it, let's talk about my new car, the art of not giving a fuck, learning how to welcome new things in life, learning that you deserve good things & how I'm managing through this new chapter of life. Follow me! @manicandmedicated_ Send Me A Text :) Support the Show.…

Hiiiii - it’s story time - let’s discuss baby showers, gift opening anxiety, Irish Catholics, tradition, religion & money. We are podcasting everyday this month! February Schedule: Sunday Scaries Manic Monday True Crime Tuesday Wellness Wednesday Thirsty Thursday Freaky Friday Story Time Saturday Follow me! @manicandmedicated_ Last Week Story Time:…

HI IT IS FREAKY FRIDAYYY… I am discussing my car problems, learning to accept help - even though I am an independent wo-man, promise rings, tiktok taking over the world & emotional attachments to material things. We are podcasting everyday this month! February Schedule: Sunday Scaries Manic Monday True Crime Tuesday Wellness Wednesday Thirsty Thurs…

Today is Thirsty Thursday! Let’s chat about Starbucks, politics, reminiscing on my 20s, anger, second chances, corporate America, being fat, mental blocks, and skinny legends. ‘Mental Health - Men’s Edition’ Episode Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/episode/3fWvC0SyHwhpMNbAZBU25a?si=cBwF0QhvTearmOHssGo3qQ Apple Podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/u…

It is Wellness Wednesday. We are discussing the lump I found on my breast, a bad experience with an OBGYN, birth control, why bedside manner needs to be better & progress on my book. ***TW/CW*** talks of sexual abuse/assault We are podcasting everyday this month! February Schedule: Sunday Scaries Manic Monday True Crime Tuesday Wellness Wednesday T…

It is True Crime Tuesday - Happy Valentine's Day! We are discussing murder & an update on the backlash I have received since covering the Lindsay Clancy case. We are podcasting everyday this month! February Schedule: Sunday Scaries Manic Monday True Crime Tuesday Wellness Wednesday Thirsty Thursday Freaky Friday Story Time Saturday Follow me! @mani…