A journey into the creative consciousness alongside those who have spilled blood, sweat and tears in relentlessly pursuing their craft. Features intimate interviews with talent who have created and performed on the public stage, and facilitation of those who are working through their deepest challenges. Nicholas Ryan Howard unapologetically takes the most honest, raw, and vulnerable approach possible to the topic, in a way no one else ever has.
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An immersive audio experience featuring an extraordinary cast of performers, multidimensional sound, cinematic-quality effects, and a spectacular orchestral score. Written and created by Nicholas Ryan Howard. * * * Narrated by Reid Scott (Venom) and Devin Kelley (Frequency). Performed by Eric Christian Olsen (NCIS: Los Angeles), Troian Bellisario (Pretty Little Liars), Chris Pine (Wonder Woman), Keegan Allen (Walker), Patrick J. Adams (Suits), Sarah Wright Olsen (American Made), Brett Dier ( ...
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Facilitation with Tess - In Santa Monica, CA
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33:21Nicholas Ryan Howard serves as the facilitator working with Tess at The University of Santa Monica in Santa Monica, CA on understanding the work beyond creation, accessing goddess mode, and into expansion of the creative consciousness.By Nicholas Ryan Howard
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Willy Berton is a chef with more than 20 years of experience. Combining a passion for food and ethical dining, he opened Vegan Gorilla, a restaurant which is organic, vegan, and dairy / gluten-free, as well as Amour Pâtisserie végétale, a vegan and gluten free bakery. Vegan Gorilla obtained the distinguished title of maitre restaurateur, and subseq…
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Camille Grenier is an actor, writer, and educator. She worked at the prestigious cinema channel Canal Pluzz in Paris, and as a performer she has worked in television shows and films such as "Drone Wars," "Adaline," and "The Tale of Allen Grey." She hosted and produced the "The Arrogant Frenchie Show" for the radio, and teaches camera performance an…
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Brian Bell is a stage director and performer based in Berlin. His production of “The Feast” was nominated for an award for Best New Play in Chicago. He made his German National Theater directorial debut with “Killer Joe,” and his production of “Stella” at the Stadttheater Ingolstadt was nominated for a German Musical Theater Award. He is also the a…
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Facilitation with Luna - In Hollywood, CA
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49:32Nicholas Ryan Howard serves as the facilitator working with Luna in the lobby of The Hollywood Roosevelt Hotel in Hollywood, CA on navigating depression to return to creation, converting doubt into motivation, and into expansion of the creative consciousness.By Nicholas Ryan Howard
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Patrick Robart is a painter who works and resides in the Cité de Carcassonne—the citadel itself. Born in Calais, he studied the arts and was later appointed educator of art at the lycée in Carcassonne. Over time, Patrick Robart and his work have become a part of the culture of the region. His subjects are his luscious surroundings: the hills of the…
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Peter Wu+ is an artist with work that spans a myriad of mediums, formats, and methodologies. Combining animation, projection mapping, 3D printing, immersive environments, and machine learning, his groundbreaking work has been displayed in galleries around the world. In addition to the numerous exhibitions, awards, and accolades he has received for …
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Facilitation with Tim - 35,000 feet above the Atlantic Ocean
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36:59While on a flight to Europe, Nicholas Ryan Howard serves as the facilitator working with a passenger named Tim on shifting our default setting of being hard on ourselves, on using compassion to overcome rejection, on releasing patterns of keeping ourselves busy, and in the expansion of the creative consciousness.…
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Deborah Lurie is a composer, arranger, music producer, and entrepreneur. She was once hailed by Variety as the most successful American female film composer in terms of box office, and has created the musical soundscapes for feature films, television shows, musicals, and albums, including the highest-grossing concert movie of all time. Her unique m…
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Haley Lu Richardson - In Venice Beach, CA
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1:01:32Haley Lu Richardson is a dancer and an actor. She has earned critical acclaim for her performances in films such as "The Edge of Seventeen," "Split," and "Columbus," as well as for her MTV Award nominated performance in "Five Feet Apart." She recently starred in the HBO Max dramedy "Unpregnant," and will be playing the role of Ada in the upcoming s…
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The career of Meagan Adele Lopez spans film, television, and theatre. She directed a series of plays in Paris, produced the music video for the artist CLARA-NOVA, and led the New York Times global digital advertising team. Her directorial debut "Raging Cult" earned her six film festival awards, and she is in post-production for her first feature fi…
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Jamie Kennedy is an actor, writer, producer, and stand-up comedian. He wrote and starred in "Malibu’s Most Wanted," and created / hosted the hugely trendsetting "Jamie Kennedy Experiment." He has played leading roles and appeared in dozens of films and TV shows including Wes Craven’s "Scream," "Criminal Minds," "Funny You Should Ask," "Ghost Whispe…
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Facilitation with Aurora - In Saint-Cloud, France
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45:58Nicholas Ryan Howard serves as the facilitator working with Aurora in Saint-Cloud, France on releasing ingrained beliefs, clearing patterns of giving up, and the expansion of their creative consciousness.By Nicholas Ryan Howard
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Keegan Allen - In Sequoia National Park, CA - Part Two
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52:41Keegan Allen is an actor, photographer, and author. He played the role of Toby in the hit series "Pretty Little Liars," and is the author of two best-selling books. After bold performances in feature films such as "King Cobra" and "No Escape"—also known internationally as "Follow Me"—he is now starring as Liam Walker in "Walker," the Texas Ranger r…
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Keegan Allen - In Sequoia National Park, CA - Part One
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51:38Keegan Allen is an actor, photographer, and author. He played the role of Toby in the hit series "Pretty Little Liars," and is the author of two best-selling books. After bold performances in feature films such as "King Cobra" and "No Escape"—also known internationally as "Follow Me"—he is now starring as Liam Walker in "Walker," the Texas Ranger r…
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Welcome to "Of Tears and Blood," where we explore the raw truths of the creative process.By Nicholas Ryan Howard
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Acknowledgments, special thanks, and a list of the entire cast and crew. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / television show, please sign the online petition at petition.legendsofgrim.com…
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All must die, when the time is right. And if they refuse… NOTE: This episode corresponds to the epilogue in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / television show, please sign the online petitio…
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EPISODE 36: Of Death and Rebirth (222 Years Prior)
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4:14Years in the past, a man declares death as a legend is born anew. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter twenty in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / television show, pl…
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Every battle comes with a price, and those who remain must settle their debts. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter twenty in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / television show, please …
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EPISODE 34: Of Blood and Stone (222 Years Prior)
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3:50Years in the past, a fallen leader reflects upon his crimes, and ends his reign once and for all. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter nineteen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a …
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EPISODE 33: The Commander and the Corrupt
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58:36Tensions ignite as an immortal warrior stands against an entire dogmatic township. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter nineteen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / television show, p…
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EPISODE 32: Of Iron and Lead (222 Years Prior)
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2:24Years in the past. An oath upheld. A reign corrupted. Two warriors clash over their righteousness and convictions. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter eighteen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support …
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EPISODE 31: The Keys and the Consciousness
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39:01Vant enters the sanctuary of The Immortals. As he navigates uncharted waters, the depths of their schemes are unveiled. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter eighteen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development o…
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With the discovery of a stronghold on the beach, the opportunity for liberation grows closer as the imminence of threats grows near. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter seventeen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support…
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EPISODE 29: Of Bloodlines and Betrayal (222 Years Prior)
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5:08Years in the past, with Vant and Terrii on the brink, Shyyla speaks the unspeakable. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter sixteen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film /…
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Vant’s perspective shifts to dire reflection as he takes in the sight of the basin. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter sixteen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / television show, p…
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EPISODE 27: Of Power and Purpose (223 Years Prior)
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5:25Years in the past, on the battlefield, the rift between Vant and Terrii continues to widen. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter fifteen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature…
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Secrets are revealed, and from the truths shared, a bond is sealed between four unlikely companions. But Death is always looming. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter fifteen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support deve…
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EPISODE 25: Of Prizes and Primes (226 Years Prior)
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5:00Years in the past, Vant bestows a gift upon his leader, Terrii, who returns the gesture with an icy order. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter fourteen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support developm…
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Exposed and vulnerable, Vant, Skii, Grammie and the World’s Worst Magician are ambushed by that which hunts in the night. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter fourteen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development…
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Taking a chance to escape Crash Town, Vant, Skii, Kram Grammie and the World’s Worst Magician find themselves in a garbage situation. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter thirteen in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support…
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EPISODE 22: Of Oath and Honor (229 Years Prior)
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3:40Years in the past, as Vant gets closer to the creation of an ultimate weapon, Agmar’s fury erupts. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter twelve in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a f…
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Kram Grammie spins a yarn detailing his travels with the World’s Worst Magician, with fact indecipherable from fiction. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter twelve in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of …
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EPISODE 20: Of Battles and Birthright (232 Years Prior)
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4:32Years in the past, as an enemy force closes in, Vant and Terrii must make a potentially treasonous choice. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter eleven in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support developmen…
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As Crash Town’s grip tightens, an unlikely invitation sends Skii and Vant down a path toward questionable companionship. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter eleven in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of…
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EPISODE 18: Of Knighthoods and Legend (233 Years Prior)
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4:13Years in the past, the pupils return having completed their tasks. But it’s how they return that sends Agmar into a rage. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter ten in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To suppor…
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Skii’s lead on her father turns into a harrowing ordeal at Crash Town’s hottest henhouse. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter ten in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / television show,…
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EPISODE 16: Of Ascension and Eradication (233 Years Prior)
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9:12Years in the past, Agmar, his Knights of Rights, and the commune assembles on Vant and Terrii's day of exaltion. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter nine in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support develo…
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Vant arrives for dinner at The Mayor’s mansion, and finds this meal will cost him his life. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter nine in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / television sh…
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EPISODE 14: Of Admiration and Preparation (234 Years Prior)
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3:16Vant trains hard while Terrii tries hard... to impress Shyyla. But news sent by scroll changes their priorities. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter eight in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support devel…
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Crash Town seduces Vant and Skii with the tantalization of answers. But its people—and its mayor—have other things in store. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter eight in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development…
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Vant and Skii leave their home in search of the taken. And in their travels, new revelations surface about Vant’s new companion. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter seven in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support develop…
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EPISODE 11: Of Cloaks and Masters (239 Years Prior)
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4:20Years in the past, Cloakmaster Gordone instills a powerful lesson into his pupils. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter six in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / telev…
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As Land Escape is rendered vulnerable and its remaining people left wounded, Vant and Skii come to their aid. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter six in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature fil…
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EPISODE 09: Of Innocence and Execution (243 Years Prior)
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4:08Years in the past, Vant must speak for the actions of his parents. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter five in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / television show, ple…
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Vant Hu’l meets Skii Tavee, burdened by imprisonment. Meanwhile, mysterious forces threaten Land Escape. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter five in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / …
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EPISODE 07: Of Friendship and Fealty (243 Years Prior)
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2:46Years in the past, young Vant and Terrii ponder their foretold destinies. NOTE: This episode corresponds to the postscript of chapter four in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / television sh…
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EPISODE 06: The Homecoming and the Heartbroken
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17:16The safety of Land Escape does not come easy, and within its comforts awaits the realities of time passed. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter four in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film …
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EPISODE 05: The Wanderer and the Wilderness
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28:57Vant traverses the outskirts and wrestles with his newfound freedom… and imprisonment. NOTE: This episode corresponds to chapter three in the novel. A FREE GIFT: “Skii: Furious Heart” is an exciting companion story to “Mortal Enemy.” Get it now at gift.legendsofgrim.com SIGN THE PETITION: To support development of a feature film / television show, …
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