Navigating The Shame of Not Maintaining a Creative Practice

Artist Takes on Business School

In this intimate episode, I peel back the layers of my experience as a fine arts student thrust into the digital chaos of online learning. Picture it: Zoom calls, pixelated canvases, and a longing for the smell of oil paint. As I grapple with the harsh realities of traditional art education in a virtual world, I share candid conversations with tutors—some enlightening, others downright frustrating.

From battling the superficial aspects of the art market (hello, Instagram likes!) to stumbling upon an unexpected creative outlet (cue life modeling sessions), I spill the paint-splattered beans. Along the way, I shift from rebelliousness to forming genuine connections with mentors. It’s a journey of disillusionment, determination, and—yes—shame.

But fear not! As the pixels settle, I uncover the magic of adaptable creative practices. Who knew that life modeling—posing in my living room, draped in bedsheets—would become my sanctuary? And as I wrestle with internalized shame, I discover that authenticity is my greatest brushstroke.

So, fellow creatives, let’s sail these tumultuous waters together. Grab your metaphorical life jacket, and let’s navigate the shame, one canvas at a time.

Remember, imperfections are our palette—the colors that make our stories uniquely ours.

Stay curious, stay messy, and keep creating.

Creatives and entrepreneurs have so much in common - let's bridge the gap of acknowledgement and leverage our creativity!
Stay tuned for upcoming episodes (post episode #7) for interviews with exceptional creatives and entrepreneurs from around the world!
And stick around to follow the journey of an artist in business school (me!) - hope I am able to help you in your journey to career freedom!

Chapters

1. Navigating The Shame of Not Maintaining a Creative Practice (00:00:00)

2. Bridging the Gap for Creatives (00:00:09)

3. Practice Makes Perfect (00:16:07)