Episode 5: My confession; no more instant gratification.

Free Ourselves

The brain is programmed to always pick the easiest way out of the two options tabled before a person. You'll pick video games Xbox over reading a book or the bible. It's been exactly 2 months of no projects of my podcast. Yes, I've been thinking about it everyday. I had a long week of examinations to do, I had to switch hosting platform from buzzsprout to Spotify for easy access, I kicked off my practice as a teacher in highschool (English/ Literature, a real "Mr.Makau"), I've suffered a few instances of depressions, had to deal with a lot of girl drama, I've been reading (50 X 50 by Curtis James Jackson, Bruce Lee's biography, and poetry from East Africa) and changing my playlist to Spotify from Deezer: playing more Lil Uzi vert and Tyler, the creator. I've had flu twice and lost 2kg too during the whole process of hustle. Other than that I'm fine God has been grateful and here is a cheers to another new voice and new chapter. As part of my introduction, I wanna do an Usher Raymond moment.( This is my confession). Honestly, I've not rebranded I've upgraded, I love upgrades but this is only the beginning. There's a red dot on your window, I'm aiming at your move and passion. "I've made a million mistakes, I've tried to talk to God some nights before sleeping as I thought the autumn leaves are falling". In the end, my pursuit for this thing called life is "not meaningless" but "a hustle". You know the phrase "this is a kid from Africa" had some few critics with the reference of Africa being a hunger struck continent. Yes, I'm hungry, for greatness, bold character, happiness, love, care and comfort. On my side though, I've decided to take the longest route out. That day I watched Jose Zuniga say something on 0.006% of people being the millionaires I looked at the odds and instant gratification was off the list. I'm going the long route that one will free me. Come join in me on this journey let's avoid the simple way out. I have a lot of mistakes, I've done and said things that I'm not proud of the last couple months that I've been away. Many people didn't believe in me too and it made me realize that I need freedom from support and turn motivation to discipline. Welcome to Free Ourselves™