Speaking Up Is Hard To Do

Grace for All

Do Not Fear

(Our Theme for June)

The scripture for today comes from Acts 18:9.

One night the Lord said to Paul in a vision, "Do not be afraid, but speak and do not keep silent."

In this passage of scripture, Paul has been proclaiming the gospel, and in many cases, it was not well received.

Earlier in Chapter 18, we were told Paul was threatened and often turned away when he tried to share his message. Many were less than thrilled to hear about this new Messiah. They looked at Paul much like we do at fly joining our picnic, a pest ruining their current version of existence.

For most of us, Paul's experience is relatable. We know what it is like to have information that others need, but that they may not wish to hear, much less believe. In my line of work, I often have to face this task.

As a therapist (the mental health variety), confronting others with the truth is sometimes the part of my job that I enjoy the least. It is difficult to point out to someone that they have been living in a way that is no longer serving them well. There are times when I create scenarios in my head of what the person's reaction will be, and I am often tempted to stay silent. I don't want the backlash. Silence feels safer.

I'm sure Paul felt this way at times. Day after grueling day of intimidation can wear a body down. We feel isolated and sometimes fearful. In those moments, silence can feel like the best route.

Maybe this was Paul's headspace. I imagine his vision coming to him just in the nick of time. Paul, ready to throw in the towel and God comes in, cheering him on and reminding him that he is not alone, "I've got your back Paul, keep going." This type of support gave Paul the courage to speak up despite the potential outcome.

I believe that God continues to do for us what he did for Paul. He may not come to us in a vision, but when we quiet ourselves and open our hearts, God allows us to have a sense of peace in the face of fear, ridicule, or intimidation. He's there to push us forward in the face of fear and give us courage so that we do not fall silent.

God of grace of courage, help us to remember that you are with us always. When we are afraid to speak, give us your words. When we are frozen in fear, ignite the fire of courage within us. Help us to remember that when you are with us, there is no need to be afraid.

This devotion was written and recorded by Edha Brown.

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