Join spiritual teacher and author Scott Kiloby as he offers unique insights on a variety of topics (consciousness, inquiry, trauma, emotional repression, ending suffering, extra-terrestrial/dimensional phenomena, culture, politics, and LGBTQIA issues). This podcast will bust myths, shatter illusions, and welcome a greater depth of understanding and heart-centered wisdom around consciousness and this absolutely crazy, profoundly beautiful unfolding we call life! Take this free repression test ...
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[NEW EPISODE] To All the Men I’ve Loved Before (11 minutes)
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Scott shares an honest open letter to all of his past lovers - owning his part and sharing what drove him in those relationships. Listen to this unique five minute podcast special episode to see what life after clearing relationship trauma looks like for Scott. To learn 3D repression inquiry on your own, here’s our do-it-yourself-course which inclu…
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Scott shares his personal transformation from being a very sensitive, introverted, and disconnected kid/adult to authenticity via emotional repression inquiry. Listen for unique insights around where our sensitivity really comes from and why some of us have to hide it. To learn 3D repression inquiry on your own, here’s our do-it-yourself-course whi…
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Covert Agendas in Spirituality - 30 min podcast episode
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Scott picks up the brick at both ends of the emotional repression spectrum and the covert and overt agendas in teachers and helpers. When we are teaching or helping, we have to be concerned first with getting the log out of our own eye and processing any unconsciousness that drives us. If we fail to do that, we enable the continuation of the very s…
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Scott shares a radical awakening path which departs significantly from what he would have called “radical” ten years ago. To learn 3D repression inquiry on your own, here’s our do-it-yourself-course which includes live group calls: https://kiloby.com/introduction-to-nrfs-course/. Here’s our seven day Mentorship Discovery Kit: https://kiloby.com/men…
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Somatic Testing - The Simplest Way to Spot Emotional Repression In Your Body.
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Scott shows listeners how to take everyday visible suffering like depression, addiction, pain, and resistance and see its connection to buried emotions. To learn KI repression inquiry on your own, here's our do-it-yourself-course which includes live group calls: https://kiloby.com/introduction-to-nrfs-course/. Here's ourseven day Mentorship Discove…
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SICK GOOD BOY - How Being Good Was Bad For My Physical, Mental, & Emotional Health
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Scott shares about Goodism and tells his own story of being a good boy and holding anger back which led to a lifetime of falseness and suffering. All the bad parts come out in this episode where Scott pulls no punches to help those who can’t yet see that the social and relational rewards of being good, peaceful, nice, or perfect carry a massive dar…
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Troy Didn’t Trust Himself - A Story of Avoidance and Betrayal
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Scott tells the short story of Troy and Sarah who both cheated on each other for the same reason but neither one could see the real reason. This special episode brings to light the issues discussed in Scott’s recent episode “The Avoidant’s Guide to Authentic Spirituality.” To learn 3D repression inquiry on your own, here’s our do-it-yourself-course…
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The Avoidant’s Guide to Authentic Spirituality
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Scott takes you first through a somatic test to reveal the avoidant programming in your body. He then shows how avoidance, avoidant attachment style, and avoidant personality disorder point to these core programs in the body for purposes of a practice. Scott then explains his guide to authenticity by inviting listeners to journal each day what is a…
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Scott makes the case against awareness and his prior teaching. To learn 3D repression inquiry on your own, here’s our do-it-yourself-course which includes live group calls: https://kiloby.com/introduction-to-nrfs-course/. Here’s our seven day Mentorship Discovery Kit: https://kiloby.com/mentorship-discovery-kit/. The characters in this podcast epis…
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Dom & Sub - A Story of Love & Unconscious Power Dynamics
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You’ve never heard a love story like this before. Listen to this hour and a half unique episode where Scott explains very common unconscious emotional power dynamics through a simple story of two people who love each other as best as they can from the trauma that drives them. In this story, Scott takes us through a fictitious story about transforma…
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Did you know that there’s a secret behind the secret? When it comes to manifesting what you want or living in flow or abundance, we absolutely block ourselves from the level of emotional repression. Because repression is buried, we have no idea that that’s where our blocks are coming from. Listen as Scott illuminates the secret behind the secret, w…
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Emotional Repression - We Buried the Real Story of Our Lives (Special Episode)
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Listen to an intimate and human account of how emotional repression runs our lives. Scott Kiloby is teaching in a new way, telling the hidden narrative of our lives from the unconscious level. Jack and Jill didn’t run up the hill. Jack went to rehab while Jill bamboozled herself by never getting to the root of her suffering. Listen for the first ti…
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The Origin of Control - You Can’t Squeeze Blood from a Turnip
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Welcome to season two of Scott Kiloby’s podcast. A lot of unique and controversial topics are coming. In this episode, Scott takes us on a wild ride through all the intricacies of control and where it comes from in relationship. Weaving in stories of how he groomed people as a non-dual teacher, Scott gets really personal on the topic of how do peop…
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Free Nonduality - #9 - Treasures and Traps of Spiritual Practice
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In this special bonus episode, Scott bridges his teaching here on podcast with his recent free non-duality teaching on YouTube. Scott goes into great detail on how and why people pick up practices that give them benefit while also solidifying a deeply unconscious fear-based habit of avoidance. Proposing a practice that doesn’t send us on a bypass, …
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I’m Teaching Nonduality for Free on YouTube Now (Special Podcast Episode)
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While Scott is on hiatus from podcasting, he wanted to do this special bonus season-end episode to announce his return to teaching on YouTube (Sundays at 5pm pacific - sometimes live)). In this episode, Scott shares intimately about his own personal process with KI 3-D repression inquiry, which led to his return recently on Youtube to being a non-d…
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Scott sums it all up in this episode. Listen to his final rant of the season. This podcast will resume in the summer of 2024 after a special season bonus coming soon. To get started on the path that Scott discusses on podcast (KI 3D repression inquiry), take our free repression test: https://nrfs.co/znnj.…
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Healing Doesn’t Happen In a Straight Line
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Scott shares personal details mixed with the reality of the process of healing trauma. To get started on this path, take our free repression test: https://nrfs.co/znnj.
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Scott explains why he sees himself more as a mentor than a teacher now. He’s interested in empowering people to take responsibility for their own suffering so that they can end it. In the days when he was a teacher, and it was about pointing to presence, the focus was not on the root of suffering. People could not end their suffering and neither co…
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Dissolving the Sense of Disconnection in Relationship, Spirituality & Life
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Scott shares how disconnection was a way of life for him for many years and even how he used spirituality and the talk of separation to hide the actual programming of trauma and repression in his body producing the disconnection. In the last segment, Scott shares a solution for any and all experiencing disconnection. To get started on this path, ta…
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Scott points to how Being and processing the main driver of suffering - emotional repression - come together to reveal our authentic self. This episode also illuminates how we easily get sucked into a vortex of bypassing where we believe falsely that we can just be with what is and truly embody freedom without discovering that we’ve been creating o…
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My Vulnerability - Settling for Safety and Superficiality
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Scott shares intimate details of his life to answer the question, what is real vulnerability? This is a depthful conversation that doesn't settle for superficial. Here, Scott gets to the root of why vulnerability was a trauma response for him in many ways until we cleared the anger repression. To get started on this path, take our free repression t…
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All Your Suffering Is Connected to One Thing
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Scott breaks realization down very simply to the network of programs that creates the suffering according to science. This is perhaps Scott’s most direct and simplest explanation of how repression drives suffering and how we get free using these tools. To get started on this path, take our free repression test: https://nrfs.co/znnj. Join our first …
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Scott is releasing this special episode as a precursor to the episode “All Your Suffering is Connected to One Thing” coming out Monday, April 1st. To get started on this path, take our free repression test: https://nrfs.co/znnj. Join our first online retreat in May 2024: https://nrfs.co/49f5.
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Creativity Repression and the Plight of the Suffering Artist
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Scott shares how the creative impulse in humans is tied to the wiring of emotional repression and how our unrealized potential awaits us, while we toil and spin in stories of being artists who must suffer in order to create. To get started on this path take our free repression test: https://nrfs.co/znnj. Join our first online retreat in May 2024: h…
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Approval Seeking - Recovering from the Ultimate Human Addiction
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Scott explores approval seeking in all its forms, including how it has infused his life from addiction to recovery to teaching. The very act of holding back, or repressing, emotion is synonymous with the seeking of something outside ourselves, often approval. These two things cannot be separated because they are the same mechanism. Scott makes the …
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Listen if you are serious about ending suffering. A new path has been created. This may be Scott’s most direct message yet about this new work - Natural Recovery from Suffering. Learn about our first online retreat here: https://nrfs.co/fc2g. Take our free repression test here: https://nrfs.co/znnj
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With references to Led Zeppelin, the Absolute, and the true source of suffering, Scott returns to pointing to awareness and to how the trillion distractions aren’t just coming and going to awareness. We are unconsciously creating it all. To allow what we create as it comes into awareness keeps us stuck unless we get to the source of the suffering. …
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Despite the title, this episode isn’t just Scott promoting “all the rage” around the work. In this episode, Scott transparently discusses all the rage that was within him and that is unknowingly driving the suffering of many people. Scott explains how his buried anger - before this work - came out in the strangest of ways to blind him into continue…
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Making Self-Realization Authentic - A New Nondual Path
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Using a simple and practical context, Scott Kiloby explains Natural Recovery from Suffering and how the work can lead to self-realization. Although that may sound lofty, the realization - when embodied - ends up being simply an authentic human who no longer suffers. Take this free repression test to get started on this path: https://nrfs.co/znnj…
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Love Repression - you can’t be what you’ve buried
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Who wants to talk about hurt or anger if it’s buried and we are scared of it? However, in this work, it’s seen that fear is running it all and that includes fear of emotions. We hold ourselves back in relationship in all sorts of ways that have more to do with safety than love. The answer is not to try and be loving but rather to process the fear h…
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Our Unmet Needs and the Healing Available When We Meet Them Ourselves.
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Scott discusses how, when we are children, the experience of not feeling safe to express certain emotions sets in course a lifetime of suffering where we look to others for a sense of well-being. Others cannot meet our experience. Only we can. In this podcast, Scott points to the solution to the fundamental problem of looking to others to have our …
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Falling in Love: Is it Real or Just a Trauma Response?
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Scott demystifies the phenomenon of falling in love and points to the root of it. This doesn’t take away the dazzle and allure of falling hopelessly in love, but rather sheds light on the source from which that comes and how that is also the source of suffering when we step into a relationship blind to who the other person is because we are blind t…
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Scott tells his story directly from the voice of the unconsciousness that created all of his suffering. This is a unique perspective on his personal suffering, which then becomes a teaching in and of itself, and a guide to others who desire to wake up out of victim consciousness and embody freedom. Take this free repression test to get started on t…
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Scott criticizes the bypass in his prior teaching and other teachings and explains the process of breaking trauma bonds that drive suffering in spirituality. Take this free repression test to get started on this path: https://nrfs.co/znnj
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Are you okay with being misunderstood? Scott discusses the real misunderstanding in our lives - identity coming from buried emotions. If we hold back what is true for us, we are forced to identify with what is false, Identification with the false creates an enormous amount of misunderstanding in our daily lives and relationships. This can be transf…
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Death Isn’t Real But It Still Hurts Like Hell
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Scott inquires into whether the real suffering is what we feel when the ones we love die or what we refuse or are afraid to feel while they are still alive. This is a special podcast release dedicated to the family and friends of Gina, my partner’s grandmother. RIP Gina. Take this free repression test to get started on this path: https://nrfs.co/zn…
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You’ll Keep Working for Mom and Dad Until You Clear Them Out of Your Body
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Scott takes a look at how we are never stressed, upset, or dissatisfied with work or career “for the reasons that we think”to quote A Course in Miracles. If we are all working for mom and dad, what’s really driving that and what happens when we stop? The answer might surprise you. Take this free repression test to get started on this path: https://…
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In this podcast, Scott explores his experiences and interest in the extra-terrestrial and extra-dimensional phenomena and how it relates to the evolution of consciousness, spirituality, healing, and the future of humanity. Take this free repression test to get started on this path: https://nrfs.co/znnj…
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During the first 10 years of being a non-duality teacher, Scott - like so many other teachers - did not share much personal detail, and was reluctant to tell his story. Scott thought that not having to share had something to do with the Awakening that happened to him when in fact it was coming from repression and shame. Now Scott is blowing the who…
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Sexual Liberation Is Tied to Spiritual Liberation
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Scott discusses his own sexual life, including early exposure to sexual experiences which shaped his understanding of how trauma and emotional repression are intrinsically woven into the fabric of our adult sexuality. By seeing the link between sex and our social and personal lives, and doing the necessary inner work, we can access greater depths o…
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Introducing Scott Kiloby’s First Podcast Series
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After sixteen years of teaching, Scott is super-excited to begin his first podcast series. In this two minute podcast, Scott explains his excitement and some of the topics he intends to cover.
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