Best Mollena Williams Haas Podcasts (2024)

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Winning in Wien 28:21

8M ago28:21

28:21

Sometimes, I stand at the intersection of history and personal narrative, feeling the weight of our collective past as it whispers to the present. In this episode, we're diving into the heart of post-war Austria, exploring the silent stories and untold legacies left in the wake of the nation's history with Nazism. As my partner is elsewhere, I stay…

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Rebroadcast: "BDSM 101 to 501" 1:18:14

9M ago1:18:14

1:18:14

Producer's Note: Mo is off in parts unknown while I tend to her podcast houseplants. She'll be back soon, but until then, here's a great episode from just over a year ago! The title says it all. Saddle up, students, we're going to answer some questions from someone who's been interested in peeking into the world of BDSM. This is a good jumping off …

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Dishin' with Dixie (Pt. 2): More Craigslist Casual Encounters, The Worst Sex Ever, and Face Blindness 34:47

9M ago34:47

34:47

Hello new peeps that heard Part 1 of our conversation on Dixie's podcast! 👋 As I said last time, you are in for a treat (but you already knew that after listening to part 1!). We're talking more about Craigslist Casual encounters—the freaky, the funny, and Dixie's fabulous "worst sex ever" story. Links and Resources: kinkdoula.com Patreon More from…

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Dishin' with Dixie (Pt. 1): Craigslist Casual Encounters, Our Best and Worst Stories 45:52

9M ago45:52

45:52

When the two of us get together, you know it's about to get rowdy. Today I welcome one of my favorite people in the whole multiverse, the Prime Minister of Storytelling (I coined that), The Empress of Tea, the one and only, Dixie De La Tour. As you'll see in this episode, she is quite the storyteller. In fact, that's her whole life—you can check ou…

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When Winners Lose 31:05

9M ago31:05

31:05

Ever been in a room where it feels like everyone's judging you, even when you're just being yourself? In this episode, I open up about the emotional turbulence that hit me after attending a leather contest over Labor Day weekend. While I've worn many titles—from Miss San Francisco Leather to International Miss Leather—I've always strived to remain …

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An Anonymous Chat with the author of "Seek The Risk" (plus, a free book!) 1:12:34

11M ago1:12:34

1:12:34

**Oh, before you dive into this treasure trove of wisdom and whimsy, I must warn you about a little hiccup in the audio quality. Yep, our tech gremlins were out to play! 😅 But don't fret, my dear listeners. Just consider it a quirky character trait of this episode. I promise the content will more than make up for the little audio blips.** What happ…

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Home! Finally! Also Gossip. 30:32

11M ago30:32

30:32

In this episode, we travel through personal reflections, pop culture delights, and the hard truths of controversy. Ever felt heartbroken over a cartoon or a song? Ever stood at the crossroads of your personal experiences and a high-profile celebrity scandal? Grab your favorite comfort item and join me as we explore it all together. I share with you…

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Navigating Spirit and Sexuality with Rebecca Lowrie: Brain Hamsters and Pop-Tart Sigils 1:03:19

11M ago1:03:19

1:03:19

Ever wondered how the worlds of spirituality, sexuality, and the corporate landscape might intertwine? Join us as we journey into the "Summer of Love" season! In this invigorating episode, we delve into the profound, exploring Rebecca's transformative experiences intertwining spirituality and sexuality. As for me, I dive into the heartwarming tale …

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Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar: Taboo Play Class 1:00:32

12M ago1:00:32

1:00:32

I'm here at the Birmingham Bizarre Bazaar in yet another lecture—this time about taboo play. What does "taboo" even mean? How can we discover our limits—and those of our partners? How can exploring what scares or unsettles us help us learn about ourselves? Listen to this episode for all this and more. Massive thanks to my Patrons for making this sh…

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Still Kickin' it in Wien: Lecture 3 (Pt. 2) 1:42:34

12M ago1:42:34

1:42:34

In today's episode, we're embarking on part 2 of my third lecture in my riveting lecture series, "Shy Freaks: BDSM for the Introvert." So, buckle up as we continue our deep dive into the intimate world of introverts in BDSM. Make sure to listen to part 1! Join me in redefining the narrative around our social anxieties, shifting from fear to self-aw…

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Still Kickin' it in Wien: Lecture 3 (Pt. 1) 1:07:08

12M ago1:07:08

1:07:08

In today's episode, we're embarking on part 1 of my third lecture in my riveting lecture series, "Shy Freaks: BDSM for the Introvert." So, buckle up as we continue our deep dive into the intimate world of introverts in BDSM. Join me in redefining the narrative around our social anxieties, shifting from fear to self-awareness, and celebrating the be…

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KINKY In Wien: Lecture 2 (Pt. 2) 1:26:00

1y ago1:26:00

1:26:00

Welcome back! In today's episode, we're embarking on part two of the riveting lecture series, "Shy Freaks: BDSM for the Introvert." So, buckle up as we continue our deep dive into the intimate world of introverts in BDSM. Make sure to listen to part 1! Join me in redefining the narrative around our social anxieties, shifting from fear to self-aware…

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KINKY In Wien: Lecture 2 (Pt. 1) 44:40

1y ago44:40

44:40

In today's episode, we're diving into the first part of one such lecture, called "Shy Freaks: BDSM for the Introvert." Ready to join the ride with me? Let's get started! Join me in redefining the narrative around our social anxieties, shifting from fear to self-awareness, and celebrating the beauty of our authentic selves in the journey of love and…

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The Alchemist and the Pervert 1:11:18

1y ago1:11:18

1:11:18

On today’s episode, join me, Mollena Lee Williams-Haas, and my friend Rebecca Lowrie, a “sexual alchemist” helping successful, spiritually curious men to explore and embrace their full, true selves through conscious sexuality. We begin by discussing how our perception of time changes as we age, leading to a conversation about personal growth and th…

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Keepin' It Real In Wien: Lecture 1 (Pt. 2) 56:43

1y ago56:43

56:43

Have you ever wondered what happens when cultural differences, sexual liberation, and a daring sense of adventure collide? In this second part of this double-header episode, I take you on a journey through my explorations in the diverse world of BDSM. From the bustling streets of New York to the serene settings of Vienna, I've come across compellin…

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Keepin' it Real In Wien: Lecture 1 (Pt. 1) 55:58

1y ago55:58

55:58

Ever wondered what it's like to teach sexuality classes in Vienna, or to embrace your authentic sexual self amidst societal judgments? Recorded while touring Europe with my Spousemeister Georg Friedrich Haas, I share my recent lecture at the Vienna Art Institute, where I was invited to share on topics around sex, alternative sexuality, race, and ge…

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REBROADCAST: "Pokemon GoGO Girl!" 34:32

1y ago34:32

34:32

How do we maintain resilience and stay upright when life's a whirlwind, and we're Daffy Duck with his little legs twirling around? Well, I'm not entirely sure, but I'm in it with you, and today we'll commiserate together. This past fortnight has been a whirlwind, and honestly, I'm barely hanging in there. I don't have the energy to pull together a …

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A Postcard from Prague 32:20

1y ago32:20

32:20

Ever wondered what it's like traveling the world as an artistic couple? The adventure, the hiccups, and the hilarity of it all? In this episode, I, and my beloved Spousemeister, delve into our recent travel experiences. From the bustle of Budapest and Vienna, dealing with unexpected dilemmas, to losing some of our belongings – the journey has been …

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Sitting with Pain 29:13

1y ago29:13

29:13

Can you imagine holding onto a pebble of pain, rubbing it smooth over years, like a worry stone? In today's episode, we dive deep into the uncharted territory of emotional pain—how we deal with it, why we hold onto it, and how we might begin to let it go. I share some personal experiences around this topic, from the lingering pain of unresolved fam…

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Floundering in Failure 22:33

1y ago22:33

22:33

Have you ever caught yourself in a spiral of self-criticism and negativity? That's where I found myself in this episode, battling with the guilt of missed work commitments and the exhaustion in the aftermath of COVID-19. In this deeply personal reflection, I talk about my struggle with high expectations for myself, my battle with emotional perfecti…

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COVID and Kink 26:12

1y ago26:12

26:12

Can pain actually bring relief? Join me as we delve into the world of kink, self-discovery, and the surprising ways our physical and mental well-being can intersect. In this episode, I share my experience attending an opera adaptation of Octavia Butler's "Parable of the Sower," my journey with COVID-19, and how it unexpectedly impacted my anxiety. …

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Get Well Soon, Mo!: The Coronus Bonus ("Child Star" Rebroadcast) 36:48

1y ago36:48

36:48

Mo is sick! She has been stricken with the dreaded COVID—and she has asked me, her very intelligent producer, to air and old episode, so here's one of my favorites. Send her your best wishes and hopefully she's feeling better very soon! 💜 *** Saying I was a child star already gets me some looks and side-eyed glances. In all reality, my experiences …

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Kink Doula is Here! 29:10

1y ago29:10

29:10

Have you ever felt the need for guidance and support while exploring the world of kink? 💭 In this episode, I open up about my recent breast health scare and the launch of my new website, kinkdoula.com. From my early days as an assistant teacher to helping others navigate the realms of kink, BDSM, and Leather communities, my passion for teaching and…

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Southplains Leatherfest: The Keynote Speech 44:59

1y ago44:59

44:59

In today's episode, the second of our series, I share my keynote speech from a recent leather conference. I discuss the evolving inclusivity and diversity within the leather community and my personal journey as a woman of color. Join me as we dive into the heart of the leather event, exploring the progress made and the importance of representation.…

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Southplains Leatherfest: The Q&A 46:23

1+ y ago46:23

46:23

Today I'm sharing my experience attending a leather conference, The Southplains Leatherfest. I was honored with being a featured guest for the Q&A session. During my time at the conference, I was reminded of how much the community has changed since I last attended, and I was pleasantly surprised by the progress that had been made in terms of inclus…

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BONUS: The Lost Episode (Full Episode on Patreon) 7:02

1+ y ago7:02

7:02

So, just like any grown-ass adult who struggles with insomnia, I turn to medical marijuana to knock me out. And boy, do those little gummies do the trick! I usually pop them an hour before bed and chill until they kick in. But one day, I made the mistake of recording an episode after taking the gummies, but before they hit me like a ton of bricks. …

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Jack in the Cult (Pt. 2) - Released Early For Patrons! 36:54

1+ y ago36:54

36:54

This is part two of a two part conversation! Part 2 went live a week ago for my lovely Patrons, for their support! *** SUPERSTAR MOFOS: Liz Scott Terri Lahmon J Starr Anna T Biddle Christopher Brown Amy Willaert James R Potyraj Marshall Flax Haddayr Copley-Woods Scott J Marty Wilder Meg Baca JP Robichaud aeric meredith-goujon KillerB1973 Sara Leist…

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Jack in the Cult (Pt. 1) 30:38

1+ y ago30:38

30:38

In this two part story, my friend Jack, filmmaker and college film professor, shares his experience of being unexpectedly asked to direct the live broadcast of an event featuring the Dalai Lama, with a twist—the event is put on by the infamous NXIVM cult (yes, THAT one). On top of that, Jack finds himself in a trailer filled with millions of dollar…

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Pokemon GoGo Girl! 31:46

1+ y ago31:46

31:46

Back in the 90s, I didn't understand the hype around Pokemon. I just never got into it for whatever reason. But in 2016, while I was traveling in Europe, I saw clusters of people on their phones, all playing Pokemon GO. I was curious, so I downloaded the game and asked some friendly kids to show me how to play. From then I was hooked, going as far …

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How it Went 26:11

1+ y ago26:11

26:11

Today I'm sharing my personal reflections on my recent one-woman show, Hyena, and my journey towards self-love and acceptance. It's been almost a decade since I first started performing this piece, and I'm excited to share with you the amazing experience I had performing at the Institute of Contemporary Art in Boston and the diverse audience that a…

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Bubbles in Bahston 32:03

1+ y ago32:03

32:03

This week, I sat down with my beloved Spousemeister Georg Friedrich Haas to have a candid conversation about what it means to live an authentic life and find happiness in the process. We dove deep into how societal messaging can shape our sense of self-worth and the importance of recognizing the privileges we carry in life (sound complex? It is. An…

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Why I Hate Sex Parties. 30:29

1+ y ago30:29

30:29

When I first got involved in the kink, leather, and BDSM scene, I thought it was going to be a non-stop sex party. But I quickly realized that it was not entirely true—and that it might just not be for me. As an actress and performer since childhood, I found it challenging to separate an audience from people watching me from a performative mindset.…

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PerFOrmANcE aNXieTy 31:54

1+ y ago31:54

31:54

Stage fright is one thing. Performing someone else's art is one thing. But what about performing something so personal, so raw, that someone watching is looking into your very soul? That's what I experience when I perform my solo show "Hyena". On today's episode, I talk about what it's like, about being an alcoholic in recovery (and an alcoholic of…

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Berlin T or D Q & A! 32:05

1+ y ago32:05

32:05

In this episode, I decided to answer three of the questions and explains what it takes to make her feel safe in my relationship. I also share a hilarious fuck up as a submissive when I was new to the BDSM scene, and dive into how I managed (in the past) polyamorous relationships. Plus, I talks about the tasks I had to do as a submissive, and how sh…

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Hanging with a Hyena 28:15

1+ y ago28:15

28:15

If you've been a long-time listener to this podcast, you'll know about my solo show, Hyena, but for the uninitiated—Hyena is a combination of spoken word and music about alcoholism and recovery. Specifically, MY alcholism and recovery. On today's episode, I'll be discussing the various performances of the show (including the film version and how it…

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Is That a Red Flag I see? 30:17

1+ y ago30:17

30:17

It's super important to discuss kink and BDSM in the context of events, safety, and boundaries. Are you interested in exploring this exciting world, but don't know where to start? On today's episode, we're going to be talking about red flags in the context of kink and BDSM. My list? 🚩1. People who suggest that limits are not important 🚩2. People wh…

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A Year in Re-View (Pt. II) 44:57

1+ y ago44:57

44:57

This is part 2 of my two-part review of the last couple of years—where I've been, what I've been doing, and what I've learned. In this episode, I discuss my experience of rehearsing for an opera, and my move to Bern, Switzerland. I share about how working with the director, Julia, and how I focused on character development, backstory and relationsh…

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A Year in Re-View (Pt. I) 29:43

1+ y ago29:43

29:43

In this first part of two episodes, we're doing a year in review with my beloved Spouse Meister. I'm diving into my calendar to recall events and experiences such as RV trips in California, a trip to Vienna for an opera production, trying to get a certification in narrative therapy, and a sex party that didn’t go as planned. We discuss how the past…

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HNY 13:53

1+ y ago13:53

13:53

It's been weeks since I wrote that post about my mother not coming to see the opera my son-in-law wrote for me in Europe. I had offered to buy her a business class ticket with anti-anxiety medication, but never got a response. Reflecting on this made me think about other issues with my family. In our family, it's become expected that I don't share …

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A Love Letter to the Darkness 29:57

1+ y ago29:57

29:57

I'm a night person. I love the peace and quiet of the late hours. During the winter months and my anniversary, it often ends up as a time of contemplation and introspection – which can be a challenge. On today's episode, I talk about how I had to overcome fear to be fully themselves and how I met my beloved spousemeister nine years ago. I also talk…

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Where She Been? 1:21:19

1+ y ago1:21:19

1:21:19

If you're a regular listener, you know that I've been absent for quite a while—with good reason! Today's episode gives you a sneak peek in where I've been, I discuss "The Woman King", and much, much more. Not set photos, but a trailer for Sycorax: https://youtu.be/dmOZqCGq1wM And a link with photos AND a bunch more information: https://buehnenbern.…

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Hold the Phone! 34:59

2y ago34:59

34:59

Something I haven't talked about before on this podcast is how I've got quite a long-term, on again/off again relationship with phones. Some people would certainly disagree with this, but I actually really enjoyed my time in phone-centered jobs. I've worked everywhere from a sex line (with a deskmate getting busy under her desk) to working at a ban…

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'Til the Fat Lady Sings 35:19

2y ago35:19

35:19

Mollena and opera aren't exactly BFFs—we're more like casual acquaintences at this point. But when you get an opportunity to actually take part in an opera, you don't exactly say no! Join me in a conversation with my lovely spouse and owner about art (and the fear of putting something out there), theater vs. opera, and perfect pitch (and why I don'…

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Living History (Part II) 26:51

2y ago26:51

26:51

When one comes up in an alternative community, you find out quickly that there are people you look up to and people that you hope to never ever run across in your experience. In the kink and leather communities, here were plenty of people who were heroish and had ulterior motives that maybe were not pure. However, if you've heard me talk about kink…

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Living History (Pt I) 45:26

2y ago45:26

45:26

When one comes up in an alternative community, you find out quickly that there are people you look up to and people that you hope to never ever run across in your experience. In the kink and leather communities, here were plenty of people who were heroish and had ulterior motives that maybe were not pure. However, if you've heard me talk about kink…

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Where She At? 15:10

2y ago15:10

15:10

Whoops. Here I am. *** A special, direct thank you to Amy W, Victoria B, Susanna E G, James R P, Kathleen A, Marshall F, Elizabeth S, Jackie B, Haddayr C-W, Scott J K, Abigail P, Marty W, Meg B, JP R, aeric meredith-goujon, Sinclair Sexsmith, KillerB1973, Sara L E, The Adipositivity Project, Kathleen M, Andrea, DK Leather, Stephanie S, Michelle D, …

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What You Don't See 28:15

2y ago28:15

28:15

Very little gets under my skin like someone assuming they know everything about you—even though they are, in fact, not YOU. How some people think they can get in your head and tell you "no no, your feelings are wrong" will never fail to amaze me. Today I'm going to talk about social anxiety. Specifically, MY social anxiety, which may not look like …

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Munich Musings 22:17

2y ago22:17

22:17

How long should you be in control of your art? Should you have "final cut" on each performance, or is the performance itself a separate piece of art? Today, I discuss that and more with my lovely Spousemeister, Georg Friedrich Haas, composer extraordinaire. This came up as we were swept off to Germany—a trip which was not an instant "yes" from my d…

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From France with Love & Anxiété 11:07

2y ago11:07

11:07

In a quick mini-sode (a concept I lovingly ripped off from a YouTuber I watch) I discuss some tumultuous times my husband and I are enduring together, the impact of neurodivergence on a relationship, and how they might actually be your superpower. *** A special, direct thank you to Amy W, Victoria B, Susanna E G, James R P, Kathleen A, Marshall F, …

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Fighting the Darkness 32:10

2y ago32:10

32:10

This week has felt particularly dark for some of us. How can it not? But through that, I want to give you a reminder that you (yes. YOU.) reading this? You are important. Not just important, you are significant. I really, truly mean that—and I hope if you don't believe that, you will someday. Also, find out about my strange week, which includes a l…

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