Do you need guidance and insight into your soulmate or twin flame relationship? Sarah and Sophia can help you reach your highest potential in love, career and all other aspects of your life. They are here to empower you to take control of your life and your heart. They encourage you to lighten your load and they help you envision your future so you can actively participate in co-creating that with the Divine!
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What happens when two modern ladies wake up to their immortal Magickal nature?
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Sarah Mac and Carrie D. bring you real life relationship experience, advice, breakups, connections, and stories. Sarah brings the raw and real stories full of laughs and crazy encounters, but also the acknowledgment of how hard it is out there in the lonely dating world. Relatable and humorous, she takes her experiences to you...letting you know that you are not alone. Carrie D. brings self help to the world! She is far from healed, but she brings you the journey she's experienced and contin ...
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Carolyn and Neil, the set guy for Sleep Over Mystery School, talk about modern relationships - including the folly of Twin Flames - on their U-Haul ride down to the 3rd immersion.
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Shadow Work, Theurgy, and Expanding our Capacity to be Present with High Sensation
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Carolyn, Laila, and Rory talk about how Shadow Work, Theurgy, and Expanding Our Capacity to be Present with High Sensation weave together to create a virtuous upward spiral of grounded, profound positive change in our lives - and that’s why they are the pillars of the life-changing work we do in the Immortal College.…
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Carolyn and Laila talk about the demon Olivia Soprano, the evil eye, and the psychedelic medicine of Dune 2.
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The Torroidal Jelly Donut Made of Hebrew, Arabic, and Greek Letters which Extrudes the Universe
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Carolyn forces Laila and other friends to nerd out with her about her current obsession: the Hermetic genius mathematician Stan Tenen and his mind- blowing discovery of the exquisite geometric metaphor underlying the pattern of the Hebrew letters in the first verse of Genesis. Those letters form a torroid pattern and the torroid consists in 6 hand-…
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Promethea / Re-Collecting Shadow Projections / Our Power as Magickians
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Carolyn, Rory, Laila and David dish about the great Hermetic teaching text and comic book Promethea by Alan Moore and how it has benefited their lives and given them magickal hope.
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Carolyn and Laila sit down to talk about Babalon and how slutty magick shadow re-collecting power works.
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Carolyn and Laila hang out at Laila’s kitchen table and talk about the life-saving magick of EK, the crystallization of Wholeness as Battle Magick — and also, Carolyn evidences live, in real time, her Pooh Bear Siddhi of manifesting sweet treats.
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Higher Self Remembrance; the Fylgja and Hamingja
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Listen to this if you’re in the mood for a potent distillation of high level magickal knowledge from the Germanic pagan tradition woven into Thelemic and Jungian stuff. Carolyn sits down with her wise husband David Lovewell and their dear friend Frank Cafardi to talk about the Fylgja (the Fetch, anima / animus, HGA) and Hamingja (luck, karma) and h…
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While on vacation in Tulum, Carolyn sits down with Frank Cafardi, who is a steelworker, swordsman, left-hand path Germanic pagan practitioner and also her husband David’s best friend. They talk about Frank’s approach to the Great Work via metallurgy and combat arts.
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The Traumatic Memory Resolution Project with Dr. Robert and Dr. Luzette McDonald
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While Laila sleeps in for some much-needed rest, Carolyn sits down for breakfast at the El Segundo Hilton Garden Inn transdimensional vortex of healing to talk with Dr. Robert and Dr. Luzette McDonald about their Traumatic Memory Resolution Project, designed to help people resolve traumatic memories at online events, en masse. Dr. Robert and Dr. Lu…
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Calcination (Much Improved Audio!): what isn’t true will be burned away
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(First 30 seconds have hiss, after that much better 😇) Carolyn and Laila talk with husbands David and Rory about the magick of honoring your Soul Contract - the perils of straying from the path, and the rewards of submitting to it.
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The Magick of Deep Listening & Transformational Storytelling
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Carolyn & Laila sit down with other initiates of Sleep Over Mystery School and enthusiasts / skeptics of Dr. Robert’s TDM (The Destination Method) to talk about their experiences of deep change and why so many of us have decided to go to Dr. Robert’s upcoming Deep Listening & Transformational Storytelling course, with some of us repeating the cours…
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1980s trad wives Carolyn and Laila indulge in their monstrous wrongthink one evening at a local playground, whipping up a festival of disdain for mob rule and sympathy for entertaining alleged evil-doers: Lizzo, Bill Murray, and Russell Brand.
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Have you been contacted? - the Invisible College, Blue Avians, the Law of One and Ra Hoor Khuit
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Carolyn, Laila & Rory talk about far-out stuff related to the evolution of culture and consciousness, including the Fourth Turning of the Dharma, and ponder a quote from the Law of One / Ra Material.
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Carolyn & Laila sit down with a group of our wonderful recent 2023 initiates of Sleep Over Mystery School. Our initiates describe how they first felt the pull to join SOMS; how they decided to jump in to the program; the amazing changes they experienced in their lives; and their words of wisdom for future friends who are now contemplating applying …
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Carolyn & Laila and their respective husbands David & Rory discuss the hit Barbie movie as an alchemical mirror for relations between men & women today.
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Sympathy for the Great Beast 666 - or, Aleister Crowley and the Christ Mandala
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Carolyn and Laila talk about Carolyn’s recent theory that AC, with all his scandalousness and mythopoetic self-identification as the Great Beast of The Book of Revelations, succeeded in “immanentizing the eschaton” (to borrow a phrase of the late, great Terrence McKenna) and revealing to Western consciousness a new archetype of the whole Self, late…
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On a glorious Sunday morning at a Mystery School immersion, Carolyn and Laila sit down to talk with the genius somatic therapist and teacher Luis Mojica about the queerness of the magickian Jesus Christ and what it really takes to embody love and forgiveness.
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Carolyn, Laila, and Laila’s boyfriend Rory discuss the complicated relationships between people and their inner others, how this complicates relationships with outer others, and whether the distinction between self and inner other is as distinct as has been presented in the past.
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Unraveling the Illusion: Confronting the Shady Union of Intelligence Agencies and Organized Crime
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On a lovely late spring evening, Laila and Carolyn start out with a leisurely pondering of magickal collaboration with their friend Neil, the set designer and effects producer for Sleep 💤 Over Mystery School. Then things take a dramatic turn when Carolyn starts talking about the mind-blowing revelations of how power really works in our world which …
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We all have at least one of these three attachment styles that I will be discussing today. This episode is going to teach you how to identify the different attachment styles that you inhibit, or that your partner inhibits. We have anxious, avoidant, and secure! I will go into further detail in this episode, so you can identify. Please, send us an e…
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Are you ready to move on, or is it relationship jumping? The ebb and flow of emotions during a breakup is something you don't just over in a week, a month or sometimes several months! It's a personal experience that needs to be reconciled, but moving forward is so vital to soul growth. We can move forward in our journey without relationship jumping…
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Coffee Talk Unfiltered - Learn what we are about!
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Who doesn't need relationship advice, real talk, or spiritual enlightenment? Here we talk about it all! Sarah Mac brings the real hard relationship truths, as well as, experiences and advice. Her views will not inspire you, but the experience will resonate. Take a listen to what Coffee Talk Unfiltered has to offer, and you'll be glad that you did! …
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Being Vulnerable While Standing In Your Truth
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Being vulnerable in any situation is hard, but some have it easier than others. I see so many people who close up and hide certain emotions of admiration, love, sadness, and fears to themselves instead of standing in their pure truth of the many facets they are as a person. Standing in your truth to me is showing that vulnerable side, but holding s…
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The aftershock of a break up will leave you feeling empty. Whether or not you have been together for a long time or a short time. Sometimes however we get stuck in a sadness cycle, and we don't know how to get out of it. This is where it's very important for us to understand that moving on is not only for our own mental and emotional health, but fo…
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Bummed About Not Being Enlightened Already?
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Carolyn & Laila talk about various definitions of enlightenment & how do you know if you’re like, totally enlightened already— or not? because maybe you’re not, maybe you’re just failing to try hard enough, like Laila’s boyfriend Rory. ;)
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Can you truly only be friends with an Ex? Are one or both of you hoping for reconciliation by keeping the "friendship" alive? Can men and women build REAL relationships with each other if the friendship started early in life? How about the friendship you created in your adult life? Is there sexual tension? Lots of men and women are friends, but is …
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Have you experienced love bombing? Was it true feelings or a lie? Were you left more broken hearted than ever before? Come listen to my raw, unfiltered and highly emotional experience of being loved bombed, and the aftermath of this experience. Everyone has a path and journey they need to follow, but it NOT ok to love bomb someone, and sell them on…
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Sometimes we don't realize that we are ignoring our own self love, and there are various reasons why. Some reasons are that we are pouring ourselves into relationships instead of having an equal balance of loving our partner and loving ourselves. We don't set boundaries when self love is absent, and when breakups happen we feel lost and insignifica…
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Have I got a story for you! The Man I've been dating for only 7 weeks loved bombed me to death, made me feel like the center of his world, and dropped me like it was hot. He left me for someone he believed was his TF, but in reality is just a karmic that keeps cycling because their lessons have not been learned. The red flags were there and I can't…
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Thelema, Agape, and Telos in the New Aeon
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Carolyn & Laila talk about their deeper appreciation of Thelema (“will”) from what they’ve learned of Dr. Robert’s and Dr. Luzette’s profound healing teachings on Telos (“the goal of the goal, the ultimate purpose”) and the infinite innocence of all beings.
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Resolving Unnecessary Human Suffering with Dr. Robert & Dr. Luzette McDonald
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We sit down with the Thrice-Greatest Robert & Luzette McDonald, two astounding beacons of miraculously effective healing ❤️🩹. Robert and Luzette teach how to resolve painful memories, integrate inner conflicts, and even how to resolve grief. In this episode they relate the stories of how they overcame terrible grief from the suicides of loved ones…
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Carolyn and Laila talk about the deep self-reflective psychedelic medicine of ritual initiation, and how the universe is constantly fulfilling our wildest dreams and nightmares us to wake us up to our creative, magickal agency
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In this episode, Carolyn & Laila talk with their friends and coconspirators Lucy and Elyna about what it really takes to run a Mystery School and to pursue your vocation, and the gifts that are given in return.
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I'm diving deeper into the twin flame phenomenon because of my most recent experience with my own! If you follow me on Instagram you know that I have been documenting this journey since it has blown up in September 2022! There's a new twist of events even though I thought I was out! I'm going to be talking to you about what this connection truly is…
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On a lazy Saturday morning with the kids at their grandpappy’s, Carolyn talks with her inspiring & brilliant husband David to get his insights about the nature of the Great Work and the simplest way to create a dense mycelial network of loving benevolence that fruits into a mushroom 🍄 body of trans-Saturnian, trans-temporal consciousness.…
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Carolyn & Laila talk about their delight in the new book by Eric Wargo, Precognitive Dreaming & the Long Self.
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Carolyn & Laila talk about their enthusiasm for Ken Wilber’s Integral Theory and discuss what it takes to inhabit integral consciousness & eventually grow beyond into transpersonal consciousness.
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Intuition is often described as a gut feeling. When you feel like you just know something! in this episode we jump into the some of the ways you can tell if your intuition is speaking to you. Support the showBy Sarah Mac & Carrie D
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Carolyn makes a special announcement! Then Carolyn & Laila talk about 1) how we’re literally all made up of rainbow crystals 2) how we’re growing in the love of Christ / Dionysus during this advent season 3) finding self-compassion by accepting that exactly everyone is rather miserable and clueless.
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There are so many reasons why manifestations NEVER come into fruition, and in this episode we will be talking about some of those reasons! No one wants to kill a manifestation, but more than not, WE do! Lets get real, trying to talk something into reality sounds crazy, and we feel stupid doing it because we know our current reality, but it goes dee…
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In this episode Sarah Mac dives into Toxic Relationships by sharing her toxic/trauma bond with her Twin Flame. She spills the tea in the new and ever evolving drama of this connection and how each flame, when out of union affects the other. When one TF is involved in a toxic relationship with someone other than their TF, it will very much affect th…
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Many people get these too confused, but they are very different! Come and listen to the differences between self-concept and self-esteem and how they affect your relationships, work, and your overall outlook on life! They also affect manifestation through affirmations! We will cover that in another episode! You must have positive self concept and s…
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The Holiday season is here, and this time of the year brings many reflections - good or bad! Support the showBy Sarah Mac & Carrie D
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In this episode I talk about my personal Twin Flame Journey and how its progressed during the decades. Support the showBy Sarah Mac & Carrie D
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In a world filled with Karmics, Soul Ties and Twin Flames, how can do you know you hit on a Soulmate connection? This episode hits on some of the obvious and not so obvious advice that needs to be said about this connection. DON'T go looking for it! Put down those dating apps, and just let universe do what its meant to do! Support the show…
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The holidays are approaching, and if you are single or separated, this is the start of constant questions from family and/or friends! Like, YES! I know I'm single, so there's no need to remind me! ALSO, listen for my newest idea! Support the showBy Sarah Mac & Carrie D
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New Beginnings: The Straw That Broke The Camels Back
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We are embarking on a time where things that we use to be able to sweep under the rug no longer can be overlooked. We are tearing off the rose colored glasses and gaining our self worth. Embrace these new beginnings and come listen to us as we talk, laugh, and simply explain what the hell is going on! IG: @energy_vibes11 TT: @energy_vibes11 Support…
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After a truly heavenly weekend of training in holding ritual, Carolyn & Laila chill with friends/initiates/Members of the Order and listen to them tell the stories of how making the irrational decision to join a Mystery School was the best thing they ever did for themselves.
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A New Manifestation Method: Is It Crossing The Line?
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Coffee Talk on the new manifestation method called the Whisper Method! Sarah Mac and Carrie D dive into it, and so much more. Want to laugh? Come and join in on the fun. Support the showBy Sarah Mac & Carrie D
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