A Burnout Prevention Podcast for Leaders in Tech: You can't be an effective leader, build high-performing teams, and make a great impact if you’re ending up in the ER… or worse. Enter CTRL+ALT+DELETE with Lisa Duerre™, a no-BS conversation from a female executive who spent over 25 years in Silicon Valley. Lisa gives you a front-row seat to escape burnout, reboot your career, and integrate work with life. #realtalkwithlisa
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A former Marine married a hippie and thank God they don't have children yet. Just a dog that is really a dolphin in a dogs body. We challenge each other's viewpoints in all aspects and inappropriate banter is what keeps us happy. That and hate and discontent. Support this podcast: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/marriedinamerica/support
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As a Dauntless Media podcast, this is a companion to Scott's forthcoming book about losing faith while teaching at an evangelical university. This podcast will feature former students and faculty of Azusa Pacific University. They will tell stories of racism, sexism, hatred towards the LGBTQ community, and early alt-right shenanigans. Other guests outside of the APU world will also be invited to share their experiences. Join the growing Chapel Probation community on Instagram, Discord, and Fa ...
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FIRM Leadership - Tired Teams Overcoming Challenges | Alenka Znidarsic, PhD, and Rachelle Niemann
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In today's fast-paced world, exhaustion is a common challenge that can complicate organizational change efforts. But with the right leadership mindset and strategies, organizations can overcome these hurdles and thrive amidst complexity. Join us for an interactive and insightful livestream of CTRL+ALT+DELETE with Lisa Duerre™ LIVE, to explore how t…
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Chapel Probation s4- Episode 100 with traci kato-kiriyama
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If you've read my book, Asian American Apostate, you know how important traci is to me. She's important to a lot of people, really. But she met me when I was still trying to be a Christian, and she helped me become the person I am today. So it makes sense to have her be the guest for the 100th episode of Chapel Probation. You'll hear her story, her…
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Chapel Probation s4- Ross Montgomery
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Ross is the real deal. Solid human who sees all the things we need our White men allies to see. Do I go a little overboard praising him? Sure. Am I sorry about that? Hell no. Anyone who steps away from privilege to engage in the complexities of other peoples' lives is awesome in my book. Throughout Ross's christian life, he challenged assumptions a…
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Chapel Probation s4- Pastor Trey Ferguson
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Pastor Trey is the author of Theologizin Bigger from Lake Drive Books, and he is a solid human. From a wild college experience at the University of Miami, Trey found himself at a fundamentalist seminary and eventually dropped out. He found a home at a much more open-minded seminary and now is a pastor and social media presence, pushing back at the …
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Chapel Probation s4 Lisa Christy (Grove City College)
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The first full episode of Season 4 has Lisa Christy from Grove City College. She got duped into going to this Libertarian and Presbyterian school and ended up staying. She found community in the "rebel" crowd and started a significant sports revolution at the school. Chapel Probation is part of the Dauntless Media Collective Join the …
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Chapel Probation s4- An Introduction to the Podcast
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And we're back. Heading into the 100th episode. This one is #95. We look back on some clips, bits, and songs of the past 3 seasons as we look forward to the shenanigans coming in season 4. Chapel Probation is part of the Dauntless Media Collective Join the Dauntless Media Discord for more conversation with all the podcast co…
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REPOST: After Hours #5 Keiko Agena (Gilmore Girls) and Shin Kawasaki- Heroes of the Asian Kids at APU
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Despite this episode containing some incredible music by Shin and the presence of Keiko, a bonafide Gilmore Girl and TV/Movie star, very few people heard this, comparatively. So before season 4 gets going, I wanted to give newer listeners a chance to hear from two of my favorite people on the planet: Shin Kawasaki and Keiko Agena. Even as the show …
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REPOST: After Hours #3 Jenny Yang- The Acclaimed Actor and Comedian Remembers...APU?
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Repost in honor of The Brothers Sun, a series that was just cancelled despite being hugely popular. All the love to Jenny Yang. Before Jenny Yang became a big-time comedian and Buzzfeed sensation, before she became a writer for television, and before she was cast as one of the stars of The Brothers Sun, a Netflix dramedy starring Michelle Yeoh, Jen…
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New Collab Coming Repost: Chapel Probation s3- Priska- From PK to the Two Horny Goats Podcast
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UPDATE: Get to know Priska if you haven't already. She will be collaborating with Scott to bring you a BIPOC-centered, AAPI-flavored podcast about leaving evangelical Purity Culture. Coming soon! About 11 years ago, I went to a Tuesday Night Cafe and saw a young woman in her early 20's perform there for the first time. Priska's voice and playing fl…
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Chapel Probation s3 Valentine's Day Special
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It's a bromance that eclipses the love of women. It's playful, raw, and unabashed. God has made men in his image, and that image is good, so young christian men at evangelical schools not only proudly display their dicks and balls, they create ways to interact with them. In this episode, we look at the practices and we laugh a little, but we also w…
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A thank you to all of you who listen and a preview of things to come. Be sure to register for the Content Warning livestream which happens Feb 17-18. Or better yet, come on out to Portland to hang with us. Chapel Probation is part of the Dauntless Media Collective Join the Dauntless Media Discord for more conversation with all t…
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Chapel Probation s3- Angela Herrington- From Wesleyan to Deconstruction Author
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You've probably heard of or seen Angela Herrington through her online events or the Faith Deconstruction Cafe on Facebook, and you might have wondered, what is her back story? Well here it is. Angela has a book due out Feb 20, How to Deconstruct Your Faith Without Losing Yourself, and she did time on Chapel Probation to tell her story of coming out…
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Chapel Probation s3- Jon Turney- A Life of Searching for Truth
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Jon Turney is the co-host of the This Is Not Church podcast with his brother and previous Chapel Probation guest, Nat. He has written a novel, RJ the Astronaut, which is reminiscent of CS Lewis's science fiction work with a modern twist. Jon spent is youth and young adult life trying to find answers to his deep questions about life and faith, and t…
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Chapel Probation s3- The Sexvangelicals- Jeremiah and Julia
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Christian colleges often tout their illustrious alumni who accomplish great things in the christian world. Jeremiah and Julia won't likely be listed in such lists for Abilene Christian or Calvin college. That's because they are licensed sex therapists who promote sexual wellbeing in all of its forms. Their podcast, the Sexvangelicals, is a great lo…
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Chapel Probation s3- Justin Gentry- Former Pastor to Go Home, Bible, You're Drunk
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Another podcasting hero of mine, Justin Gentry, does time on Chapel Probation. He talks about his time at Indiana Wesleyan and his epic attempt at being a pastor before deciding his humanity and care of others were more important than his faith. After leaving fundamentalist christian faith, Justin has used his voice and perspective, teaming up with…
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Chapel Probation s3- Esther Tseng- Food and Social Justice after Faith
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Esther Tseng is a badass food blogger and writer who wrote the article, The Silence of My White Friends After Atlanta, back in 2021. She captured what a lot of us were feeling during a time when our AAPI community felt targeted by rabid, ignorant MAGA Trumpers. But before she became a renowned food writer and social justice advocate, Esther grew up…
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Chapel Probation s3- Tim Mills- The Harmonic Atheist (BJU)
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It may seem a little harsh to post an episode the day after xmas with the creator of the Harmonic Atheist youtube channel, it just kinda worked out that way. Tim Mills is a self-described atheist who, like so many others this season, devoted his life to absolute adherence to fundamentalist Christianity. But his quest for the truth ultimately led hi…
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Chapel Probation s3- Ryan Mulkowski- IFB, Pensacola, Liberty to Loss of Faith
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Once again, we have someone who did everything humanly possible to be a devout, devoted christian only to walk away from fundamentalist, White nationalist christianity. Ryan Mulkowski, the host of the Some Random Thoughts podcast did time on Chapel Probation to share his story of coming up through the violent IFB cult to a soul-crushing semester at…
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Chapel Probation s3- Jered- Simpson College to Social Justice Math
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Jered held on to his evangelical faith for dear life for a long time. But when he couldn't abide the racism, conservative politics, and weak teachings anymore, he just couldn't stay. To his credit. In our conversation, we talk about rampant nudity in the Simpson College boys dorms, problematic teachings in church, parenting, and...math? Yes, math. …
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Chapel Probation s3- "Special K"- An Anonymous Listener Tells Her Story for the First Time
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"K" had the unique experience of growing up Southern Baptist in Southern California. She went to UCLA fully intending to maintain her deeply held fundamentalist Christian faith and sought to fortify her faith by learning as much as she could from campus ministries and local churches. But K realized she was not satisfied with the answers to her ques…
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Chapel Probation s3- Kit- IBLP to SBC to Freedom
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Kathleen, aka Kit, will tell you she was infantilized by her parents from time her family entered the IBLP world until she was in her early 20's. In the patriarchal, abusive, and oppressive world of IBLP, going to a Southern Baptist Convention college was a breath of fresh...er air. Freshness being relative in this metaphor, Kit, found freedom in S…
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Chapel Probation s3- Sarah Hayward- Author of Giving Up God
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Like many of us, Sarah Henn Hayward did everything she could to remain a christian. She read books, she asked questions, and she learned to be inclusive and affirming. And everything she did to remain helped her deconstruct all the way out of christianity. It's not so much a "slippery slope" as it is a snowball succumbing to gravity as it rolls dow…
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Chapel Probation s3- Ryan Stollar- Child Liberation Theology
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Ryan "RL" Stollar is an invaluable online presence, writing about homeschooling and child liberation theology on his blog and for many online publications. His new book, The Kingdom of Children, is a must-read for those of us interested in fighting the fundamentalist christian parenting movements that seek to indoctrinate children with harmful ideo…
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Chapel Probation s3- Simon Graham- Deconstructing Whiteness and Patriarchy
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I met Simon Graham during my last year at UC San Diego, and though we've rarely seen each since that year, we've kept in touch, marking our growth as people, as husbands, and as fathers in this complex world. And Simon is one of the finest humans I've had the pleasure of knowing. In the past year, we've talked about our views on race, gender, patri…
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Chapel Probation s3- A Conversation with Jo Luehmann
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I bonded with Jo Luehmann last year over our shared love of comedian Atsuko Okatsuka, and I even had the honor of introducing Jo to Atsuko. Two epic women for sure. In this bonus episode while I'm on vacation, Jo and I talk about our books while sitting on a bench in Central Park just a stone's throw from one of Turmp's towers. Jo's forthcoming boo…
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Chapel Probation s3- PDX Ben- Vanguard to Seminary to Great Dad
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Ben is a friend I first met at the epic PDX meetup last year. He had told me a little about his past as an evangelical who wanted to be a pastor or some kind of biblical scholar, but I had no idea how far he had come from his early adulthood. It's really an honor to bring you this story that goes all the usual places with problematic evangelical cu…
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Chapel Probation s3- Kristin Luna- A Sister 9 from APU
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Back at APU with another of the badass Sisters 9 writing group. Kristin Luna, aka K-wing, was such an important person to me. She was part of the group of students who saw me and welcomed me in as a fellow fringe/bad person at APU. I remembered my mentor professors who let me into their personal lives at UC San Diego, and I allowed myself to be tha…
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Chapel Probation s3- Timothy Cooper- Newly Deconverted and Kicking Ass after Masters College
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I spend way too much time trying to figure out how fundamentalist, conservative White folks become enlightened and caring of the world around them. We may never know, but meeting Tim Cooper has given me hope. Tim deconverted slowly over time and taught himself to interrogate first his faith and then his worldview. And in a relatively short time, he…
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Chapel Probation s3- Nat Turney-Author of The Seeds of De(CON)struction.
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I was a guest on the podcast, This Is Not Church with Jon and Nat Turney a few months ago, and we had a great time talking about my book and rock music. Sometimes you meet people, and immediately click, and this was the case with me and the Turney boys. So when I heard that Nat was publishing his book, The Seeds of De(Con)struction, I messaged him …
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Chapel Probation s3- Jon Carl Lewis- Sex Education for All of Us
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Jon Carl Lewis went to Princeton, but he sought out the repressive Christian elements he grew up with, hoping to "pray the gay away." But, he deconstructed after some horrific and lonely times to progressive forms of Christianity, eventually finding his way to leather bars in Boston and a life of sexual liberation. He has written and taught about s…
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Chapel Probation s3- Xeres Villanueva- From APU into the Mystic
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Xeres survived APU as a neuro-divergent Filipina woman and went on to explore personal and generational healing through community activism and explorations into the mystical aspects of religion. Leaning into her culture and her identity have helped her to find ways to help others with her project, The Estuary Moments. And I've had the privilege of …
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Chapel Probation s3- Paul aka "The Fictitious Prof" and the Divine in Music
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Paul Kirz is a classically-trained pianist and musician from Souther California who went to APU. Thankfully, his rigorous training, practicing, and performing in the Music Department kept him so busy that he didn't get the full brunt of all the usual racism, bigotry, and conservative fundamentalism of the school. And as the concept of the divine ha…
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Chapel Probation s3: Father Shannon TL Kearns- A Transition to the Divine
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Shannon Kearns grew up in a fundamentalist family and church knowing he was outside of the parameters of acceptable christian living. He resolved to live as a celibate queer woman and become a youth pastor, and even did so for a time. But he eventually found a fuller life and a viable faith by transitioning. It was this new perspective as a man sec…
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Chapel Probation s3- Brandon Flanery: Sex and the Divine after YWAM
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Brandon Flanery grew up in fundamentalist evangelical culture, but he knew early on he was gay. This caused him to dig in harder to his faith, leading him to an evangelical school and eventually YWAM. But he eventually discovered that embracing his sexuality gave him a peace and joy about himself, and he has since explored all manner of experiences…
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Chapel Probation s3- Heather Owens: IBLP/ATI Survivor
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Heather Owens was literally born of IBLP/ATI indoctrination, the result of her parents deciding to resume filling up their "quivers" for christs by having "reversal babies." We are grateful that Heather is here, though, and her story sheds more bad light on the IBLP/ATI world with its systemic abuse of babies and children and its shielding of power…
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Chapel Probation s3- Andrew Pledger: Surviving BJU
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Andrew Pledger grew up in a Christian fundamentalist cult (IFB) that led him to attend Bob Jones University. He knew he was gay, and he knew things were not right with the faith that criminalized his very existence. But as a young man, he had no options to escape his family's control or the bizarre, abusive rules of BJU. At first, Andrew tried to p…
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Chapel Probation s3- Em Torres: The Life She Wrote
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Before Chapel Probation and before Asian American Apostate existed, Em Torres invited me to come onto her podcast, The Life She Wrote. I had written her a theme song, but other than that, I didn't have anything public out there, but Em saw me as someone with something to say. I'll always be grateful for that. Em went to Vanguard University for a ye…
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Chapel Probation bonus segment: OK, Oppenheimer
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CW: descriptions of nuclear war I wrote a longer version of this in my substack, but here is something I wanted to say on this platform. I had to stop and regroup a few times, and I even had to omit a few lines because I just couldn't say them out loud. But I'm not OK with Oppenheimer. I'm not saying anything against anyone who enjoyed it, as I'm s…
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Chapel Probation s3- Jazz Robertson- Follow the Drums to Deconstruction
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Jazz Robertson grew up and came of age playing drums in churches. From CCM to gospel, she found connection to musicians and music which kept her involved in church. But the connection to the bible and God never quite happened, despite her best efforts. But like a lot of us, she held on to the music in church until she just couldn't anymore. For bot…
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Chapel Probation s3- Jessica Goforth- IBLP/ATI Nightmare Survivor
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If you've watched the documentary, Shiny Happy People, you know some of the horrific details of the Institute in Basic Life Principles (IBLP) and the Advanced Training Institute (ATI). Both are systems that drive a cult that became mainstream when The Learning Channel aired too many seasons of that insipid bullshit about the Duggar family. America …
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Driving Performance through CHANGE | Michael Diettrich-Chastain
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Make sure to double-click on these key moments in this episode of Ctrl+Alt+Delete with Lisa Duerre™: [01:00] CHANGES Card Deck [02:00] Spirit of Abundance Thinking [02:40] Origins of the CHANGES Card Deck [03:20] Getting better at managing and creating change. [03:56] Seven Pillars that impact of affect change [04:19] Leaders get better at asking p…
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Chapel Probation s3- Tim Mathis- Asbury to "Dirt Bag" Living
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Think you know about evangelical revivals? Did you hear about the one at Asbury this year? This episode with author and life adventurer, Tim Mathis, will shed new light on how revivals erupt, so to speak. I promise you, it's not what you think. Or if it is, you're probably a regular listener of Chapel Probation. Tim Mathis shares his personal stori…
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Chapel Probation s3: Gail- Full Mutuality in Life and Podcasting
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One of the best people I've met in the past couple years doing this work is Gail, the co-host of the Full Mutuality Podcast. I want everyone who listens to Chapel Probation to also get to know the other podcasters in our Dauntless Media group, and Gail is one of the founding members. From rough family beginnings to foster care, Gail grew up in Cana…
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Raising Your Game, Not Your Voice | Lisa Beth Lentini Walker
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In this episode of Ctrl + Alt + Delete with Lisa Duerre™ - Make sure to double-click on these key moments in the episode: [3:30] Being able to influence in a time of constrained resources [10:30] Leaving the world a better place than you found it [11:57] Being a scholar is a practice [16:35] When you're a Yoda, you are helping to combine the best o…
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Chapel Probation s3- The Religious Exemption Accountability Project (REAP) Erin Green and Paul Southwick
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I admit it. There was a time I has zero hope for the LGBTQIA students and faculty at evangelical schools. But that was before REAP came on the scene bringing legal firepower to the fight against the inhumane bigotry and discrimination all evangelical schools are guilty of promoting and enforcing. The tide is turning now. Paul Southwick started REAP…
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Chapel Probation s3- Janice Lagata: Inside Hillsong "College" and Hillsong NYC
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You've seen (hopefully) The Secrets of Hillsong. You lamented how it centered Carl Lentz cosplaying Zoolander at his "corporate" job (That wasn't just me, right?). And you were introduced to Janice Lagata, if you didn't already know her work. So forget Carl and listen to Janice tell her story of attending Hillsong "College" in Australia and being p…
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Building a Thriving Human System | Kim McLaughlin
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In this episode of Ctrl + Alt + Delete with Lisa Duerre™ - Make sure to lean in during these key moments in the episode: [1:50] The world is not slowing down, it’s not getting easier. No one is saying “I’ve got it all covered!” [4:15] If burnout and emotional issues are showing up in your workplace, you’ve got systemic issue [4:45] You need more th…
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Chapel Probation s3- "Holly" Survived the Worst of EV and Catholic Culture
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"Holly" is a Spanish teacher and an avid runner who listens to Chapel Probation every Tuesday on her regular run. She went to an EV college almost by accident before switching to a public school to finish undergrad, but then found herself at a conservative Catholic high school. Her experiences there were eerily similar to my own experiences teachin…
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Chapel Probation s3- Peter Fenton- From Wheaton to Off-Broadway
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Peter Fenton is a young man just 6 years out of college at Wheaton, and he is killing it. His creative output for this year alone is incredible, and his past life as an evangelical has served to fuel his creative energy. He's got a film he produced making the festival rounds, and his play, Abandon All Hope is set to premier at the Rougue Theater Fe…
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Bringing Intention Into Distributed Work | Karan Gupta
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In this episode of Ctrl + Alt + Delete with Lisa Duerre™ - Make sure to lean in during these key moments in the episode: [6:28] How the Leaders in (geographically) distributed work should leverage all unique differences to build a culture of flexibility / adaptability [14:00] How to rethink the importance of sharing what you do about your work. [16…
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