An (unofficial) Sexaholics Anonymous podcast featuring SA speaker meetings, workshops, conventions and marathons. An SA meeting in a Podcast
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An Addiction Recovery Lunch-hour Speaker Meeting. A new guest speaker with at least 1 year sobriety from any addiction, and who is actively working in recovery, will speak for 25 minutes each week on a specific recovery topic. This will be followed by a moderated 25 minute Q & A session from the live audience. The live speaker meetings will be held on Zoom each Friday at 10:00 AM Pacific time. To attend the live recordings and have the opportunity of asking questions of the guest, please sen ...
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The mission of ESSAY is to serve as a source of information, experience, strength and hope to sexaholics, both inside and outside the rooms of Sexaholics Anonymous. Our vision is to provide a high-quality “meeting in print” that gathers together members from around the world. It can serve as a portable “extra meeting” especially for loners and for members who don’t have access to many meetings. In addition, Essay serves as an outreach tool to carry the message to those who have not yet found ...
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Fireside chat with SA Old-timers helpful for newcomers (useful for everyone!) Long term sober members of Sexaholics Anonymous sit down with me for a chat, telling their stories, and sharing experience, strength and hope on a variety of topics.
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This is a weekly release of 12 Step audio from many different 12 step groups, however mostly AA groups. This will not be one person sharing their wisdom but instead many different mp3's of many different people who have been working the 12 step program.
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ESSAY August 2024 - Asking God to Send a newcomer - Mina S., Dubai, UAE
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I entered the world of SA through an invitation from a friend of a friend. At the time, I didn’t recognize my own lust addiction. I simply enjoyed the company of women, and I sometimes (read: constantly) indulged in pornography. To me, those explicit images were no different from any movie broadcasted on TV. And when I heard about Sexaholics Anonym…
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Karen A - Spiritual Life First... Or Else - Afro Euro - meeting 271
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Karen A talks about her experience with managing life when life gets lifey - Dealing with the overwhelming thoughts, while caring for a family, managing a career, builders/ renovations and continuing to show up when it's much easier for us to cut bait & run to cut back on recovery. Resting on our Laurels, however lets see how Karen A handles this i…
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David M Speaking to the Barcelona "Easy Does it Group" on 18 of May 2023By Preston D/Dennis T/Daniel T
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Wendi Speaking to the Barcelona "Easy Does it Group" on 10 of May 2023By Preston D/Dennis T/Daniel T
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Jay Westbrook - Staying Sober Through Life's Ups and Downs - Meeting 270
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Jay Westbrook has been sober since December 2nd, 1988. He spent most of that time in Los Angeles, but moved to Tupelo Mississippi two years ago. He's been a hospice nurse and Grief + Loss Counselor for over three decades. Jay authored "Compassionate Journeys: Lessons From My Work With the Dying," and has a new book "Relationship Resilience: Applyin…
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Jerry Speaking to the Barcelona "Easy Does it Group" on 3 of May 2023By Preston D/Dennis T/Daniel T
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ESSAY August 2024 - My History With Lust - Mervat, Egypt
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For me, sexual lust started as a simple game that I played with the kid next door. I never imagined that such a game could develop into a “way of life.” My family paid more attention to my beautiful, smart sister, and to attract their attention, I started stealing from them to get more attention. This didn’t work. I didn’t know how to say, “I’m her…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Experiencing the Los Angeles SA International Convention — 2024 - Aaron C. & Kevin B., United States
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I just got back from the SA/S-Anon International Conventions in Los Angeles. This was the first International Convention in the United States since 2020, and the final registration count was 664! There were another 70 people around the world who joined sessions via livestream. Eleven countries were represented (including Kenya, Israel, and Belgium)…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Reporting on TRURO RECOVERY DAY — 2024 - Kathie S., Devon, UK
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Last weekend (early April 2024), about 20 SA members spent about 14 hours together for “Truro Recovery Day” in Cornwall, UK (Truro is a quant cathedral city in southwest England). One of the smallest groups in the UK (the Truro meeting) hosted this annual event of the southwest corner of England.By Essay Magazine
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ESSAY August 2024 - Meeting Friends at the LA Convention - Hal C., Virginia, USA
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One of the highlights of the international convention in Los Angeles was finally meeting my first (and now former) sponsee, John H. After six years of phone conversations and occasional Zoom meetings, we met in person in California. Being my first sponsee, he often referred to himself as my “guinea pig.”…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Worshiping Myself - Abd Alrahman M., Cairo, Egypt
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As a chronic, hopeless sexaholic, I have no human defense against lust. When I lust, I cannot stop. As a chronic sexaholic I have a physical allergy to whatever chemicals, neurotransmitters, hormones—you name it—that are produced by my own brain and body when I am lusting or engaging in selfish sexual behavior. My mental and physical reaction to th…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Lust is Much More - Nathalie V., Antwerp, Belgium
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I love plants! I have plants in my living room, kitchen, bedroom…everywhere! All that greenery in the house makes me feel good, and since I'm in recovery, I can take good care of them, too. Before, all my plants were dying. I just wasn't able to give them what they needed, which isn’t surprising, considering I could barely keep myself alive.…
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ESSAY August 2024 - A Solution to My Lust Problem - Rich D., USA
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Through the grace of God and this program, I've been sober since March 4, 2006. I believe that the best way to help “the sexaholic who still suffers” (Tradition 5) is through our sobriety definition. This is the SA message that we carry to the newcomer in our meetings. I believe there are many ways to achieve sobriety from sexual addiction, but the…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Vulnerable, But Sane - KB, Missouri, USA
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Thank God I have a program. I have come to believe that a power greater than myself can restore me to sanity. I continue to have lustful thoughts. They come to me because I live in an environment where titillation of the senses is a commercial device that businesses use to sell their products. This device is used in all modern media. Unless I live …
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ESSAY August 2024 - Powerless Over Lust—Not Helpless - Amjed B., Texas, USA
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Because of Step 1, I have come to accept that I am completely powerless over lust. I strive daily to apply this principle in all my affairs. I try often to remind myself that I am powerless over what life gives me, be it work, family, emotions, events, or anything else. When I used to relapse frequently, I would justify both my thoughts and behavio…
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ESSAY August 2024 - An Internet Connection and My Higher Power - Jon W., The Philippines
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My name is Jon, and I’m a grateful, recovering sexaholic. I’ve been powerless over lust for as long as I can remember. Unfortunately, it took decades for me to finally acknowledge this fact. I am originally from the United States, but my wife and I currently reside in the Philippines.By Essay Magazine
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ESSAY August 2024 - Lust Is Beat - Laura W., Florida, USA
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Lust is ugliness disguised as grace. Lust is disgust staring into my face. Lust possesses my entire living space. Lust takes all my hopes to erase. Lust removes the beauty from life. Lust fills the room with unbearable strife.By Essay Magazine
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ESSAY August 2024 - What's Going On in SA - KB, Missouri, USA
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Being Called to Service I love SA. I am really committed to my SA program and this fellowship. I have peace and serenity in my life because through SA I have found a way to live a sober life. I am grateful to my Higher Power, my sponsor, and our 12-Step program for this great gift. Upon receiving a great gift, it is very natural to want to give bac…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Editor's Corner - Harvey A., Florida, USA
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I am greatly honored to have been asked to write the foreword to this issue of the ESSAY on lust. Soon after the death of Roy K. (the founder of Sexaholics Anonymous), I became very concerned that without Roy’s living presence, there would be no consistent voice telling the fellowship that lust is the problem. Therefore in 2009 I wrote a piece for …
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ESSAY August 2024 - Dear ESSAY - Eric N., Virginia, USA
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Dear ESSAY, in my addiction I crossed every line I could imagine. Ultimately, I even sexually abused my own daughter. I was quickly arrested because she bravely told her school counselor the very next morning. I was convicted and served a sentence.By Essay Magazine
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מאמר אוגוסט 2024 - זמן לחיות ולתת - דבורה ג., ניו יורק, ארה"ב
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פורנו יקר, אני חייב לומר שזה הדבר הכי מוזר בשבילי לעשות כרגע, אבל אני רוצה להודות לך על דברים רבים. אתה יודע, אנחנו לא בקשר כבר 126 ימים (אבל מי סופר), ואני לא אשקר – אני כן מתגעגע אליך. הרבה. רואה? אני אפילו סופר את הימים! ככה היית חשוב בחיים שלי!! ולמרות שאני לא רוצה אותך יותר בחיים שלי, הייתה תקופה שהיית קריטי להישרדות שלי. עברנו הרבה ביחד, ולמר…
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מאמר אוגוסט 2024 - הכוח העליון קרא לי - חוסה, .פלורידה, ארה“ב
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נולדתי בניקרגואה. ההורים שלי התגרשו כשהייתי תינוק. סבא וסבתא מצד אמא גידלו אותי בכפר עד גיל 8 בערך. בסביבות גיל 6 או 7 עברתי התעללות מינית על ידי שני גברים מבוגרים שהיו שכנים שלנוBy Essay Magazine
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מאמר אוגוסט 2024 - ההיסטוריה שלי עם תאווה - מרבט, מצרים
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עבורי, תאווה מינית התחילה כמשחק פשוט ששיחקתי עם הילד של השכן. מעולם לא תיארתי לעצמי שמשחק כזה יכול להתפתח ל"דרך חיים". המשפחה שלי הקדישה יותר תשומת לב לאחותי היפה והחכמה, וכדי למשוך את תשומת לבם, התחלתי לגנוב מהם כדי לקבל יותר תשומת לב. זה לא עבד. לא ידעתי איך לומר, "אני כאן! תראו אותי! תאהבו אותי! אני צריכה שאבא שלי יכיל אותי…
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מאמר אוגוסט 2024 - מהו הדבר הזה שנקרא תאווה? - חואן קרלוס ל., מדריד, ספרד
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ביוני 2017 פניתי לחבר SA בתגובה להודעת מייל שלו שנשלחה חודשיים לפני כן, וידעתי שיש לי בעיה של התנהגות כפייתית. על בסיס יומיומי, סיפקתי את ה'צרכים' שלי כמו תוכנה אוטומטית שעושה חיפושים חוזרים ונשנים. המשכתי לנסות למלא את הריקנות הנוראית שהסתרתי עם החיים הסודיים שלי במשך שניםBy Essay Magazine
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מאמר אוגוסט 2024 - התנתק - מייק, שיקגו, ארצות הברית
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הפרק בספר הלבן ״תאווה - הכח מאחורי ההתמכרות״ לפי התפיסה שלי, הוא הקדמה מפוארת לבסיס של התאווה באמת. בפרק הזה רוי מגדיר את התאווה כ״גישה התובעת שדחף טבעי ימלא ישרת תשוקות לא טבעיות״ (הספר הלבן עמוד 41). זו היתה בהחלט החוויה שליBy Essay Magazine
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מאמר אוגוסט 2024 - זוהר ומחייך בכלא - האל ק., ג'יימס ד., ארה"ב
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אחד החברים שנמצא בכלא, רפאל ס., שיכתב שני מאמרים בעלון SA בשנים האחרונו, הקים קבוצת SA בכלא של מדינת וירג'יניה. הוא גם משמש ספונסר של חבר תוכנית אחר- זה משמעותי עבורם להיות חלק מהחברותא למרות שהם מרצים תקופת מאסר בכלאBy Essay Magazine
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ای سی اوت ۲۰۲۴ - وقت آن است که زندگی کنم و ببخشم – دِوُرا گ، نیویورک، ایالات متحده آمریکا
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،پورن عزیز باید بگویم که این عجیب ترین کاری است که در حال حاضر انجام می دهم، اما می خواهم از تو برای چیزهای زیادی تشکر کنم. میدانی، ما الان حدود 126 روز با هم در تماس نبوده ایم. (اما چه اهمیتی دارد!)، و نمیخواهم دروغ بگویم – واقعاً دلم برایت تنگ شده است.بسیار زیاد. میبینی؟ من حتی روزها را هم می شمارم! این نشان میدهد چقدر تو در زندگی من مهم بودی!…
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ای سی اوت ۲۰۲۴ - نیروی برتر از طریق اس ای من را فراخوان زد – خوزه اس از فلوریدای امریکا
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من در نیکاراگوئه متولد شده ام. وقتی بچه بودم پدر و مادرم طلاق گرفتند. من تا حدود 8 سالگی توسط پدربزرگ و مادربزرگ مادری ام در روستا بزرگ شدم. وقتی حدود 6 یا 7 ساله بودم، توسط دو مرد بالغ که همسایه ما بودند مورد سواستفاده جنسی قرار گرفتمBy Essay Magazine
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ای سی اوت ۲۰۲۴ - تاریخچه من با شهوت – مِروَت، مصر
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برای من، شهوت جنسی به عنوان یک بازی ساده شروع شد که با بچه همسایه بازی میکردم. هرگز تصور نمیکردم که چنین بازیای میتواند به یک "شیوه زندگی" تبدیل شود. خانواده من به خواهر زیبا و باهوشم بیشتر توجه میکردند، و برای جلب توجه آنها، شروع به دزدی از آنها کردم تا بیشتر مورد توجه قرار بگیرم. این کار موثر نبود. نمیدانستم چگونه بگویم: "من اینجا هستم! مرا…
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ای سی اوت ۲۰۲۴ - این چه چیزی است که شهوت نامیده می شود؟ – خوان کارلوس ال، مادرید، اسپانیا
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من در ژوئن ۲۰۱۷ در پاسخ به ایمیلی که دو ماه قبلش از طرف SA برایم فرستاده شده بود به آن پیوستم، و می دانستم که با رفتارهای اجباریم مشکل دارم. طبق یک عادت روزانه، من در حال ارضا نیازهایم مانند یک ماشین برنامه ریزی شده برای انجام جست و جو های تکراری بودم. من تلاش می کردم تا خلا افتضاحم را، که زندگی مخفی ام سالها پشت آن پنهان شده بود را پر کنم…
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ای سی اوت ۲۰۲۴ - رها شده از قلاب - مایک . سی – شیکاگو ، ایالات متحده آمریکا
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فصلی که در کتاب سفید با عنوان "شهوت، نیروی اجبار پشت اعتیاد" است، به نظر من مقدمه ای عالی است بر زیر ساخت آنچه که واقعا شهوت چیست. در آن فصل رُوی شهوت را به عنوان " یک نگرش اجباری که یک غریزه طبیعی را به یک خواسته غیرطبیعی تبدیل می کند" تعریف می کند (SA-40) که این دقیقا تجربه من بودBy Essay Magazine
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ای سی اوت ۲۰۲۴ - درخشان و خندان در زندان - کارین، ونکوور کانادا
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یکی از دوستان زندانی ما، رافائل اس.، که در چند سال گذشته دو مقاله در ESSAY داشته است، یک جلسه SA را در زندان ایالتی ویرجینیا آغاز کرد. او در حال حمایت از یک دوست دیگر است. ، اگرچه آنها در زندان هستند، برای آنها معنادار است که بخشی از انجمن باشندBy Essay Magazine
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ESSAY August 2024 - Tiempo de vivir y dar - Devorah G., Nueva York, EE.UU.
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Querido porno, Debo decir que esto es lo más extraño que puedo hacer en este momento, pero quiero agradecerles por tantas cosas. Ya sabes, no hemos estado en contacto durante unos 126 días (pero quién cuenta), y no voy a mentir: SÍ te extraño. Un montón. ¿ves? ¡Hasta cuento los días! ¡¡Así de importante fuiste en mi vida!! Y aunque ya no te quiero …
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ESSAY August 2024 - El Poder Superior me llamó a través de SA - José S., Florida, EE.UU.
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Nací en Nicaragua. Mis padres se divorciaron cuando yo era un bebé. Me criaron mis abuelos maternos en el campo hasta los 8 años. Cuando tenía alrededor de 6 o 7 años, fui abusado sexualmente por dos hombres adultos que eran vecinos. También abusaron de mí parientes mayores y amigos de mi infancia. Siempre me sentí culpable de los abusos y nunca se…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Mi Historia con la Lujuria - Mervat, Egipto
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Para mí, la lujuria sexual comenzó como un simple juego que jugaba con el niño de al lado. Nunca imaginé que un juego así pudiera convertirse en una "forma de vida". Mi familia le prestó más atención a mi hermosa e inteligente hermana y, para atraer su atención, comencé a robarles para llamar más la atención. Esto no funcionó. No sabía cómo decir: …
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ESSAY August 2024 - ¿Qué es esa cosa llamada lujuria? - Juan Carlos L, Madrid, Spain
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Cuando en Junio de 2017 supe de SA por una llamada, en respuesta a un email enviado 2 meses atrás, sabía que tenía un problema con mi comportamiento compulsivo y obsesivo y que, de forma diaria, necesitaba satisfacer como un autómata. Programado para realizar búsquedas repetitivas, una y otra vez trataba de saciar el vacío existencial y promiscuo q…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Desenganchado - Mike C., Chicago, Estados Unidos
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El capítulo del Libro Blanco titulado "Lujuria: la fuerza detrás de la adicción" es, en mi opinión, una magnífica introducción a los fundamentos de lo que realmente es la lujuria. En ese capítulo, Roy define la lujuria como "una actitud de exigencia por la que tratamos que un instinto natural sirva a fines que no son naturales" (SA 40). Esa fue sin…
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ESSAY August 2024 - RADIANTE Y SONRIENDO EN LA PRISIÓN - Hal C. & James D., EE.UU.
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Uno de nuestros amigos en prisión, Raphael S., que ha publicado dos artículos en ESSAY en los últimos dos años, ha iniciado una reunión de SA en la prisión estatal de Virginia. Está apadrinando a otro compañero. Para ellos es significativo formar parte de la fraternidad, aunque estén encarcelados.By Essay Magazine
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Alex is speaking today as the guest on Reco12 with Silvio D as the host as Justin takes a couple of weeks for some vacation. Alex is a first time Reco12 speaker and speaks on Spiritual Bypass. Reco12 is all about exploring the common threads of addiction and sharing tools and hope from those on a similar path. We gather from diverse backgrounds, fa…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Время жить и отдавать - Девора Г., Нью-Йорк, США
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Дорогая порнография, Я должна сказать, что сейчас я делаю самую странную вещь в своей жизни, - я хочу за многое поблагодарить тебя. На сегодняшний день мы с тобой не виделись 126 дней (но кто считает), и я не буду скрывать, я ОЧЕНЬ скучаю по тебе. Сильно скучаю. Я даже считаю дни, видишь? Вот какой важной ты являешься была в моей жизни. И хотя я бо…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Высшая Сила призвала меня в АС - Хосе С., Флорида, США
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Я родился в Никарагуа. Мои родители развелись, когда я был ещё ребенком, и до восьми лет я рос в сельской местности с бабушкой и дедушкой по материнской линии. Когда мне было примерно шесть или семь, я пережил сексуальное насилие со стороны двоих взрослых мужчин, живших по соседству.By Essay Magazine
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ESSAY August 2024 - Моя история о похоти – похоть? - Мерват, Египет
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Для меня сексуальная похоть началась в простых играх с соседским мальчишкой. Я и подумать не могла, что такая игра может вырасти в “стиль жизни”. Семья больше уделяла внимание моей красивой и умной сестре, и я начала воровать у родителей, чтобы привлечь их внимание. Это не сработало. Я не знала, как сказать им: “Я здесь! Увидьте меня! Любите меня! …
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ESSAY August 2024 - Что это за штука – похоть? - Хуан Карлос Л., Мадрид, Испания
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В июне 2017 года я обратился к члену АС в ответ на его электронное письмо, отправленное двумя месяцами ранее. Я знал, что у меня проблема с моим компульсивным поведением. Ежедневно я удовлетворял свои «потребности», как автомат, запрограммированный на повторяющиеся действия. Я все пытался заполнить ужасную пустоту, которая годами пряталась за моей …
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ESSAY August 2024 - Снят с крючка - Майк К., Чикаго, США
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Глава «Белой книги», озаглавленная «Похоть - движущая сила зависимости», на мой взгляд, является великолепным введением в суть того, что на самом деле представляет собой похоть. В этой главе Рой К. определяет похоть как «установку, требующую, чтобы естественные инстинкты служили неестественным желаниям» (Белая книга АС, с. 56). Мой опыт это безусло…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Светящийся и улыбающийся в тюрьме - Джеймс Д., тюрьма штата Вирджиния, США
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Один из наших тюремных друзей, Рафаэль С., написавший за последние пару лет две статьи в ESSAY, начал собрание АС в тюрьме штата Вирджиния. Он спонсирует еще одного парня. Для них важно быть частью сообщества, хотя они и находятся в заключении.By Essay Magazine
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Luke Speaking to the Barcelona "Easy Does it Group" on 19 of April 2023By Preston D/Dennis T/Daniel T
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ESSAY August 2024 - Tempo per vivere e dare - Devorah G., New York, USA
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Caro porno, devo dire che questa per me è la cosa più strana da fare in questo momento, ma voglio ringraziarti per un sacco di cose. Sai, non ci sentiamo da 126 giorni (ma chi li conta) e non ti mentirò: mi manchi. Un sacco. Vedi? Ho persino contato i giorni! Ecco quanto sei eri importante nella mia vita!!! E anche se non ti voglio più nella mia vi…
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ESSAY August 2024 - Il Potere Superiore mi ha chiamato attraverso SA - José S., Florida, Stati Uniti d’America
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Sono nato in Nicaragua. I miei genitori hanno divorziato quando ero piccolo. Sono stato cresciuto dai miei nonni materni in campagna fino a circa 8 anni. Quando avevo circa 6 o 7 anni, sono stato abusato sessualmente da due uomini adulti che erano vicini di casa. Ho subìto anche abusi da parte di parenti e amici più anziani fin dall'infanzia. Mi so…
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ESSAY August 2024 - La mia storia con la lussuria - Mervat, Egitto
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Per me la lussuria è iniziata come un semplice gioco che facevo con il bambino della porta accanto. Non avrei mai immaginato che un gioco del genere potesse trasformarsi in uno “stile di vita”. La mia famiglia prestava più attenzione alla mia bella e intelligente sorella e, per attirare maggiormente la loro attenzione, ho iniziato a rubare da loro.…
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