Pink Shade is the space to dish on 90 Day Fiance, Love After Lock Up, Real Housewives Recaps - and MORE from Bravo, TLC, and WeTV! We (Erin and Mary Payne) and our special guests talk about all the shows we're addicted to, plus the reality stars we love - even when we're giving them the side eye.
Comedian Tracey Carnazzo and co-host Noelle Winters Herzog discuss all shows of TLC's 90 Day Fiancé franchise.
90 Day Fiance Cray Cray is a podcast dedicated to fans of the trashiest reality TV show on earth: 90 Day Fiance! Each week, best friends Kim and Kyle recap the more stupider parts of the week’s episode, collect the latest dirt and gossip on the cast members, and talk about tinfoil hat theories we find amusing. If you enjoy watching people who barely know each other contemplate marriage after a vacation bang trip, this podcast is for you. We go deep on the events of the show with just the rig ...
What’s better than 90 Day Fiance? NOTHING. That’s the weekly battle cry of hosts Sofiya Alexandra and Miles Gray. Each episode they meet up to discuss the explosive events of their beloved romance reality show in an, elevated way (they’re high AF). You’ll find out which cast members are scammer trash and which ones are bound for Cancelvania as they deploy their unique algorithmic scoring system to analyze episodes of 90 Day Fiance in ALL of their iterations. See acast.com/privacy for privacy ...
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Reality Gays: Trash TV and GayDD with Mattie and Poodle


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Reality Gays: Trash TV and GayDD with Mattie and Poodle
Matt Marr and Jake Anthony
Jake Anthony and Matt Marr are two Southern Queens who absolutely love reality shows about lonely hearts looking for love. They recap it all including, TLC's 90 Day Fiancé, Love is Blind on Netflix, Too Hot to Handle on Netflix, and some other shows where the people are just hot messes looking for love. If you've been looking for your gay BFFs to dish this show...well you're welcome. Matt is a clinical psychologist, while Jake is a life-coach and teacher. And they both are shady queens who a ...
Each week, brothers Jeremy and Dan Eden, along with a rotating selection of guest hosts, dissect a different movie under 90 minutes...for better or worse!
Weekly recaps & roasts of 90 Day Fiance, Married at First Sight, Sister Wives & more. No reality TV is off limits!
Ever watch 90 Day Fiancé and just HAVE to discuss after?! So do Rachel Fisher, Ali Segel and Melissa Stetten. These super fans will recap each new episode of 90 Day Fiancé, and keep you up to date on all your favorite cast members from previous seasons. Join these three as they discuss the greatest reality show that has ever existed on planet Earth. See acast.com/privacy for privacy and opt-out information.
A show all about the music, movies, television, pop culture, fashion and technology of the 1990‘s!
Comedians, Alex and Neassa, host yet another podcast about TLC's hit show 90 Day Fiance. Educational ;P
Creepy TRUE stories of paranormal phenomena of all types. Ghost stories, UFO, cryptids and more! This feed reflects the last 90 days of content, Jim Harold's Campfire has been in production since 2009 with over 390 episodes. True ghost stories, hauntings, life after death stories and more. Hosted by Jim Harold.
Pooya Zand Vakili is joined by a panel of guests every week to break down all of the 90 Day Fiance shows on TLC.
The 90 Second Sermon. Inspiration. In small doses. A brief yet meaningful distillation of the messages of the First Presbyterian Church of Englewood.
By Steve Table - A Podcast of short positive stories with a message. Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/steve-table/support
America's Top Paranormal Podcaster interviews the best known names in the paranormal about UFOs, Ghosts, Bigfoot, and everything paranormal! Guests have included Josh Gates, Chip Coffey, George Noory and the biggest names in paranormal studies. This feed reflects the last 90 days of content, The Paranormal Podcast has been in production since 2005 with over 690 episodes. Hosted by Jim Harold.
90 Day Fiance: Dumpster Diving so you don't have to. We pick up where other podcasts leave off.
A celebration of films under 90 minutes long. Sam Clements is curating a fictional film festival. He'll accept almost anything, but with one catch - the movie must not be longer than 90 minutes.
Our hosts are highly trained in the science and skill of sitting back and watching movies. They have learned in their studies that some of the greatest films have come from the 90’s… and so have some of the worst. Each episode they will choose a different cinematic adventure from the 90’s and discuss for, what they hope will be, your listening pleasure.
Welcome to 90 Day Thots, a podcast where I share my thots about my favorite TLC shows: 90 Day Fiancé, it's spin offs, 1000-lb Sisters, and more! If you're a proud TLC obsessed freak like I am, join the pod and let's talk some shiiiiiiiiiz Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/mythots/support
Helping you to direct your life toward achieving your goals and dreams
A weekly hangout to talk about what the f**k we all just watched on TLC's #90dayfiance. Listen to our banters for some comic-relief and thought-provoking, diverse opinion of our favorite trash TV. This podcast is intended for mature listeners and contains strong language. Listener's discretion is advised. The opinions expressed on this podcast are solely our own and do not reflect the views or stance of our respective employers, TLC, Sharp Entertainment or any entity affiliated with the 90 d ...
Your three favorite Baby Gurlz chatting about everything 90 Day Fiance. Join Lynn, Kelly and Tamara for weekly recaps, predictions, some surprises and more in a no-holds barred discussion of the greatest reality TV show on Earth. Look for us on Facebook, Twitter & Instagram @90Day3Way!
90 Day Fiance Threeway Replay: Welcome to the best show on the internet dedicated to the worst show on television. Join hosts B, Dylan, & Will as they dish, drag, and debate all that happens on the human train wreck that is 90 Day Fiancé. Come for the tea, stay for the judgment, 90 Day Fiancé Three Way is here to bless your ears.
Ask Dr. Carlos Psychology tidbits is a 60-90 second discussion about psychological concepts and the latest research on human behavior
If there was a WAY Before the 90 Days show, Kelly and Steve would qualify. After getting engaged after only spending two weeks together and living an ocean apart for the months before their wedding, this couple, married for 25 years, is well qualified to discuss and provide analysis of the couples featured on the TLC show 90 Day Fiancé. Coupled with Chaos can be reached as listed below:Premium Content including Additional 90 Day Fiancé episodes, Upcoming The Real Housewives Content and the p ...
Recap and Opinions of the 90 Day Fiance Franchise brought to you by your favorite high school teachers: Miss H and Mr O. Miss H has been riding this Hot Mess Express since day 1, and Mr O hopped on (or was dragged on) at the last stop. Join them for snark and teachable moments on every 90 day journey!
90% Mental is a podcast that promotes awareness around mental performance within sport by interviewing athletes and coaches where they can share their stories and perspectives on sport psychology topics. Guests range from Olympians, Olympic Coaches, professional athletes/coaches, collegiate athletes/coaches, sport psychologists, and authors. Every Monday at 5:00 PM there will be a minimum of one episode released.
On History of the 90’s we’ll travel back in time through the stories that defined a decade. The last 10 years of the 20th century was a time like no other, from Columbine to Ruth Bader Ginsburg to Seinfeld, Air Jordan, and the Spice Girls …if it happened in the 90’s you’ll hear about it on this podcast. Join Kathy Kenzora as we journey through the History of the 90's every other Wednesday.
"Come get your Wins Every 90 Days" You can achieve your Goals every 90 Days. If you are intentional about your process. Sandy B interviews Goal Getters who are intentional about achieving their goals. They share Wins and Lessons as they move forward on their plans for life. People who are working daily to live the life they desire. Go ahead and subscribe, comment & rate the show on Apple Podcast. Follow us everywhere @90Daywins. Facebook, Instagram, LinkedIn, Pinterest, TikTok and YoutubeMak ...
He said, SHE said. Relationship talk show from the experts--REAL MEN & WOMEN. Women will get the inside scoop on how and why MEN think and do what they do. Men will try in vain to learn how WOMEN think and do what they do--Good Luck With That! Quick barbs fly fast and loose between the sexes. But in the end, it always result in laughter and good times on The 90-10 Rule.
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90 Minutes with Neville Southall


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90 Minutes with Neville Southall
90 Minutes with Neville Southall; shining a light on the issues that are all too often overlooked.
Audio drama based at the South Pole’s Amundsen-Scott Station. When a murder takes place during the 7-months of isolation & winter darkness, a US Marshal is sent the following season to investigate. What he finds is more than a murder, and too impossible to believe. Episodes released 2nd and 4th Wednesdays each month.
Welcome to From the Fryer podcast! A podcast from a couple to discuss other couples. Currently covering 90 Day Fiance & Married at First Sight 💜
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Married To Reality : 90 Day Fiancé | Married At First Sight | Seeking Sister Wife | Below Deck


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Married To Reality : 90 Day Fiancé | Married At First Sight | Seeking Sister Wife | Below Deck
Tereza and Jon
The only 90 Day Fiance podcast hosted by an international couple. Each week, husband and wife Jon and Tereza recap the latest 90 Day Fiance episode, share thoughts, similar experiences and so much more. Currently covering 90 Day Fiance and Seeking Sister Wife on TLC, Married At First Sight on Lifetime, Below Deck Sailing Yacht on Bravo. See acast.com/privacy for privacy and opt-out information.
More than 90 years of global engagement
90 Day The Melanated Way is a Podcast focused on candid reviews of all of your favorite 90 Day Shows. It also brings all of the latest breaking, juiciest 90 Day News and Gossip delivered authentically, exclusively and directly to you, with a sprinkle of melanin! Host Linda Antwi @lindaissogirlie from the Afterbuzz TV Network, has launched the black girl version of the 90 Day Fiancé universe. You DO NOT want to miss out on all the shenanigans and insider scoop! Support this podcast: https://a ...
Culture, religion, politics, and the Christian alternative scene of the 90’s.
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Reality Alert : Love Is Blind / The Ultimatum / The Circle / 90 Day Fiancé / The Challenge USA


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Reality Alert : Love Is Blind / The Ultimatum / The Circle / 90 Day Fiancé / The Challenge USA
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Max and Ben recap reality TV shows like Love Is Blind, The Ultimatum, Netflix’s The Circle, 90 Day Fiancé, Temptation Island, Survivor, Celebrity Big Brother, The Challenge: USA, and more!
Weekly rundown of the things we loved to hate this week on TV and in pop culture. Jodie & Amanda are together again, this time dishing on ALL the things they love to hate! Get to know the hosts of RealiTV & Amanda Loves to Hate Teen Mom in whole new way, beyond 90 Day Fiance, Sister Wives & Teen Mom. From celebrities, TikTok trends, blind items, and annoying newsmakers that've got to go, these funny ladies spare no one. So pull up a seat with your new best friends & talk like no one's listen ...
Everything PlayStation in less than 90 minutes! A weekly podcast bringing you all things PlayStation in less than 90 minutes. We’ll cover big news, new and upcoming game releases, rumors, and much more. Co-hosted by two lifelong PlayStation fans who have been gaming together since the original console.
Golden Classics Great Radio Shows - Classic Radio Shows spanning the last 90 years. Shows from all genre, adventure, comedy, crime, horror and sci-fi.
ShopTalk is a 90 minute, weekly broadcast from journalists of the motorcycle industry that features news, products, tech and guests of current topics and events. Creating Media Since 1997!
The Rad Years podcast focuses on the things we loved growing up in the 80‘s and 90‘s
The 90’s Video Game Magazine of Podcasts - Geek News and Comedy
حياكم الله في بودكاست بريس ستارت الذي يناقش العوالم الاسطورية في ألعاب الفيديو والأفكار التي لا تتوقف عن إدهاشنا ^_^ للأسئلةو الاستفسارات الرجاء التواصل معي عبر منصة تويتر: @AlBannai_90 (https://twitter.com/AlBannai_90)
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RaboResearch Food & Agribusiness Australia/NZ


Rabobank's RaboResearch Food & Agribusiness team has 90 analysts working in local teams across the worldwide Rabobank network. They generate knowledge, and develop views and insights on businesses, topics and developments in the food & agribusiness sectors across the globe. All analysts have their own sector specialisations—ranging from meat and fish to dairy, vegetables, fruit and floriculture, coffee and cocoa.
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90 Day Fiancé - Coupled with Chaos


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E258 90 Day Fiancé – S9 E12 Different Ex-pectations
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Episode: E258 90 Day Fiancé – S9 E12 Different Ex-pectations Description: A very full week with Bilal’s future and ex wife talking using our dish set, Jibri behaves like a spoiled millennial and Thais makes SOMETHING for dinner. Coupled with Chaos full episodes and bonus content subscriptions are available here: Premium Content, including Additiona…
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90 Day Fiance Cray Cray


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90 Day Fiance S9 E12 - Different Ex-pectations
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John explains that Patrick needs 'testicular fortitude'; Leandro asks Ari if she's on her period; Kara and Guillermo have a perfectly nice time at the rodeo. Go to BetterHelp.com/CRAYCRAY to get 10% off your first month. Visit GetFilteroff.com and use promo code 90CRAY to receive 5 extra daily picks, Sign up for our premium podcast feed with 3x the…
Kobe meets the carat range. Bini feeds his brother some meat. Yve & Mohammed birthe a yogi child. 90 Day Fiance S9 Ep11 Instagram and Twitter @90daypodcast Traceycarnazzo.com Tracey Carnazzo @trixietuzzini Noelle Winters Herzog @noeygirl_ Bonus content at Patreon.com/TrashTalkPodcast Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCIukjjTBWOoUezT7LMb9ppQ…
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90‘s NOW


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S10 E40: Brandy - Signs Deal with Motown Records!
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We’ve got some big news from Brandy as she signs a new record deal with Motown! We also chat about the amazingly talented Lizzo and how she blew everyone away with her performance at the BET Awards. We talk about the love and appreciation from the Depeche Mode family following the passing of Andy Fletcher and details on a new show that Kelly has re…
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90 Day Fiance WTF Podcast

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90 Day Fiance S09E08: Due to lack of organization and planning
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Does Emily even know what a budget is? We think Bilal and Shaeeda are just 2 bad actors. While talking about Patrick and Thais, Nadia busted out some lines from a Busta Rhyme song, Touch It (Remix) for no reason, but we both agree…he should have taken her to Target! We see you, Bini. We know this ain’t your first MMA fight. Shame on you Mahala and …
When has there been a movie you enjoyed so much . . . you got the main character's name wrong because it resembles the protagonist of a 2000 comedic drama showcasing the life of a record store owner, and compulsive list maker, recount his top five breakups, including the one he's currently in? Huh? Who would do such a thing? Me. It's was me. I do l…
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90 Day Wins: Achieving Goals Every Quarter!


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Your next Six Months are your Best Six Months!
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90 Day Wins Podcast Next Six months are your Best Six Months! Ep.76 We made it to the End of Q2. We survived the storms, trials, struggles, and obstacles. Now it's time to prepare for the next six months. Go ahead and claim your wins. They will be the best six months of this year. In this episode, SandyB shares her thoughts on how you can prepare f…
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90 Day Fiance Threeway Replay


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90 Day Fiance - Season 9 EP 11: How To Marry A Stripper
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Season 9 Episode 11 of 90 Day Fiancé: like like like like Biniyam tries to choke Leandro, Kara & Guillermo experience tragedy, Emily admits her lie, Jibri calls Miona names, Mohammed and Yve have the same fight over and over again, Patrick doesn't want to get married like a stripper, Bilal cares more about his luggage than he does about Shaeeda.…
We conclude 90 Under 90 A to Z with the movie "Zoom" directed by Peter Hewitt, which stars Tim Allen as a disgruntled retired superhero forced to train a group of totally not X-Men played by Kata Mara, Spencer Breslin, the future Jimmy Olsen, and some girl with an annoyingly babylike speech impediment. Don't forget to check out our 9 Questions With…
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90 Day Fiancé S09 E11: ”How To Marry A Stripper”
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On this episode of Another 90 Day Fiancé Podcast we do some imaginary ring shopping, get down with little banana boats, and try to answer the age-old question, "is Biniyam a good actor?" Follow us on Twitter AND Instagram @another90pod for updates, memes and an overall good time. For an extra good time, be sure to rate, review and subscribe! Music/…
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Married To Reality : 90 Day Fiancé | Married At First Sight | Seeking Sister Wife | Below Deck


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Seeking Sister Wife S4 E1 'Who Doesn't Like Thirds?'
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The Davises and the Foleys each navigate their way through the many trials and tribulations of polygamy with the ultimate goal of bringing in a new sister wife. The Merrifields haven't seen Roberta in over a year and have decided to seek a third. Sign up for our Patreon to get INSTANT ACCESS to our first THREE Seeking Sister Wife episode recaps (au…
On this podcast episode, Miss H and Mr O discuss the Season 9 Episode 11 of 90 Day Fiancé. On this Episode, Guillermo and Kara mourn Guillermo's brother's death, Emily and Kobe test out beds, Thais doesn't want to tell her dad that she is going to marry Patrick, Bilal schools Shaeeda on how to pack a bag, Jibri's parents give Jibri a safe space to …
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Reality Gays: Trash TV and GayDD with Mattie and Poodle


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90 DAY FIANCÉ: 0911 Part 2 "How to Marry a Stripper"
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Kobe's happy proposal comes undone. Thaís lets a huge secret slip. Ari's ex is back and so is Bini's jealousy. Shaeeda questions her future with Bilal. Yve and Mohamed clash about kids. Jibri's parents bluntly assess his relationship. Buy Tix for LIVE SHOWS HERE! https://linktr.ee/realitygays JOIN REALITY GAYS EXTRA! Either on Patreon, https://www.…
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We Love to Hate Everything


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Seeking Sister Wife & 90 Day Fiance
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*Check out the links below description for a list of verified 501(c)(3) organizations that support women’s rights to healthcare & abortion access* On a much lighter note, Jodie found a new sport to follow while Amanda attended a questionably problematic performance of “Victor/Victoria”. Speaking of problematic, the men on Seeking Sister Wife are do…
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471 - 90 Day Fiance (Season 9, Ep 11): How To Marry A Stripper with Erin & Mary Payne
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Mary Payne and Erin talk about Season 9, episode 11 of 90DF “How To Marry A Stripper.” Every single couple was featured this week, and all of them are disasters. Except (maybe?) Kara & Guillermo, who share a touching moment on the heels of sad family news. Erin has reached maximum annoyance with Mohammed, Emily, Bilal, and Jibri. While MP was very …
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90 Day Fiance RHAP-ups


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90 Day Fiance | Season 9 Episode 11 Recap
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90 Day Fiance | Season 9 Episode 11 Recap A brand new season of 90 Day Fiancé is among us, and Pooya is back as conductor of the Hot Mess Express to bring you the ultimate season 9 coverage of 90 Day Fiancé. Pooya will be back each week to recap new episodes and break down all of the craziness. Together, Pooya and guest Kirsten MacInnis tackle seas…
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90 Day The Melanated Way with Linda Antwi

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The Family Chantel S4 E4 Recap and Review~90 Day The Melanated Way S4 E4
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S4 E4 No Ninos or Ninas Chantel throws a housewarming party to help put her and Pedro's recent marital troubles behind them. Her plans backfire, however, when the party shines a spotlight on the pressure points in their marriage. Join Linda Antwi as we recap and review episode 4 of The Family Chantel xo Linda Antwi The Melanated Girlie Support my s…
Join Max, Ben, and Maria as they breakdown all 28 cast members of the new CBS reality show The Challenge USA! To support our podcast subscribe at patreon.com/realityalert.By Reality Alert
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90 Second Navigator Podcast


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#1172 The Most Evolved People Live Life in the Present Moment. Today’s Discussion Focuses on Proven Methods to Create More Presence in Your Life
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Living the highest percentage of your waking life in the present moment is something we should all strive to do. It provides the perspective to truly appreciate this experience we call life as it virtually eliminates the stress that comes with worrying about the past or future. … The post #1172 The Most Evolved People Live Life in the Present Momen…
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Sam Clements is curating a fictional film festival. He'll accept almost anything, but the movie must not be longer than 90 minutes. This is the 90 Minutes Or Less Film Fest podcast. In episode 83 Sam is joined by co-host of the Cinematic Universe podcast, James Hunt. James has chosen horror thriller The Belko Experiment (89 mins), directed by Greg …
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Episode 67 - YOU SAY, GOD SAYS - By Steve Table
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Is what WE say, opposite to what GOD says? A Facebook friend Susan Walker posted this TEXT, I recorded it. Hope it blesses you! --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/appSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/steve-table/support
Anthony and Queen Nina debate whether women are the gatekeepers for Sex, and men are the gatekeepers for Marriage. Which perspective is correct? Support the showBy Anthony Miller
The original ring that Kobe gave Emily should be more valuable to her than anything she could get for herself. Also, maybe not the best use of money right now. While I'm no Miona fan, Jibri's parents should at least get their story straight on why they can't even attend their son's wedding. I have some controversial opinions on Patrick and Thais th…
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90 Day Thots


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Danielle's Plan For REVENGE | Seeking Sister Wife Season 4 Episode 2 Recap
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This is a recap of TLC's Seeking Sister Wife Season 4 Episode 2. If you're loving the podcast, I'd appreciate if you left a review! https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/90-day-thots/id1605403822 --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/mythots/messageSupport this podcast: https://anchor.fm/mythots/support…
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90 Day 3 Way: A 90 Day Fiance Podcast


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90D3W Ep 95: 90 Day Fiance - Poison in the Honey
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Communication seems to be the big issue with all the couples this week.Guillermo‘s vision for their wedding doesn’t match Kara‘s.Emily asks her parents for money to help pay for her wedding to Kobe.Patrick gives Thais a gift but it has strings attached.
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The Fraudcast: A 90 Day Fiance Podcast


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Episode 100! 100th Episode Extravaganza! With Special Guest CoHost Danielle
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Welcome to our 100th episode! We are joined by special guest co-host Danielle Jbali, yes, THAT Danielle as we recap and recount The Fraudcast. The good, the bad, and the oh so cringey. We pull lost audio of Agent C ghosting us, and Danielle answers the question: how much do you get paid for 90 Day Fiance! She also shares her thoughts on the current…
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90 Degrees South


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Episode 18: What was Done in the Dark will be Brought to the Light
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Bass has his killer. It's now time to head back to the mainland. Decisions must be made. Conversations must be had. The way forward is made clear. It's the end of the Summer season. 90 Degrees South releases new episodes every 2nd and 4th Wednesday of the month. Please take a moment to leave a review and help spread the word. We also now have merch…
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90% Mental


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Stephen Gostkowski, Super Bowl Champion Kicker, Episode 186
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You’re listening to 90% Mental: Conversations with Grant Parr – Episode 186Today, Mental Performance Coach, Grant Parr sits down with Super Bowl Champion Kicker, Stephen Gostkowski, to talk about his mindset on achieving greatness and mental toughness as an elite athlete.Stephen shares how he stays mentally tough and the behind the scenes of being …