The Beneath Your Stutter podcast is where we dive deep below the surface of the iceberg into the emotional waters of stuttering. I'm your host Paige Smith, a Stuttering Relapse Recovery Coach, helping you get back on track to the level of fluency that makes you happy. Let's go beneath the surface of your stutter for deeper self-awareness, personal growth and transformation.
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A podcast about changing how we understand and talk about stuttering, one conversation at a time.
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Cerebral Palsy and Stuttering with New Disabled South
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What's it like to balance the identities of stuttering and cerebral palsy? In this episode, Dom and Sean Kelly of New Disabled South discuss how they view their stuttering experience is different than their experience with CP. They also touch on the importance of cross-disability solidarity and the differing societal perceptions of their disabiliti…
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Preparing For A Presentation As A Person Who Stutters
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Hilary Utaegbulam is a Nigerian-born physics student and teacher who stutters. He recently gave his first ever public presentation on his research, which went extremely well. Hilary offers advice on preparing for public speaking and how to give a confident presentation as a person who stutters. He also talks about how he got through his first stutt…
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Children’s Book Author Writes About Her Grandson’s Speech Journey
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Carol Labov is the author of “The Cave Boy Who Would Be President,” a children’s book inspired by her own experience with her grandson Cooper. Where did the idea of the book come from and why did she write it? This book is built on the love of a grandmother to her grandson and is meant to be helpful for other parents going through similar experienc…
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How Motherhood Transformed This Attorney's Relationship With Her Stutter
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This episode celebrates Mental Health Awareness Month and Stuttering Awareness Week. Casey Combs is an attorney. She's also a new mother. How did motherhood change her relationship with her stutter? What was it like going to law school with a stutter and how did she land a job that accepted her speech? From dark thoughts to becoming more accepting,…
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Stuttering As a Chief Scientist and Exploring Genetics
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John Finn is Chief Scientific Officer at Tome Biosciences. John opens about his personal and professional journey as a person who stutters, including how it shaped his career in science, approach to public speaking, and interactions with his colleagues. He also talks about the science behind how genetics and stuttering connect. Episode breakdown 00…
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TV Personality John Stossel Opens Up About His Stutter
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John Stossel, renowned TV personality and reporter, shares the challenges he faced in his broadcast journalism career and what led him to seek help with his fluency. 03:09 John Stossel's Broadcast Journalism Career Journey & Facing His Stutter 06:07 His Time At Hollins Communication Reconstruction Center 09:47 Stuttering in Pop Culture 12:48 John's…
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Interview: A Journey of Grit and Healing with Kelly Smith
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) "Every experience, every struggle, has shaped me into who I am today. I wouldn't trade any of it for the world. It's made me stronger, more empathetic, more resilient." — Kelly Smith In this episode, host Paige welcomes Kelly Smith, owner of a successful catering and event planning company in Santa…
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Stuttering In Tech: What It's Like To Be A Female Software Engineer With A Stutter
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Swathi grew up in India speaking multiple languages. She talks with Maya about how her stuttering influenced interactions, often prompting language shifts. Transitioning into her career as a software engineer, Swathi finds solace in a supportive workplace environment, sharing her experiences through writing to advocate for inclusivity. In this epis…
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Choosing Your Path: Speech Therapy vs. One-On-One Coaching
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) “Whether you’re working with a speech therapist, in a group therapy intensive program or one-to-one with a coach, there are many options and paths to making progress towards your fluency goals." In this enlightening episode, Paige unravels the differences between speech therapy and one-to-one coach…
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Thoughts Matter: Paying Attention to the Stuttering Mind
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) "Increasing awareness of our thoughts can profoundly impact how we perceive and navigate our experiences, empowering us to break free from limiting beliefs and embrace personal growth." Paige explores the profound impact of paying attention to one's thoughts that impact the experience of stuttering…
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Life With A Covert Stutter With Actor & Bestselling Author Jayne Amelia Larson
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Jayne Amelia Larson is an actor, voiceover artist, bestselling author and podcaster. Jayne shares with Maya her journey of covert stuttering and her struggle with being open about her stutter over the course of her career. They also talk about Jayne's family dynamics, acting in Judging Amy, and her difficult experience with recording the audio vers…
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From Comfort to Growth: Why Working on Fluency Feels Awkward
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) “Stepping out of your comfort zone is like a muscle, and it gets larger and stronger the more you expand it. Take small, doable steps toward your fluency goals, not giant leaps." In this episode, Paige delves into the intricacies of behavior change, focusing on the journey from comfort to growth, s…
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Stuttering Relapse: Truths About Life after Speech Therapy
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) After speech therapy, it's crucial to acknowledge the realities that may not have been addressed during treatment — empowering you to navigate post-therapy with resilience and self-awareness. In Episode 19, embark on a raw exploration of life after speech therapy, delving into the often unspoken re…
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My Stutter: Life of Verbal Turbulence Comic Book Launch - LIVE from Octavia's Bookshelf [Part 2]
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This episode is Part 2 of Proud Stutter's official launch party and reading in Los Angeles to celebrate its comic book, MY STUTTER: LIFE OF VERBAL TURBULENCE. Episode breakdown 06:05 The Power of Stuttering Communities 08:16 Discussion on the Creation of the Comic Book 08:51 Visual Representation in Stuttering 10:25 Making the Comic Book 13:26 Stut…
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The Brain, Body and Stuttering: Two Ways to Anxiety
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) There are two ways to anxiety — either through the ancient brain or the thinking brain. It’s helpful to know where your anxiety begins, as this is a clue which strategy will be most helpful in reducing it. In Episode 18, Paige delves into the relationship between the brain, body, and stuttering, fo…
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Speaking in the Spotlight: Saying My Wedding Vows
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) Life brings pivotal moments when the spotlight is going to be shining on you. Being proactive before the big day and gaining the skills you need, your future self will be thankful that you prepared in advance. In Episode 17, Paige shares the journey of saying her wedding vows, taking steps to manag…
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My Stutter: Life of Verbal Turbulence Comic Book Launch - LIVE from Octavia's Bookshelf [Part 1]
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Proud Stutter celebrated the official launch of its comic book, MY STUTTER: LIFE OF VERBAL TURBULENCE, on February 12, 2024. Proud Stutter hit the road and went to Pasadena, California to bring the Los Angeles stuttering community together to talk about the comic book and stuttering stories. We were also joined by some special guest speakers from t…
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Your Stutter Personality: On the Covert to Overt Spectrum
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) The degree to which you hide (covert) or show (overt) your stutter makes a huge impact on your overall mental health and emotional well-being. Episode 16 explores the covert to overt spectrum of stuttering behaviors, addressing the impact this has on mental health. Paige introduces the "What's Your…
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Interview: Intersection Between Stuttering and ADHD with Mike Maines
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) Interview: Featuring individuals who are living their best life, doing what they love to do, and doing it no matter — while navigating life with a stutter. In this episode, we’re talking to Mike Maines, a residential designer with many talents who shares his insights and experiences between two cha…
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A College Freshman Who Stutters Talks About Finding Self Worth
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Lorenzo Becerra is a college freshman who stutters. He is studying to be a speech pathologist. When he thinks about his future, he envisions a happy life. But, he didn’t always see his stutter as something to be proud of. “I put some of my self worth in speaking. And since I couldn't speak that well, my self worth was down.” How do you find self-wo…
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Escape the Trap of Self-Editing and Self-Censorship in Covert Stuttering
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) Safety behaviors provide temporary relief in immediate speaking moments, but over time they subconsciously hinder your natural flow of speech. If you've ever tried to conceal your stutter, you're not alone. This episode unravels the coping mechanisms behind safety behaviors in stuttering — driven b…
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Exercise Your 3 Personal Rights to Speak with Assertiveness
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) Knowing and exercising your personal rights are so integral to building assertiveness and feeling good about yourself. This episode explores the relationship between assertiveness, personal rights, and how it intertwines with stuttering. In those moments when expressing yourself can be physically c…
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Stuttering At Work: How A Childhood Memory Transformed A Career
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Sammar Farooqi is a person who stutters based in Dubai. He’s an executive at SAP where he explains complex technology to people on a daily basis. Sammar shares his experiences with stuttering starting from his childhood, the mocking he faced, and how he used a traumatic event to motivate himself to become a successful communicator in the technology…
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Why Keeping Your Word is More Important Than How You Say It
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) Keeping your word matters a lot — even more important than how you say it. Following through on your promises plays an important role in confidence. Discover the secret to building your inner confidence through the underestimated power of keeping promises to yourself. It's not just about the words …
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Stuttering and Music: Interview with emcdouble, professional recording artist
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David Mayan, aka emcdouble, is a professional recording artist based in Queens, New York. He also stutters. David shares how he initially used music as a form of therapy to manage his stuttering and how this later formed the basis for his versatile musical style, melding elements of hip hop, Spanish music, and electronic fusions. Episode breakdown …
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Embracing Speech Diversity: Proud Stutter gala clips, 2023 Highlights & More
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Host of Proud Stutter Maya recaps Proud Stutter’s annual gala with some clips from the evening, featuring special guests Senator Scott Wiener and San Francisco Supervisor Dean Preston. She also looks back on some of Proud Stutter’s biggest moments from 2023 and more! Part 1: Proud Stutter's Gala 01:33 Julian's Speech: The Silence of Stuttering 06:1…
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Keegan outgrew a childhood stutter, until a traumatic event triggered its return.
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Keegan Murphy thought he outgrew his childhood stutter, until a traumatic event triggered its return. Not only does Keegan share his experience with his stuttering popping back up unexpectedly, but he also talks about the challenges and frustrations of stuttering in corporate America and how seeking professional help transformed his view on his stu…
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Navigating Stuttering, Poverty, and Racism in the American South
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Isaac Bailey is a stutterer, author, and professor. His book, 'My Brother Moochie', details his family's struggles after his eldest brother was sentenced to life imprisonment. Isaac talks about growing up poor, black, and with a stutter in the South, his traumatic family history, and his realization that being a stutterer is a part of his identity …
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Communication and Connection: 100% Fluency Not Mandatory
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) You may put a lot of pressure on yourself to speak fluently, but it’s not the only thing that matters when it comes to communicating with others. Delve into the realm of meaningful connections and effective communication, discovering that fluency is not mandatory. Uncover the hidden aspects of expr…
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Director of Award Winning Film "Voice Activated," And How He Found Comfort In His Stutter
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Steven Anthopoulos is the director and writer of “Voice Activated,” a short film that has won 11 awards, a Tribeca selected film, and is eligible for an Academy Award. Steven talks about how he got the idea for his film, which revolves around a florist with a stutter interacting with a voice-activated car, and how filmmaking has helped him accept h…
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Take Control of Your Thoughts with the Happy Stutterer Mindset
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) Your mindset acts as the lens through which you view yourself and the world, shaping your perceptions, attitudes, beliefs and your experience with stuttering. Discover the transformative power of your mindset. Paige explores the intricate connection between thoughts, beliefs, and your perception of…
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End The War On Stuttering and Make Peace Within
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) The problem with the language of ‘war’ is that it makes stuttering the enemy. Needing to be 'killed' with aggression and force, this perpetuates the struggle. In this episode, we unpack the influential power of language in the context of stuttering. We scrutinize the usage of 'war' terminology in s…
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Stuttering in a foreign country and creating "My Stutter: Life of Verbal Turbulence"
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Julian Benabides is Proud Stutter’s special guest, and he just happens to be Maya’s neighbor. Julian talks about his experience stuttering in foreign countries and what it’s been like collaborating on Proud Stutter’s comic book called "My Stutter: Life of Verbal Turbulence." Maya and Julian also talk about their experience door knocking in their ne…
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What You Need to Willingly Disclose Your Stutter with No Shame
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) The act of 'disclosure' is an opportunity to educate others and advocate for ourselves, showing that we have nothing to hide. In this episode, we explore the world of disclosure for those who stutter. We uncover the challenges that often come with revealing our truth and the two key ingredients req…
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Changing My Name Turned the Page on Stuttering
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) "Changing my birth name to a name I could say is the greatest gift I've ever given to myself." - Paige In this episode, we revisit a pivotal moment in Paige’s life when she made the bold move to change her name. The act of choosing a new name turned out to be a transformative journey, far beyond ac…
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Steven Tallas might stutter in the human world, but in the dog world, he is completely fluent. Maya speaks with Steven about his journey to becoming a professional dog trainer and how he never let his stutter get in the way of his dreams. Jay Feinstein, the co-host for this episode, is a Senior Podcast Producer for WBUR, Boston's public radio stati…
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The Princess’s Pea: A Tale of Sensitivity and Stuttering
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) Stuttering can feel like that small dried pea — overshadowing your entire identity and leaving you feeling black and blue — but it's only a small part of who you are. In this episode, we take a fresh look at the timeless fairy tale "The Princess and the Pea" and reveal its surprising connection to …
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See What’s Really Going On When You Get “The Look”
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) Ever get 'the look' while you're stuck in a stutter? When you realize that other peoples’ reactions are not about you, you hold onto your own power and confidence. In this episode, we delve into the "Looking Glass Self," a concept that explores how our self-concept is shaped by others. This concept…
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Kai Caragenis is a father of a young girl. In this bonus episode of Proud Stutter, he shares his feelings around being adequate enough to be a father, how the King’s Speech changed his relationship with his stutter, and how breathing techniques helped his speech. Host & Producer: Maya Chupkov Save the date (12/7/2023) for Proud Stutter’s 1st Annual…
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) Layered on top of stuttering is a complex web of fears and phobias, increasing the difficulties in speaking due to the additional stress and anxiety. In this episode, we explore the inner world of stuttering and its underlying fears and phobias. Sparked by a listener's question, we’re unraveling ph…
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Fluency Factors: Understanding Your Stuttering Experience
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) Unravel the mystery behind situational stuttering and variable fluency to understand the various factors influencing your stuttering experience. Stuttering is as unique as fingerprints and this is why it’s different for each person. Dive deep into the 7 Freedom Fluency Factors — a framework that un…
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Stuttering Mailbag: Answering Your Questions About Pride, Acceptance, and Beyond
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Maya is back to answer your questions ranging from TV shows, public speaking tips, navigating her stutter, and more. Host & Producer: Maya Chupkov Editor: Quinn Greenhaus Save the date (12/6/2023) for Proud Stutter’s 1st Annual Gala + Community Comedy Event in San Francisco Support Proud Stutter by becoming a recurring donor via Flipcause Vote for …
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Growing Through Stuttering: My Journey to Coaching
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) "Becoming a coach was about bridging the gap between speech therapy and personal development for those who stutter." — Paige Smith In this episode, we're diving into the heart of Paige’s personal odyssey — from waiting to outgrow stuttering, relapsing in speech therapy and her desire in helping oth…
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Origin Story: Unlocking the Key to Self-Acceptance
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) Reflecting on the past gives us perspective on the present. By acknowledging your origin story, you can forgive, find compassion, and move forward with newfound clarity and purpose. Just as superheroes have diverse and impactful origin stories, we too have our own unique narratives that shape who w…
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De-stigmatizing stuttering and incarceration
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Jay Jordan and Jesse Vasquez are back on the pod this week. Jay talks about how his identity as a person who stutters intersects with his criminal record identity. Jesse and Jay both share a passion for de-stigmatizing the narrative surrounding people who are incarcerated and those that have come out of prison. You can listen to Part 1 of this epis…
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Feedback about this episode? Text me a message! :) If you're a person who stutters, it's not uncommon to have no idea why it's happening in certain situations. Instead of being frustrated by it, dive deep each week with Paige Smith, a certified coach and PWSS as she reveals the fluency factors behind covert and situational stuttering. Go beneath th…
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Jay Jordan Navigated Incarceration With A Stutter. Now He’s Transforming the Criminal Justice System.
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Jay Jordan, a person who stutters, has devoted his life after incarceration to challenging the stigma surrounding criminal records. For the first time ever, Jay opens up publicly about what it was like serving seven-years in prison with a stutter. He talks about a life changing experience that led him to coming to terms with his stutter and his pur…
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Inclusive Education & Stuttering: Beyond Awareness Rebroadcast
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For this special bonus episode of Proud Stutter, Maya is rebroadcasting an episode from the Beyond Awareness podcast. Host Diana Pastora Carson interviews Maya and they talk about the intersections between inclusive education and supporting people who stutter in and outside the classroom. In this episode: Diana's TedTalk, "Walking with Joaquin," ch…
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Blaise Ventura, a 20-year-old person who stutters, joins Maya to talk about blocking, his journey towards self-improvement, dating, and how FOMO can play into anxiety. Blocking is a form of stuttering that is extremely misunderstood and Blaise offers a unique perspective around his acceptance of his stutter that many people, especially young people…
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Stuttering, Fashion, and Inclusivity w/ Mia Hitterman (Part 2)
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Using fashion as a form of self expression is one of the main topics in part 2 of Maya’s interview with Mia and Lila. Mia talks about how stuttering intersects with her multiple identities, such as being Chinese, an adoptee, and a college student. She emphasizes the importance of community support, including her family and friends, in helping her e…
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