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Welcome the redacted apostate, your guide to life after leaving high-control groups. This channel is your compass through the challenging journey of reclaiming independence. Dive into insightful discussions, practical tips, and empowering stories on navigating a world where you must make your own decisions free from a controlling environment. Whether you've recently broken free or are contemplating the leap, join us for support, understanding, and strategies to navigate the complex internal ...
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Afterglow; UnVEILING The Idaho Cult Lori Vallow and Chad Daybell's story, is a true crime story like no other. Lori Vallow is a mother of 3. Some would call her a "monster" instead of a mother. Her children went missing in the fall of 2019. As things unfolded there were also, 2 dead spouses who both died untimely deaths. Lori Vallow Daybell has delusions of being a God and having lived on many planets. As the story continued more and more bizarre events took place. This story is complicated ...
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Interviews with authors, artists, experts, and story tellers to validate the experience of survivors of Spiritual Abuse, providing practical insights for the recovery journey. Your host is Katherine Spearing, a Certified Trauma Recovery Coach with nearly a decade of previous experience working in the evangelical church. This is the affiliate podcast of TearsofEden.org , a nonprofit for community and understanding in the aftermath of Spiritual Abuse. Find us on Instagram @uncertainpodcast
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The first season of The Chosen Ones focuses on the mysterious case of the doomsday cult obsessed mother of two previously missing children, JJ and Tylee. While looking at the key players of this case, it becomes evident Lori and Chad Daybell are a part of a religious cult that derives from the fundamentals of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Join Celene Beth as she investigates the truth behind the murders of Charles Vallow, Tammy Daybell, JJ Vallow, and Tylee Ryan.
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Since the Assimilation of the Indigenous, which persists today, America has had a predatory preference for mass legal child abduction, trafficking, abuse, torture and murder. The "Toughlove" based 'Troubled Teen Industry' was spawned by "America's Most Dangerous Cult", Synanon, and funded by the US Govt. WHICH has been simultaneously funding unethical and involuntary social psychology experiments on children while publicly decrying their tactics as "brainwashing" and "torture". Still, this m ...
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We are people across the world standing up for humanity and human rights. We expose spiritual abuse from high control religious groups, particularly Jehovah's Witnesses, whatever their claims to higher authority may be. Our purpose is to educate the public about such movements, provide an online network where everyone is welcome to contribute and to enable a safe non-judgmental place for people to find healing and comfort and community with their fellows. We are a global online network with ...
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The purpose of the Hole in My Heart Podcast is to talk about how the gospel is good news for everyone every day. How do they do that? The host, teacher, and author, Laurie Krieg, and her husband and licensed-therapist, Matt Krieg, partner up with Producer Steve, radio personality and all-around great guy, to engage challenging topics such as sexuality, addiction, trauma, and anxiety. The trio applies a historically biblical sexual ethic to all they talk about, and ensure the focus of the con ...
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The Rooted and Edified Show is a fun-loving, no-facade, Bible believing, Conservative, Christian Worldview Show for men and women who want to hear the 4Ts: real-life TESTIMONIES, interesting TOPICS, TALENTS within the church, and THEOLOGY, of course! We want to help encourage you to grow deeper in your relationship with Christ and more mature in your walk... All with a few laughs on the side when we can get them in! **TARGET RELEASE DAYS: The 1st and 15th of each month!**
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Many have seen the attempt on former President Donald J. Trump's life as a fulfillment of biblical prophecy, while others believe it is to bring forth freedom to America. Some see it as a fulfillment of the prophecy of the beast mentioned in Revelation the 13th chapter, who receives a fatal wound and is healed. Today we look as to whether or not th…
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Returning guests, Stacie Stukin and Phillip Deslippe are joining the show once again to speak about their newest investigative piece on the troublesome boarding schools of the 3HO community.Stacie Stukin is an arts and culture journalist from Los Angeles. She was a contributing editor at Yoga Journal and has also written about yoga for the Los Ange…
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After Castaneda died in 1998 his inner circle of Chacmools or witches went missing. We talk about the story of Castaneda and what happened to the witches. One of them her body was found deep in death valley, but what happened to the other ones? Resources: https://www.altaonline.com/dispatches/a60923618/carlos-castaneda-cult-geoffrey-gray/ Books (Af…
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Katy Perry has a new single titled "Women's World" where she tells men that they are lucky to even be able to live in this women's world. Many are wondering why she would team up with a man Dr. Luke who has been accused by artists of taking advantage of women. Just how much of a feminist anthem could be genuine when being produced by a man who is a…
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This is just a preview of our Patreon exclusive bonus episode. You can hear the full episode by becoming a member at:www.patreon.com/indoctrinationIn this continuation from a previous bonus episode, Rachel explains how mantras and repetitive meditations can both heal and harm. She shares her insights by exploring the work of Elizabeth Clare Prophet…
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Natalie Hoffman is the author of Is it Me? Making Sense of Your Confusing Marriage: A Christian Woman's Guide to Hidden Emotional and Spiritual Abuse and her recent memoir All the Scary Little Gods. Natalie is also the host of the Flying Free podcast. She is a mother, grandmother, educator, and passionate advocate for women of faith in abusive home…
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Mattie Jo Cowsert was a pastor’s kid and proud purity ring wearer before she moved to New York City and experienced an unexpected worldview and identity implosion thanks to Tinder and her Jewish roommate. When marriage equality passed in 2015, Mattie Jo decided to share how the queer community was one of the catalysts for questioning everything she…
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Was the Cult Awareness Network working as Deprogrammers or Kidnappers? https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeO_7EoE7YEjNoZXUS0oyEw/join In this eye-opening video, we explore into the controversial practices surrounding the Cult Awareness Network (CAN). Established with the noble intention of helping individuals ensnared by cults, CAN's methods often i…
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Jared Leto was recently seen wearing an outfit mocking our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ fit with a cross necklace made up of two long nails as well as blood filled gloves and a see through cloak exposing his undergarments. We take a look at the cult of Jared Leto and how the ability for many to follow their favorite stars in idolatrous worship fore…
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Ryan George spent the first 20 years of his life in a cult, attending a series of Independent Fundamental Baptist churches including one where his dad was the pastor, whose word was the ultimate authority. It wasn’t until Ryan was confronted with the truth that his father was a serial sexual abuser hiding his sins behind Bible verses, that Ryan rea…
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A discussion about Aum Shinrikyo the Cult responsible for the 1995 Sarin Gas attack in Japan. Become a member of Redacted Apostate, and help the channel! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeO_7EoE7YEjNoZXUS0oyEw/join We discuss what is possibly the most dangerous cult that still exists to this day. From Sarin gas attacks, Uranium mines, Russian Atta…
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The upcoming UFC event is taking a spiritual turn as the former light heavyweight champion Jiří Procházka is claiming that the current light heavyweight champion Alex Pereira is using witch doctors and shamans in order to provide him power to win their upcoming fight. Jiří is asking Alex not to use this power but allow them to just fight man to man…
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This is just a preview of our Patreon exclusive bonus episode. You can hear the full episode by becoming a member at:www.patreon.com/indoctrinationIn this episode, Rachel dives into the life and influence of Elizabeth Clare Prophet, the leader of the Church Universal and Triumphant. Rachel recounts her early encounters with the group and shares a c…
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Please share this with as many people as possible. Bryson Muir is the son of Colt's line backer Daniel Muir. Daniel and his wife Kristen are members of a dangerous cult called Straightway Truth Ministry which is based on Black Hebrew Israelism. According to teachings all women and children are considered property, and old testament teachings are us…
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Returning guest, Tia Levings writes about the realities of Christian fundamentalism, evangelical patriarchy, and religious trauma. She is also a podcaster, speaker, and content strategist. She’s been quoted in Salon, the Huffington Post, and Newsweek, and appeared in the hit Amazon docu-series, Shiny Happy People. Based in Jacksonville, Florida she…
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Described as "the public face" of Baptist clergy sex abuse survivors, Christa Brown was one of the first to go public with substantiated child sex abuse allegations against a Baptist minister and documentation that others knew. Since then, for nearly two decades, she has worked to shine a light on the systemic problem of abuse and cover-ups in Bapt…
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Two of the most well known pastors in America step down in a matter of weeks from one another as Tony Evans of Oak Cliff Bible Fellowship in Dallas Texas was released for his duties for a undisclosed sin. Also Robert Morris of Gateway Church stepped down after it was revealed he took advantage of a twelve year old girl back in the 1980's. We take a…
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Returning guest, Jonathon Sawyer is a Ph.D. candidate at the University of Colorado Boulder. Working with the National Education Policy Center, Jon researches public and private education. Through his in-progress dissertation, Jon explores pressing tensions between the right to religious freedom and the separation of church and state, focusing on t…
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In this episode, we discuss the cult of Pythagoras, and the questions that arise. The discoveries from either Pythagoras, or the cult of Pythagoras has brought about many discoveries throughout time. Music Theory, numerology, reincarnation, Helios central planetary orbit, etc.. as well as the connection between sound, art, math, and science. Thanks…
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Members of the former Christian band Underoath are now singing songs related to the second coming. This time the lead vocalist is now singing that he will kill Jesus again when He returns as we take a look at the sad reality of turning away from Christ and leading yourself as well as others down the path of God hatred. Follow Good Fight Ministries …
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This is just a preview of our Patreon exclusive bonus episode. You can hear the full episode by becoming a member at:https://www.patreon.com/indoctrinationIn this solo bonus episode, Rachel shares her insights on the harrowing experience of testifying about abuse in a courtroom. Rachel discusses the re-traumatization many survivors face when confro…
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Diana Nowak is a survivor of the infamous troubled teen institution known as The Academy at Ivy Ridge. She is featured in the recently released Netflix docuseries The Program: Cons, Cults, and Kidnapping which specifically covers The Academy at Ivy Ridge. The series directed by Katherine Kubler exposes the corruption and abuse of the troubled teen …
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In this episode, we’ll discuss how the church’s common stance on suffering for Christ often gets twisted in such a way that victims feel they cannot leave abusive homes, churches, or jobs. Rebecca Davis is a trauma-informed writer, book coach, speaker, compassionate witness, prayer minister, and lover of Jesus who lives in Greenville, South Carolin…
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We discuss the Happy Science cult, and the anime they produce. What is the origin story of Happy Science? Where are they now? Music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/danijel-zambo/stardust License code: K1NTUCRT5RNDOMJT Thanks to our monthly supporters Kristie Musick ★ Support this podcast on Patreon ★…
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Former sidekick of Logan Paul, George Janko, has made a name for himself outside of the wildly popular "Impaulsive" that he was once a part of as he has brought on a number of Christian and secular guests to the George Janko show in hopes of sharing the gospel with his growing audience. Some have come on and given advice that isn't biblical. Others…
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Tiffany Yecke Brooks is the author of the new book Holy Ghosted: Spiritual Anxiety, Religious Trauma, and the Language of Abuse which equips readers to understand and name tactics of spiritual abuse and manipulation. Each chapter covers a different method of control found in toxic religious communities--including legalism, indoctrination, praise, a…
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We discuss the slaying of a South Korean woman during an initiation process for a group that called itself Soldiers of Christ, this has shocked the Atlanta Korean American community. Where her body was found. #soldiersofchrist #news If you would like to support us or buy a cup of coffee, please visit our Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/TheRedacted…
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Disney is using Germany as its test tube for their new satanic love story "Pauline" which has a 19 year old girl impregnated by the devil's son after meeting him on what looks to be Tinder. Petitions online have called for the show to be cancelled. We take a look at other shows and movies that have continued to push the envelope of antichrist accep…
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This is just a preview of our Patreon exclusive bonus episode. You can hear the full episode by becoming a member at:https://www.patreon.com/indoctrinationIn this special bonus episode, Rachel dives deep into the dark and often hidden world of children’s television. Inspired by the recent docuseries "Quiet on Set: The Dark Side of Kids TV," she exp…
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If you’re a parent or mentor of young kids right now like we are, I am pretty sure you could marinate in fear every day of the week. Add the fact that it is up to us parents and mentors to teach these kids facts and wisdom about sexuality and body safety, and you can just find us in a panic attack on the floor every-other day of the week. But what …
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Anke Richter is an international journalist and author based in Christchurch, New Zealand. Before immigrating there with her family in 2003 she was a magazine writer, TV producer, and, business reporter in Germany. Anke has covered everything from the 2011 Christchurch earthquake to the 2019 mosque attack and has traveled widely in the South Pacifi…
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We prepared for the upcoming Netflix documentary on the 7M cult disguised as a TikTok dance channel. We talk about the 7 Mountain Mandate to infiltrate's 7 forms of modern society. What would happen if they were successful and we all lived in new Gilead? The story of shekinah church and it's impact on different lives. Source: https://theoutline.com…
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An NBA Star alongside a former adult entertainment star have exposed some of the wicked fetishes that players and celebrities have gotten into when their minds have been diluted by so much of what they have seen on screens and are doing in their private lives. We take a look at those in the industry exposing themselves as having nefarious plans to …
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Judith Castillo is a passionate and determined PhD student at the University of Houston, where her academic focus is on Latino and Women’s studies. Her journey into academia is deeply intertwined with her personal experiences as a survivor of the La Luz Del Mundo cult.Forced into marriage at the tender age of 15 to a member of the cult's leadership…
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Welcome to Baby Reindeer: The Real Martha, where we dive deep into the chilling true story behind Richard Gadd's gripping show. Explore the terrifying world of coercive control and psychological manipulation. This episode provide a detailed examination of how someone can control your mind and the profound effects it can have on your life. We'll als…
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It’s that time again: Let’s take your questions and try to respond with wisdom! Here are the ones we respond to today! How do you know when or if you need to move on from a therapist? How can we walk with people experiencing unwanted sexual desires? How do I recover my soul from burnout? How do I talk with my kids about a family member who is trans…
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The desperate Justin Timberlake attempts to resurrect his career with a demonic blood thirsty music video. We look back at how the former frontman of NSYNC was mocking Jesus Christ alongside his boy band cohorts when no one was even paying attention as we see the dangers of rearing your children with the songs of fools. Follow Good Fight Ministries…
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This is just a preview of our Patreon exclusive bonus episode. You can hear the full episode at:www.patreon.com/indoctrinationThis special Patreon exclusive bonus episode with Andrew Pledger was recorded for Andrew’s Beyond BJU podcast which will be released later this summer, but we wanted to offer our Patreon supporters early access as a thank-yo…
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Nikki G. is a Certified Trauma Recovery Coach who helps survivors recover and thrive after Religious Trauma & Cult involvement. She is also a survivor of multiple narcissistic relationships, religious trauma, as well as a former member of multiple cultic communities. Nikki is the CEO of Nikki G Speaks LLC, which exists to support survivors with ind…
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Content Warning: We discuss sex, and how our sex life has been impacted by the cult. We discuss the #tradwife trend. How did the Traditional Wife movement come into being. How can one work through some of the conflicting programing done around sex. We give some practical tips that have helped our marriage. The #tradlife trend can be very dangerous,…
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The incredibly popular Eurovision, which garners close to 180 million viewers, just had a competitor from Ireland "Bambie Thug" make the final while performing her song "Doomsday Blue". She started her performance inside of a pentagram and ended with a sign stating "Crown the Witch" as she casted a death spell from Harry Potter on the audience. We …
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Uriah Wesman is a multiple-cult survivor, and one-liner comedian turned comedic storyteller. Early in his career, he was hesitant to speak about the cultic involvement of his childhood, but now after nearly 8 years of performing and producing hundreds of comedy shows he’s found a way to transmute the pain of his childhood into laughter and catharsi…
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Cait West is a writer and editor based in Grand Rapids, Michigan. Her work has been published in The Revealer, Religion Dispatches, Fourth Genre, and Hawai`i Pacific Review, among others. As an advocate and a survivor of the Christian patriarchy movement, she serves on the editorial board for Tears of Eden, a nonprofit providing resources for survi…
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Trigger Warning: This podcast episode contains discussions about real events involving sensitive topics. Listener discretion is advised. Exploring the haunting legacy of Jonestown reveals a multifaceted tale encompassing lessons learned from the Peoples Temple Cult tragedy. "Jonestown: A Story of Deception, Devotion, and Destruction" chronicles the…
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Today, we conclude our two-part series looking at strategies to intentionally and evangelistically approach Pride Month. To continue the conversation, we talk with Elizabeth Delgado Black who is an evangelist and the co-founder and president of Kaleidoscope. Together, we talk about practical ways to love LGBTQ people like Jesus as well as: Can we t…
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Ryan Garcia, Russell Brand and Justin Bieber have publicly made declarations of their faith in Christ and yet have also continued to practice things that are contrary to the Christian faith. We take a look at not only them but others such as Kanye West, who have not only had their behavior shown to be contrary to the gospel, but have even gone into…
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This is just a preview of our Patreon exclusive bonus episode. You can hear the full episode at:www.patreon.com/indoctrinationIn this bonus solo episode, Rachel delves into the harrowing intersection of crime and belief, discussing the chilling case of 'God's Misfits.' She examines the tragic murder of two women by a group claiming divine justifica…
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Returning guests, Rachel Holdt and Elizabeth Humble are sisters who were raised in an Independent Fundamentalist Baptist Church they’ve now identified as a Cult, Cornerstone Baptist Church in Colorado Springs, Colorado. In 1998, Rachel was the whistleblower instrumental in the eventual arrest and criminal conviction of Charles Dean Miller, the son …
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In this episode of the redacted apostate, we delve into the story of Chad Franke, the son of Ruby Franke, who was convicted for abuse and is currently in prison. Chad's tumultuous journey unfolds as he navigates life post-cult, grappling with the loss of everything he held dear. His struggles mirror those of the host, who shares a poignant parallel…
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