Poem: Indecisiveness Is My Muse

Uncomfortably, Beautifully Human

being that we’ve been told we should change. What if, we’re simply moving at our own pace? What if the way we showed up in that moment was exactly how it was meant to be? What would the world, our world, be like if we stopped trying to change and fix how we are and chose to love it instead?

You all think I’m just confused

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Does it amuse?

That it doesn’t seem like I know what to do

Well, my indecisiveness is my muse

How she teaches me not to obey the rules

Not play a fool

Thinking I have to control, know it all

That without direction I’m just some small girl

Getting lost in this big wide world

When really I take my time

To hear the lessons in my rhymes

The direction from the part of me that is wise

That already knows

That is already betrothed

To the path that is her fullest

That reflects her joy

Her love

Her hearts truth

The I, that knows what to do

The self that soothes the mind

When I find myself taking too much on

I can rest where I belong

The home in my heart

I have at last found this place

Blessing me with grace

I know that waiting is not a waste

Being patient is not just a phase

But a practice

Where in the stillness I drop my tactics

So that I can fully open to magic

So, no I’m not indecisive

I’m just getting excited attuning to all the possibilities

At all the timelines weaving serendipity

Into my reality

My decision not to choose is not a travesty

I’m not a victim to my conditioned fate

Because I’m never running late to my destiny

I have already arrived

And I enjoy to spend some of that time

Playing with all that could be

Feeling all that my third eye can see (to learn about the third eye - https://www.verywellfit.com/what-is-the-third-eye-3566789)

Knowing I am all that I need

I don’t seek to fill a hole

Or listen to what I am told

I don’t fit into your mould of how I should move

Because my indecisiveness is my muse

Not a curse

Not something to change

But how my soul paves the way

So, I’m no longer afraid

And for anyone who feels the same

Remember to follow your own timing

Without buying into the rush

Trust that your guidance knows

The moments to row

And the moments to rest

Because this life isn’t a test

A race to be won

A thing to get right

Something to fight

This life is experiencing yourself as all that you are

So don’t starve yourself of your truth

Following how someone else has said you should move

Listen to all that you already know

Because you are already home

There’s no where you have to go

Only witness the seeds that you sow

Allowing them freely grow

with love,

Emma

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