Best Allyn Amerongen Podcasts (2024)

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Finding Clarity in Mortality: Insights from a Fellow Podcaster and Palliative Care Chaplain Cody Hufstedler 1:04:16

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In this episode I welcome Cody Hufstedler, a palliative care chaplain and host of ‘Dying to Tell You’, for a deeply insightful discussion on life, loss, and finding meaning at the end. We talk about the complex themes of loss, grief, and the remarkable transformations that often emerge in life’s closing chapters. Cody’s journey into chaplaincy is n…

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95: [WCN Presents] SWW S6 E5 & E6 // Part 3 28:01

2h ago28:01

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Content warning: gun violence, stalking, emotional, mental, and psychological abuse, violent threats, criminal threats, hate crimes, racism, antisemitism, transphobia, and homophobia. As shared in part one and two of their story, J.E. Reich is a journalist, editor, survivor, and victim advocate. They shared their story on Something Was Wrong season…

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Orange Theory Coach with Heather Camacho 1:00:13

8h ago1:00:13

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S3 Ep7 Episode Shownotes: “Movement is medicine.” —Heather Camacho Orange Theory is a popular fitness franchise that offers heart-rate-based interval training workouts. The classes combine cardio, strength, and power training to help members achieve their fitness goals. With studios across the country, Orange Theory provides a unique and challengin…

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Breaking Free from a Life of Control: Crystal Ball’s Journey from Cult Trauma to Rediscovering Her Voice 1:05:14

3d ago1:05:14

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In this episode I welcome Crystal Ball, a powerful survivor whose story sheds light on resilience, courage, and the journey of reclaiming one's life. From an oppressive childhood in the strict “Shiny Happy People” cult to the immense challenges she faced after breaking free, Crystal opens up about her path to healing and rebuilding. She shares the …

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94: [WCN Presents] SWW S6 E5 & E6 Updates // Part 2 32:32

7d ago32:32

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Content warning: gun violence, stalking, emotional, mental, and psychological abuse, violent threats, criminal threats, hate crimes, antisemitism, transphobia, and homophobia. As shared in part one of their story, J.E. Reich is a journalist, editor, survivor, and victim advocate. They shared their story on Something Was Wrong season 6, episodes 5 a…

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South Asian Women In America, Whose Professional Lives Have Been Upended By The Restrictive H-4 Visa with Varuni Sinha 52:49

6d ago52:49

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S3 Ep6 Episode Shownotes: “Make a list of the good versus the bad. [You] will realize that the mind tends to gravitate towards the bad, but the list of good is always longer.” —Varuni Sinha The H-4 visa— the bane of many immigrant spouses' existence. Imagine being highly skilled, educated, and eager to work, only to be trapped in a legal limbo, una…

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Wired for Survival: How the Brain Navigates Trauma, Loneliness, and Healing with psychiatrist and bestselling author Dr. Anders Hansen 1:00:39

8d ago1:00:39

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In this episode I'm Joined by a special guest, Dr. Anders Hansen, a psychiatrist and best selling author from Stockholm. Together, we explore the surprising science behind loneliness, mental health, and how our brains are wired for survival. You’ll learn how isolation not only impacts emotional well-being but also worsens physical health, increasin…

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93: [WCN Presents] SWW S6 E5 & E6 Updates // Part 1 29:57

14d ago29:57

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Content warning: gun violence, stalking, emotional, mental, and psychological abuse, violent threats, criminal threats, hate crimes, antisemitism, transphobia, homophobia, genocide, and war. J.E. Reich is a journalist, editor, survivor, and victim advocate. They shared their story on Something Was Wrong season 6, episodes 5 and 6, which aired on De…

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Reflecting on Last Year’s Retreat Experience with Heather Nelson 30:26

13d ago30:26

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S3 Ep5 Episode Shownotes: “Learning is what makes you grow. It's what makes you challenge, what makes you excited for what's to come, and makes you realize what's important in life.” —Heather Nelson Heather's latest retreat was a total rollercoaster! One minute, she was chilling by the pool for a dreamy sound bath, and the next, she was powering th…

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Reclaiming Life and Identity: Healing from Trauma Bonds and Empowering Others to Break Free with Therapist and Trauma Bond Expert Dr. Nadine Macaluso 1:00:46

15d ago1:00:46

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In this special anniversary episode of Judging Meghan, we’re celebrating four years since the podcast first began. And, in an unexpected twist of fate, my very first guest, Dr. Nadine Macaluso, is back with me! It wasn’t something we had planned, but life has a funny way of working out. Known for her groundbreaking work in trauma bonding and comple…

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DJ, Play ‘SMALLEST MAN’ by Dave Portnoy and Josh Richards 1:04:33

24d ago1:04:33

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In this powerful final episode, Allyn brings the series full circle by summing up the lasting effects of intimate partner violence, coercive control, and betrayal trauma. She dives deep into her personal experience, putting numbers to the loss and healing that followed, making the aftermath of such relationships tangible for listeners. By offering …

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92: [Jessica Willis Fisher] Finding My Voice 36:27

19d ago36:27

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Content warning: child sexual assault, child rape, statutory rape, incest, sexual abuse, cultic abuse, religious abuse, narcissistic abuse, assault, physical, emotional, mental, and financial abuse. Jessica Willis-Fisher is a singer-songwriter living in Nashville, Tennessee. Her childhood as the eldest of twelve siblings and member of a family band…

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Why You Should Vote NO on Measure J with Dayna Ghirardelli 37:44

29d ago37:44

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S3 Ep4 Episode Shownotes: “We need to feed people, and if we're going to do that, we need to do it responsibly.” —Dayna Ghirardelli Measure J, a controversial ballot initiative in Sonoma County, aims to restrict the size of local farms and animal operations. If passed, it could devastate the county's thriving agricultural community, putting family-…

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Empowering Your Journey: Self-Acceptance, Clean Beauty, and Aging on Your Own Terms with Josh Rosebrook Founder of the Clean Beauty Brand Josh Rosebrook Skin and Hair Care 1:11:57

22d ago1:11:57

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In this episode I'm joined by close friend, Josh Rosebrook—founder of the clean beauty brand Josh Rosebrook Skin and Hair Care with products awarded by harpers bazar and featured in magazines like Vogue and Vanity Fair. We have a conversation about beauty, aging, and self-acceptance. And explore the world of clean beauty, shedding light on the scie…

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Karma Always Eats 1:08:01

29d ago1:08:01

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In this powerful episode, Allyn delves into the challenges victims face when navigating the justice system. She uncovers the many barriers that often stand in the way of justice and healing, offering insights into how to break free from the grips of trauma bonds and move forward in life. Allyn is joined by a special guest, former Green Beret and co…

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91: [Alison Jones-Lockwood] Start By Believing 46:41

26d ago46:41

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Content warning: gender-based violence, abuse, domestic violence, intimate partner violence, and rape. Alison Jones-Lockwood is a mother and victim advocate in Colorado. Her career in aiding survivors began years ago while she was in college, and continues to this day. Although her journey recently pivoted when she became Executive Director of the …

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Family Estrangement, Particularly Between Mothers And Daughters with Jodi LaRae Cunningham 38:32

27d ago38:32

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S3 Ep3 Episode Shownotes: “I'm waiting at the sunset, in the light of the moon for tomorrow, where they'll come running on the horizon.” —Jodi LaRae Cunningham It can be such a heartbreaking experience when someone just drifts away and cuts off contact. It can happen for all sorts of reasons but whatever they are, it can be really tough to deal wit…

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18: Sins and Survivors With Shaun 42:56

28d ago42:56

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In this conversation, Terra and Shaun discuss the Sins and Survivors podcast, focusing on domestic violence and the ethical considerations in true crime storytelling. They explore the importance of language, the impact of their social work backgrounds, and the tragic story of Tabitha Tozi, a victim of domestic violence. The discussion highlights th…

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Healing Trauma Bonds: Parenting, Patterns, and Finding Authentic Connection with Licensed Professional Counselor, Author, Speaker, and Podcast Host Dr. Laura Copley 1:00:50

29d ago1:00:50

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In this episode of Judging Meghan, I sit down with the incredible Dr. Laura Copley, a licensed professional counselor, author, speaker, and podcast host of “Tough Love with Dr. Laura Copley”, to dive deep into the transformative journey of healing, growth, and the complexities of life’s challenges. Dr. Laura shares her wisdom on how trauma can impa…

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Devil In The Daylight 1:22:52

1M ago1:22:52

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Allyn dives deeper into the fallout of her shattered relationship—uncovering lies, betrayal, cheating, and emotional abuse. As grief, anxiety, and depression take hold, she confronts the harsh realities of trauma and its lasting effects. In this episode, she’s also joined by another woman who faced her ex’s deception. Together, they explore the dam…

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90: [Amanda] Behind the Closed Therapeutic Door // Part 2 26:18

1M ago26:18

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Content warning: sibling abuse, sexual harassment, voyeurism, stalking, rape, narcissistic abuse, professional abuse, self-harm, and suicide. As shared in part one of her story, Amanda is a mother, mental health compliance professional, and advocate. Nearly twenty years ago, Amanda was employed by a fixture in the family court whose deviousness wou…

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89: [Amanda] He Held All the Cards // Part 1 30:08

1M ago30:08

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Content warning: sibling abuse, sexual harassment, voyeurism, stalking, rape, narcissistic abuse, professional abuse, self-harm, and suicide. Amanda is a mother, mental health compliance professional, and advocate. Nearly twenty years ago, Amanda was employed by a fixture in the family court whose deviousness would be unearthed in 2007 when he face…

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Dating a Narcissist with Allyn Amerongen 55:25

1M ago55:25

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S3 Ep2 Episode Shownotes: “You can go when you want to go. You deserve something more than that. You're worth more than that.” —Allyn Amerongen Narcissistic partners can be the ultimate masters of manipulation— one minute they'll shower you with love and the next they'll tear you down. They’ll slowly chip away at your confidence until you're questi…

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Turning Pain into Purpose: A Journey Through Chronic Illness, Trauma, and Healing with Wellness Coach, Advocate, And podcaster Allyn Amerongen 1:00:12

1M ago1:00:12

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In this episode of Judging Meghan I talk with Allyn Amerongen, an advocate, wellness coach, and podcaster who empowers women with chronic illnesses. Allyn opens up about her own journey with a chronic condition, sharing the obstacles she's faced and the resilience she's found. Her story reveals how she turned her pain into a powerful source of stre…

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Hiding in Plain Sight 58:59

1M ago58:59

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Allyn shares the raw and emotional aftermath of her unexpected breakup. Left reeling from the shock of betrayal, she embarks on a journey to find closure and answers, but what she uncovers is more horrifying than she ever imagined. As she navigates the emotional wreckage, Allyn sheds light on the red flags she missed and how narcissistic abuse and …

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88: [Allyn Amerongen] The Control Is So Calculated 36:51

1M ago36:51

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Content warning: infidelity, serial infidelity, narcissistic abuse, and physical, emotional, mental, and financial abuse. Allyn Amerongen is a mental health advocate, podcaster, and survivor of narcissistic abuse. Allyn just launched her new podcast, When Heaven Meets Hell, to highlight her experiences and healing. She also hopes to offer listeners…

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Why I say NO to Social Media with Carly Burr 47:04

2M ago47:04

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S3 Ep1 Episode Shownotes: “The last thing I want is to lose connection with the people who matter most to me.” —Carly Burr The social media pandemic has really taken over, hasn't it? It seems like everyone is constantly glued to their phones, scrolling endlessly through the highlight reels of everyone else's lives. It can be so easy to get caught u…

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17: Haunted Detective And True Crime With Kelsey Childs 40:19

2M ago40:19

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In this conversation, Terra and Kelsey discuss various topics including their introduction through Ellen, Kelsey's podcast Haunted Detective, their experiences with generational trauma, the importance of healing and therapy, and ethical considerations in true crime storytelling. They also touch on Kelsey's coverage of the Praveen Varghese case and …

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From Hurt to Healing: Finding Strength and Healing Through Personal Narratives with Story Healer and Guide Dr. Rick Diamond 1:02:27

1M ago1:02:27

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In this episode I’m joined by Dr. Rick Diamond, an expert in the intersection of storytelling and healing, We explore our journeys from being deeply involved in organized religion to embracing a more personal and fluid spiritual path. Rick and I share how our experiences have taught us that spirituality isn't confined to a particular place or organ…

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Into the Hollow House 1:23:27

2M ago1:23:27

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Allyn finally finds herself allowed into his home, which opens the door to more suspicious activity and a look into his mind in a deeper and disturbing way. As the layers begin to peel back, Allyn discovers more about his manipulative behavior, and his carefully constructed façade starts to crumble. Guest expert Kris Prochaska (LMHC & LPC) joins th…

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87: [Jessie Buttafuoco] Protect the Legacy of Victims // Part 2 39:14

2M ago39:14

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Content warning: substance abuse, substance use disorder, infidelity, serial infidelity, narcissistic abuse, assault, attempted murder, and gun violence. As shared in part one of her story, Jessie Buttafuoco is a mental health professional, advocate, speaker, and co-victim of gun violence from Long Island, New York. Her journey in the media began a…

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Finding Wholeness: Reconnecting with Ourselves Through IFS Therapy with Tamala Floyd, LCSW 1:03:43

2M ago1:03:43

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In this episode I’m joined by Tamala Floyd. Tamala, a psychotherapist who specializes in Internal Family Systems (IFS) therapy, bravely shares her story of growing up in a home filled with domestic violence and the lasting impact it had on her life. Together, we explore the hidden struggles so many of us face as trauma survivors and talk about the …

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Breadcrumbs For Breakfast 1:10:04

2M ago1:10:04

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Allyn spends more time with his family as the odd and troubling behavior continues to increase. She recounts how the little breadcrumbs left behind kept her moving forward in the relationship. In this episode, Dr. Morgan Anderson discusses attachment styles and how understanding them can help you build securely attached relationships. Dr. Nadine Ma…

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86: [Jessie Buttafuoco] The Entire World Is Looking // Part 1 28:37

2M ago28:37

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Content warning: substance abuse, substance use disorder, infidelity, serial infidelity, narcissistic abuse, assault, attempted murder, and gun violence. Jessie Buttafuoco is a mental health professional, advocate, speaker, and co-victim of gun violence from Long Island, New York. Her journey in the media began at an incredibly young age, as the re…

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16: When Heaven Meets Hell With Allyn Amerongen 41:27

2M ago41:27

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What began as a storybook romance quickly turned into a nightmare when an unexpected breakup exposed her fiancé's double life-a web of lies, deceit, and infidelity, where he deemed many women, including Allyn, his "dream woman." Beyond the infidelity, deeper realizations about his manipulative and emotionally abusive behavior came to light. Now, Al…

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Redefining Self-Worth: Overcoming Psoriatic Arthritis and Advocating for Body Positivity with with Voiceover Artist, Disability, and Fat Liberation Advocate Maria Pendolino 1:16:24

2M ago1:16:24

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In this episode, I’m joined by Maria Pendolino, a successful voiceover artist and passionate advocate for disability and fat liberation. Together, we explore the transformative journey of breaking free from labels and societal expectations—whether it’s the roles we inherit from our families or the body standards we’re pressured to conform to. Maria…

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Dancing Around The Fire 1:06:06

2M ago1:06:06

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As their bond grows stronger, the stakes get higher. Allyn finds herself questioning everything and gets answers that only complicates and confuses her situation. Dr. Nadine Macaluso and Kris Prochaska (LMHC & LPC) continue to offer their expert opinions on “The Dark Triad/Tetrad” and the techniques that narcissists use to break down a person’s sen…

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85: [WCN Presents] SWW S19 Updates 41:19

2M ago41:19

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Content warning: stalking, cyberstalking, emotional, mental, and psychological abuse, domestic violence, and murder. Something Was Wrong Season 19 featuring Amy's episodes began airing January 11th, 2024 and finished airing February 8th of the same year. In the five episodes, Amy's tenacity and resiliency became resoundingly clear as she and her lo…

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A Culinary Journey with Indian Cuisine with Priya Lakshminarayan 33:18

2M ago33:18

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Episode Details: Welcome to Life Conversations with a Twist. This week, I’m excited to introduce a talented food blogger, Priya Lakshminarayan, who has made a name for herself in the world of Indian cuisine, specifically focusing on vegetarian and vegan dishes. Growing up in a traditional Indian family, she learned the art of cooking from her relat…

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Angel Finally Found His Wings: How Community and Compassion Transformed Ron Hunter's Life 1:13:51

2M ago1:13:51

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In this episode, I’m joined by the inspiring Ron Hunter, a survivor of childhood trauma and the author of ‘Angel Finally Found His Wings’. Together, we dive deep into a profoundly emotional exploration of survival, resilience, and the extraordinary courage it takes to confront the past. Ron shares his incredible journey, one that began with a child…

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In Lies We Trust 1:03:20

2M ago1:03:20

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Allyn flies to Montana to spend time with her new potential boyfriend and meets his family. As the relationship begins to grow deeper, some disturbing acts begin to drastically alter the dynamic of the relationship. Guest expert Dr. Nadine Macaluso joins the podcast to talk about "The Big Five" personality traits. Support the Show: Leave us a revie…

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84: [Dr. Kathi Miner] Walk the Talk 40:50

3M ago40:50

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Content warning: infidelity, serial infidelity, narcissistic abuse, stalking, cyberstalking, physical, emotional, mental, and financial abuse. Dr. Kathi Miner is an organizational psychologist, professor, author, and survivor from Southern California. After losing her mother at a very young age, Kathi gained a poignant view of the universe and her …

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Embracing Change with Moving my Family! 25:04

3M ago25:04

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Episode Details: Welcome to Life Conversations with a Twist. This week, I’m sharing a deeply personal episode about a major life decision—moving my family. I take you through the journey of how we came to this decision, the challenges we faced throughout the process, and the emotions that come with uprooting and starting anew. In this episode, I ta…

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Empowering Her Health: Insights on Perimenopause, Hysterectomies, and Hormone Therapy with Urogynecologist Dr. Shah 1:30:49

2M ago1:30:49

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Welcome to another episode of Judging Meghan! Today, I am joined by the incredible Dr. Shah from Empower Her Health Center. Together, we dive into essential topics like perimenopause, menopause, hormone replacement therapy (HRT), and the journey through hysterectomy. I candidly share my personal experiences with hormonal fluctuations, weight gain, …

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He Called Me Dream Woman 45:56

3M ago45:56

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In the premiere episode of “When Heaven Meets Hell”, host Allyn Amerongen sets the scene for what will become a harrowing tale of surviving narcissistic abuse and coercive control. Allyn reflects on her past, chronic health issues, and a pivotal revelation during EMDR therapy. She also recounts a trip to Montana, her dating app experience and the f…

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83: [Charlie Shunick] Living in Grief 35:08

3M ago35:08

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Content warning: sexual assault, rape, abduction, murder, and serial murder. Charlie Shunick is a Louisiana educator, co-victim of murder, and advocate for missing persons and their loved ones. The devastating mid-2012 disappearance and murder of her sister, Mickey, altered her life forever. Since then, it is Charlie’s tenacious spirit that has car…

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Getting Inspired with Owning A Business with Laura Sinclair 53:01

3M ago53:01

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Episode Details: Welcome to "Life Conversations with a Twist," where we explore the dynamic stories of individuals who have embraced life’s challenges and pursued their passions. This week, I had the pleasure of sitting down with Laura Sinclair, a fellow podcaster and someone I connected with through our shared passion for storytelling. Laura’s jou…

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From Survivor to Advocate: Breaking Free from Narcissistic Abuse with Therapist, Author, and Survivor Vanessa Reiser 47:59

3M ago47:59

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Trigger Warning: This episode contains discussions of narcissistic abuse, manipulation, and toxic relationships, which may be triggering for some listeners. This episode I sit down with Vanessa Reiser, a resilient therapist, author, and survivor whose life story is a beacon of hope and transformation. Growing up in Rockland County, New York, Vaness…

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82: [Mary Garden] Abuse, Betrayal, & Breaking Free 43:49

3M ago43:49

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Content warning: domestic violence, family violence, child-to-caregiver violence, sibling abuse, cultic abuse, religious abuse, abortion, and mental illness. Mary Garden is a mother, educator, journalist, author, survivor, and advocate from New Zealand. She was born into a family with a great deal of history and many layers of generational trauma t…

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The Journey of Subconscious Coffee with Robyn Garvey 37:01

3M ago37:01

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Episode Details: Welcome to "Life Conversations with a Twist," where we explore the inspiring stories of individuals who have taken bold steps to follow their passions and create something extraordinary. Each episode brings you insights into the journeys of those who have turned dreams into reality. This week, I am excited to introduce Robyn from S…

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