Welcome the redacted apostate, your guide to life after leaving high-control groups. This channel is your compass through the challenging journey of reclaiming independence. Dive into insightful discussions, practical tips, and empowering stories on navigating a world where you must make your own decisions free from a controlling environment. Whether you've recently broken free or are contemplating the leap, join us for support, understanding, and strategies to navigate the complex internal ...
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Stories of claiming independence after leaving high-control groups. Hi! I’m Shelise Ann Sola— former devout Mormon. On C2C, my husband Jonathan and I dive deep into the nuance of culty organizations. From Extreme Christian Fundamentalism, FLDS Polygamy, Amish, Mennonite, Mormonism, Scientology, Ultra Orthodox, and Jehovah's Witnesses, to cults featured in popular docu-series, we interview cult experts, survivors, advocates, therapists, way-showers, authors, and more, to uncover how they find ...
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Logic Of Liberty is a podcast rooted in the liberty movement and dedicated to raising awareness of current as well as timeless issues threatening the freedom of sovereign individuals. We will be covering a range of different topics, from recent political happenings to history lessons to pop culture critiques.
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The Lost Witches of Carlos Castaneda
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After Castaneda died in 1998 his inner circle of Chacmools or witches went missing. We talk about the story of Castaneda and what happened to the witches. One of them her body was found deep in death valley, but what happened to the other ones? Resources: https://www.altaonline.com/dispatches/a60923618/carlos-castaneda-cult-geoffrey-gray/ Books (Af…
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Are Cult Awareness Network (CAN) Actions Justified?
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Was the Cult Awareness Network working as Deprogrammers or Kidnappers? https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeO_7EoE7YEjNoZXUS0oyEw/join In this eye-opening video, we explore into the controversial practices surrounding the Cult Awareness Network (CAN). Established with the noble intention of helping individuals ensnared by cults, CAN's methods often i…
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Aum Shinrikyo: The Most Dangerous Cult that still exists today!
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A discussion about Aum Shinrikyo the Cult responsible for the 1995 Sarin Gas attack in Japan. Become a member of Redacted Apostate, and help the channel! https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCeO_7EoE7YEjNoZXUS0oyEw/join We discuss what is possibly the most dangerous cult that still exists to this day. From Sarin gas attacks, Uranium mines, Russian Atta…
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Missing: Bryson Muir, 14 year old son of Cult Member
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Please share this with as many people as possible. Bryson Muir is the son of Colt's line backer Daniel Muir. Daniel and his wife Kristen are members of a dangerous cult called Straightway Truth Ministry which is based on Black Hebrew Israelism. According to teachings all women and children are considered property, and old testament teachings are us…
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Putin's Russian state backed Victory Cult
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We discuss the Victory Cult and it's origin. Putin's control and his reasoning for the invasion of Ukraine. Our discussion of high control groups. Thanks to our monthly supporters Kristie Musick ★ Support this podcast on Patreon ★By Redacted Apostate
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In this episode, we discuss the cult of Pythagoras, and the questions that arise. The discoveries from either Pythagoras, or the cult of Pythagoras has brought about many discoveries throughout time. Music Theory, numerology, reincarnation, Helios central planetary orbit, etc.. as well as the connection between sound, art, math, and science. Thanks…
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We discuss the Happy Science cult, and the anime they produce. What is the origin story of Happy Science? Where are they now? Music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/danijel-zambo/stardust License code: K1NTUCRT5RNDOMJT Thanks to our monthly supporters Kristie Musick ★ Support this podcast on Patreon ★…
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Ex-Muslim Opens Up About Sex and Islam in Saudi Arabia | The Story of Apostate Aladdin
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*Content Warning: self harm, physical abuse* Anonymous YouTuber Apostate Aladdin shares his story of becoming a man in an environment that used fear to keep boys and girls and men and women separated. This intense fear that men need to be kept away so they don’t act on their uncontrollable desires, left him feeling scared, targeted, alone and shame…
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We discuss the slaying of a South Korean woman during an initiation process for a group that called itself Soldiers of Christ, this has shocked the Atlanta Korean American community. Where her body was found. #soldiersofchrist #news If you would like to support us or buy a cup of coffee, please visit our Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/TheRedacted…
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14 Yr Old Taken From U.S. to Iraq to Be Bride to Abusive Man
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*Content Warning: Many mentions of physical abuse & sexual abuse* Tricked into moving to Iraq at age 14, Ellaf was separated from her mother and forced into a chiId marriage by her father who felt she was too much of a burden to raise. Ellaf’s husband was even more controlling than her father and knew that he could get away with hurting her in many…
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Forced to Marry Al Qaeda: Confessions of an “Ex-Muslim” ft. Yasmine Mohammed
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*Content Warning: Domestic Violence, SA, CA* Determined to fight for the human rights of the oppressed, Yasmine Mohammed speaks out and shares her experiences with Islam extremism. Her mother forced her to marry a terrorist and it wasn’t until she fell pregnant with a daughter that made her realize she had to escape in order to secure her a better …
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We prepared for the upcoming Netflix documentary on the 7M cult disguised as a TikTok dance channel. We talk about the 7 Mountain Mandate to infiltrate's 7 forms of modern society. What would happen if they were successful and we all lived in new Gilead? The story of shekinah church and it's impact on different lives. Source: https://theoutline.com…
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How “A WELL TRAINED WIFE” Narrowly Escaped Extreme Christian Patriarchy with 4 Kids
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**Content Warning: DV, rape, SA** Tia Levings discusses her dark reality in Christian fundamentalism, with evangelical patriarchy and religious trauma. Having appeared in the Amazon docu-series, Shiny Happy People, and written a harrowing memoir, A Well-Trained Wife she reveals how she had to save herself and her family and details the ways that ex…
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Is the Military A Cult? Ex-Cult Members / Active Military & Veteran Discuss
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Daniella grew up in the Children of God and Mike in Scientology. Together they discuss ways that the military, of which they were both in for many years, is cultic and their differing perspectives. Click here to watch on YouTube Find Mike! YouTube: @mikebrown101 Mike’s Interview: “How Scientology Almost Killed His Elderly Mother” Find Daniella! IG:…
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Groomed to be the Submissive Wife of Her Father’s Choosing
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Cait West was completely under her father’s rule down to all her decisions. She was told he would even make the biggest decision of her life for her— who she was going to marry. She was gr**med to be a submissive wife under the patriarchy movement and stay-at-home daughters movement. Her homeschooling was completely unregulated and not much attenti…
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Welcome to Baby Reindeer: The Real Martha, where we dive deep into the chilling true story behind Richard Gadd's gripping show. Explore the terrifying world of coercive control and psychological manipulation. This episode provide a detailed examination of how someone can control your mind and the profound effects it can have on your life. We'll als…
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Forced Into Submission: Trapped in the Stay-at-Home Daughter’s Movement
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Isolated in a cult within a cult within a cult, Ashley was completely sheltered from the outside world. From infancy she was labeled as unruly and even demon-possessed. Determined to break her as a toddler, then later brag about it, her pastor grandfather took it too far. She would be forced into submission and gr**med to be a “stay-at-home daughte…
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Scientology Forced 12 yr Old to Audit Adults & Rehabilitate Pedophile
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Scientology doesn’t believe in the young. They teach that they are trillion year old beings in small bodies. Therefore, they are not treated developmentally correct. Neglected, exploited for work and severely mistreated, they suffer the most in this organization. Serge Del Mar tells his story of growing up in Scientology and his advocacy work to ma…
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The Bad Cadet: Growing Up in the Church of Scientology's Sea Organization
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At age six, Katherine Spallino is separated from her parents and sent to train for her future in the Church of Scientology’s clergy—the Sea Organization. She rarely sees her parents and never goes to a normal school. Later, Katherine is sent to live at a secluded ranch with other young prospective Sea Org members, called cadets, where she studies S…
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Exploring the Potential Links Between Traditional Wife Roles and Cult-Like Behavior #tradwife
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Content Warning: We discuss sex, and how our sex life has been impacted by the cult. We discuss the #tradwife trend. How did the Traditional Wife movement come into being. How can one work through some of the conflicting programing done around sex. We give some practical tips that have helped our marriage. The #tradlife trend can be very dangerous,…
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How Scientology Almost Killed His Elderly Mother
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Raised by Scientology and forced into the Sea Org and labor intensive youth camps, Mike Brown didn’t have a choice but to be indoctrinated and used by the organization. After he managed to escape, leaving behind his mother and wife, years later he learned of the extreme elder ab*se that was happening. Determined to save his mother who was quickly b…
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Sentenced to Torturous Christian Extremist Boarding School for 365 days
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The troubled teen industry has been in the limelight lately for its more than questionable tactics to “reform” kids. Add in a heavy dose of religious extremism and you have the sometimes fatal Independent Fundamental Baptist all-girl’s school Ashley attended. The most common sentence was 1 year of brutal manual labor, peer-inflicted punishments and…
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Let Us Prey: Exposing the Circle of Hope Girls' Ranch & the Troubled Teen Industry
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Disguised as a wholesome Christian school for troubled youth, was a house of horrors for those unlucky enough to be placed there. Diabolical and dangerous punishm*nts, intense physical labor left these girls scarred in more ways than one. The documentary “Let Us Prey”, finally started to expose the secrets behind the walls of the school and within …
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Unveiling Jonestown & Jim Jones Personality Cult: Exploring Lessons from Tragedy, Deception, Devotion, and Destruction
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Trigger Warning: This podcast episode contains discussions about real events involving sensitive topics. Listener discretion is advised. Exploring the haunting legacy of Jonestown reveals a multifaceted tale encompassing lessons learned from the Peoples Temple Cult tragedy. "Jonestown: A Story of Deception, Devotion, and Destruction" chronicles the…
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Ruby Franke's son, Chad, reveals more details
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In this episode of the redacted apostate, we delve into the story of Chad Franke, the son of Ruby Franke, who was convicted for abuse and is currently in prison. Chad's tumultuous journey unfolds as he navigates life post-cult, grappling with the loss of everything he held dear. His struggles mirror those of the host, who shares a poignant parallel…
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In this episode, we delve into the ongoing Chad Daybell trial, where the bodies of Tylee Ryan and JJ Vallow were found on his property in June 2020. We explore what Tylee might have known, shedding light on the mysterious circumstances surrounding their deaths. Melanie Gibb's testimony about castings, evil spirits, and past lives adds layers to the…
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In this episode of the redacted apostate we talk about the start of the Chad Daybell trial. Is he a true believer like Lori. But we really talk about my mother and her cult personality. http://av-club.io/ Music from #Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/danijel-zambo/stardust License code: K1NTUCRT5RNDOMJT Thanks to our monthly suppor…
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The Erasure of Gays in the AMISH & Mennonite Settlements
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Joined for a second time by Mary (former Amish) and Hannah (former Holdeman Mennonite), we discuss the ways in which being gay/bi in their settlements harshly affected them and how queer plain people are generally erased from society. Bringing awareness and visibility to the LGBTQ community, they share their experiences openly and shed light on the…
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In this episode of The Redacted Apostate, we explore the latest developments surrounding the Hildebrant/Franke saga, incorporating insights from Kevin's testimony. We delve into Jodi's unconventional relationships, including her alleged involvement in a thruple with Satan and Jesus. we reflect on the spiritual aspects of the story, discussing Jodi'…
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Forced into AMISH Settlement, Narrowly Escaped Bishop Abuser
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*Content Warning : SA, CA, CSA, mentions of rape* After enduring an excruciating youth at the hands of her mother and step father, isolated on a mountainside, Misty was forced into an Amish settlement at 18 years old. Though in many ways this new lifestyle was far more liberating than what she was used to, it came with darker days than she could’ve…
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AMISH: How Growing Up in the Strictest Settlement Led to Drugs and Sex Work
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*Content Warning: sexual assault, rape, prostitution, attempted murder* Due to lack of education when she left the strict Swartzentruber settlement, Naomi slipped into exotic dancing, prostitution, drugs, and almost getting murdered. In this episode, she opens up about her trials and tribulations with growing up Amish, her dark reality afterward, a…
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They tried to claim my sexuality, I fought back
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*Content Warning: eating disorders, mentions of homophobia* In this follow up episode we’re going to continue with Oceana’s story growing up under the strict Institute in Basic Life Principles run by Bill Gothard who was recently exposed for preying on young girls. She opens up about coming home from the IBLP training camps, her parents’ reaction, …
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Surviving IBLP Training Center at 15 Years Old & 90 lbs
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*Content Warning: eating disorders, self harm* Further shedding light on the Institute in Basic Life Principles run by Bill Gothard who was recently exposed for preying on young girls, is Oceana who grew up living by their rules. Extreme patriarchy, silencing and sexualization of women and blaming those who are being hurt, are just a few things tha…
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Discussing Netflix series; Raël: The Alien Prophet
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In this episode of The Redacted Apostate podcast we talk about the Netflix series Raël: The Alien Prophet. This is pretty light hearted episode, but trigger warning about some sexual content and some accusations of CSA. The series was not the best cult documentary we have seen, but it was the funniest. Sex with aliens, 2035 is a big year and we nee…
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Discussing Netflix series, The Program; Cons, Cults & Kidnapping
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In this episode of The Redacted Apostate, we delve into the captivating world of Netflix's latest series, "The Program; Cons, Cults & Kidnapping ." This thought-provoking episode confronts the realities of cults, prompting us to reflect on their resonance in contemporary society. As we explore the series, we also draw parallels to the challenges of…
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Logic vs Emotions - After cult life Making decisions
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We'll also tackle the tricky topic of decision-making. Ever wondered how your brain decides? We'll explore decision-making, how to make good decisions after leaving a high control group or cult. And when it comes to making big life choices, like leaving a cult, it's not just about emotions; logic play a huge role too. So, get ready for an episode p…
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“Let Us Prey” | Survivors Seek Justice Against IFB Youth Pastors
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The Independent Fundamental Baptist church is known for having extreme views on “worldly” things. Women are over-sexualized to the point where even the very young are blamed and punished for “temping” men into hurting them. Kathy was one of those young women. Her pastor purposely protected the perp and she was ostracized by family, friends and othe…
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My IFB Youth Pastor Groomed Me. I Was Blamed.
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*Content Warning: child sex abuse, child abuse, rape, mentions of attempted suicide* When purity culture is front and center in a strict religious organization, youth are blamed for being preyed on by adults. It creates an unsafe environment for those who don’t understand boundaries, consent, grooming, or have any s*x education at all to even have …
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Welcome to our podcast episode on freeing yourself from indoctrination and learning to think independently. Indoctrination can happen in various environments, including high-control groups, cults, and manipulative relationships. We'll discuss strategies to recognize indoctrination and regain autonomy over your thoughts and beliefs from my own exper…
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A Sinister Look into the Controlling IFB Church ft. Preacher Boys Podcast
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The cult doc “Let Us Prey” on HBO, highlights the issues within the high control religious group Independent Fundamental Baptist, of which Eric was a part of. From the covering up of predatory behavior of the leaders, to extreme patriarchal control which blames victims and breeds perpetrators, Eric walks us through what his life was like being isol…
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Prosecuting Yoga “Guru” BIKRAM for Sexual Assault & Blacklisting
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*Content Warning: rape and sexual assault* Yoga instructor Larissa Anderson took yoga “guru” Bikram Choudhury to court for s*xual assault and blacklisting her yoga business after Larissa rejected a s*xual advance by Bikram (who had r*ped her before). He refused to promote her studio and she was blacklisted from the Bikram Yoga community. At the tim…
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Discussion about Jodi Hildebrant and Ruby Franke
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Discussion revolving around the Youtube Influencer and her suspected brain washing. Conversation about how I feel like I am the only one with a different opinion on the events. Listen to my controversial thoughts. Thanks to our monthly supporters Kristie Musick ★ Support this podcast on Patreon ★By Redacted Apostate
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Falling Prey to BIKRAM: Yoga Guru, Founder, Predator
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“Guru” Bikram was responsible for bringing hot yoga to the states and popularizing it. Without realizing, Larissa Anderson was slowly groomed by her then boyfriend and yoga studio owner to seamlessly fall right into Bikram’s hands. He would eventually request massages from Larissa in front of hundreds of students and get more and more bold when the…
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How Narcissistic Yoga Guru Jagat Exploited Her Followers
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First, there was Guru Bhajan. A self proclaimed master of what he called Kundalini Yoga. Later known as an ab*ser on every level, he died and left a gaping hole in the Western market for the next “master” to step in as a celebrity Guru. Enter Guru Jagat. A charismatic female leader who started her own school, attracting young, enthusiastic millenni…
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Mormons Vs Ex Mormons: Who REALLY Won This Cringey Debate? ft. Mormon Stories
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Is Mormonism a cult? Jubilee’s “Middleground” had on a panel of current believing Mormons and ex-Mormons to debate this and other nuanced topics. Join us, along with one of the ex-Mormon panelists, Dr. John Dehlin of @mormonstories as we dive deeper into some of the more “cringeworthy” responses, and un-aired behind the scenes details, to decide wh…
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Harvard graduate Joelle Tamraz, was young, enthusiastic and a perfect target for a fake yoga guru. Seeking enlightenment, purpose and peace, she came across a man who swept her off her feet and used spiritual manipulation to eventually exploit her and her family out of thousands of dollars. He told wild stories of channelling and inhabiting someone…
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THE CULT of Grant Cardone: Ex-Member Exposes Fake Guru
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Ben John: "As a beginner entrepreneur/business owner in 2019, I was introduced to a book by Grant Cardone(The 10X Rule) that lured me into mentorship from him. After 3.5 years and $250k spent with Grant & his organization, I realized that I had ignored all the signs in that environment that encouraged me to idolize Grant as a God, seek him for succ…
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My Mom Discloses Secret Mormon Temple Rituals
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The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints (LDS or Mormon Church), has long been known for their secret temple rituals that only the worthy saints can participate in. Shelise grew up in this mainstream Mormon Church, learning that going to the temple was the ultimate goal, that if she could only be worthy enough, she might even get to see Jesu…
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Daughters of the Cult Leader Reveal Un-Aired Details
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Celia was a daughter of the cult leader Ervil LeBaron, who practiced a fundamentalist Mormon teaching called Blood Atonement which meant taking lives in the name of God. Things got even more out of control when he was put in prison for his crimes and a hit list he created was beginning to be carried out by some of his younger followers. Thankfully,…
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Warren Jeffs’ Dangerous “Revelations” from Prison ft. Growing Up in Polygamy
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Polygamist, Fundamentalist Mormon (FLDS) leader, Warren Jeffs, is currently serving a life sentence in prison for CSA which he claims was revelation from God. He currently still has a few thousand members of his church who believe he was wrongly convicted and completely innocent. A man God being”persecuted” because he’s a true prophet, they would s…
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